I've got lots to say today...
Great to type it all now since i'm all alone at home
Best time to blog without anyone annoying me. =)

Hmm.. Lets continue from that day's post. I am supposed to update about the learning journey and the general paper examinations ya? So here it goes.. My GP paper was horrible for ur info. I had practically no idea what i was writing about the whole time. Spent almost 20 mins planning an essay that i did not write in the end. Blahz. Smart me... Wrote something about the Singapore government being successful about instilling a sense of belonging in her people. Wrote a whole lot of crap. =( U won believe it!! My rebuttle was so weak i could not convince even myself!! Gosh! Paper 2 comprehension was just as bad. In fact, worse. Who cares about drinking alcohol? It does not even taste good at all. (My take on the issue). It was just so retarded the things that i wrote. Haiz.. What happened to my english?!?! Think i really absolutely HAVE to read more. For goodness sake! Even my gp tutor wrote in her comments for my last compo that i should be reading more!! My compo reflected my mistakes and lack of reading. U can juz begin to imagine how horrible things are.

That was digressing about the GP exam. Well it is now over-midyrs at least. =) So after this we had some talk by the vice principal about the H3 subjects. Don really have much interest after looking at the criteria to take on one of that supposed prestigious subjects. doubt i have the discipline in myself. And i do want time for myself. Quited the student council rally precisely because of this reason. Don't want to throw myself into the deep end again. Drown.. Nah.

So after the paper we started on our learning journey which was to the changi chapel museum. Umz.. quite a let down because there was nothing much there that could really hold my attention. Guess it was not a day for gory details and things about how life were during the japanese invasion and the POWs lives. Lets juz move on the the movie...

That's my first "X-men" movie that i have ever watched. Quite cool!! The whole school met at the shaw cinema at bugis juz to watch a movie. Everybody pilling in to a cinema that was by far the biggest that i had ever been to!! =)Watching as one big meridian family. I understood the movie!! Not bad... Kinda interesting the mutants. =) I wonder wad kind of power would i have if i'm one of them. Hahaz.. Won't it be surreal to find out? lolz. Popcorn date, drinks and lots of laughter and cheering along the way. ^.^ Enjoyed myself!

Makan at bugis after that. ATe some horrible food so i shan't comment. It still turns my stomach over thinking about it now. EW! I swear i will never step into that restaurant again. Bland and totally disgusting food. *.* Lets juz skip it.

Shopping!!! =) I shall go get new clothes during Great Singapore Sales. I need proper clothes!!! The clothes that i currently have are so outdated childish and yucky. Grown out of them. Not that i have much to grow out of in the first place. xp So tempted to buy everything off the shelves. Hahaz.. Nah i'm not rich. Juz day dreaming....*blow bubbles*

-loves-

Spent the whole day listening to piano. =)
Love it!!
Wished we never had to leave the hall...
Yayz...

-loves-

Hey ppl!! I juz thought of this!! If u all want me to write to u, tell me ur address! I'll try my best to do snail mail. =) I'd love to! Heez.. UK here i come. On the 5th. =) I'll miss u guys. 11 days is a long time.. =( Maybe u all can give me something to rmb u by. LOL!! xp  ¶ 6:43 PM 0 Comments

  Sat...
Best day in a long time.
Don't ask me wad i did on that day because i can't really rmb.
Pool, listening to piano, makan at 85, play guitar.. Slacked around.
Enjoyed myself so throughly. =)
U can't begin to imagine.
THe feeling is so unique.
It juz makes me feel so free
Free from any inhibitants.
If u ask me i would say the cause is the people that i hang out wif.

Went to AH to study supposedly but ended up doing all those things.
=)
I don't mind.
Heez...
It is great to feel free and speak ur mind
Really becoming urself in ur own skin.
Singwei, limian, suhan.. My companions of the day.
Yay! Lets do it again soon kies?
So looking forward to it.
Oh ya and singwei no matter wad u say, i still think u play the piano beautifully.

-loves-

Some entry about today's learning journey some other time!  ¶ 10:57 PM 0 Comments

  A wonderful night...
Filled with beautiful music
Strains of melodious melodies
Whispering out from the graceful guitar.
=)

Went to guitar concert last night and i did not regret going there at all even though no one wanted to join me. =( Hahaz.. I had suhan to accompany me. I love almost all the songs that they played. All the songs that touched me before. So wonderful!! "Love, me", "Eyes on me", "Canon in D" are just a few examples. Oh! I was very surprised when they played the richard claydermen song. Super nice. If u did not go, it was your lost. =) I enjoyed myself.  ¶ 12:02 PM 0 Comments

  Warning! long post ahead! Read at ur own risk!

I don't like lying. To anyone and most importantly, to myself. Yuck! U noe the feeling?? It feels real horrible especially when u are lying to urself. The kind of deceiving implication that it has, bluffing urself in so many other ways juz so that u can not think about the matter at hand? Blahz. I noe i probably don make sense to many of u. Anyways.. It does not really matter. It would take a genius to noe wad i'm trying to hit at. LOL! Yeah..

-loves-

So much for that. Ytd was a cool day!! Umz.. Can mean that literally and also in context(can't think of any other word. xp) Sorrie my eng juz sucks. My chinese too... So basically... =( Ytd was the finals of the soccer match against vj. Went all the way to jalan besar stadium to watch them play. The whole school went!! Then it started raining... Booz.. So much so that the match was played almost an hour later than it was supposed to be played. making the whole event ending only at 7 plus.

It was such a nice day for me. I got to see all those ppl that i had missed so so much since leaving vj. Trust me, it wasn't easy seeing everybody again. At some juncture i really felt at home at the vj side and i felt like a traitor. Do u noe how heartbreaking it is? I felt like crying when i saw all those ppl that i had grown to love and missed lots. Seeing them again complicated my feelings. Haiz.. I noe we can never turn back time but the memories are still fresh and clear in my mind. It only seemed like ytd that i left all of them. Even my ct teacher rmb me. I was so touched!! It really means a lot to me for u to say that simple "hi" cause i noe that through that, u have thought about me and really considered me an integral part of 06S56. I was exhilarated and depressed at the same time. Hmm.. Weird feeling eh. Never thought it was quite possible.

I saw the whole ahs gang that stayed at vj, my class 06S56, my senior class plus my angel!!(hey thanks for the little prezzie! I like it!=) Thanks for the thought weenky!), my darling og members!! And all the other random ppl that i noe.. =) Oh ya!! And lisabelle!! Love her! Hahaz.. =) And huay shan and wei shan. Ooh.. Zwing! Oh! So many so many ppl!! =)

Talked lots to them, receiving and giving hugs all the way through the vj crowd. The vj ppl muz have thought i'm crazy!! I missed huayshan la! That crazy gal and she's so nice! =) Talked nineteen to a dozen to her. So much so much to catch up!! Not easy finding her considering my phone dying on me before i managed to contact her. But as fate would have it, i recognised her HAIR from the back and picked her out from the hundreds of ppl present! =) Hahaz.. Can u tell that i'm really happy? Yup! Oh and she's gonna go for lunch someday after mid-yrs. yay!! And lisabelle!! Hahaz.. U got a shorter skirt than me and i would have the pleasure of saying "I TOLD U SO" xp. It feels really great to see ya again since u are rarely free to chat and gossip and bitch. LOL! Yeah i really missed those times where i could juz pop next door and shout "belle!!" then juz go crazy talking about anything under the sun. So cool! Many things have changed since then huh? Have i changed too? I think i did but i'm not sure...

It seemed like a social affair there at the stadium cause i was constantly running around saying hi and hello here and there. =) Even the ahs batch of ppl came! Half of 4F was there as well. Hahaz.. So cool. =) The match was an interesting one. Although mj lost to vj by a score of 4-2, I think mj played well and fought hard. Vj juz did better. Yup! It is the spirit that counts in the end the memories of training would be etched in their minds forever the medal or trophy is merely a representation of the win. It does not matter as much, in my opinion. Very exciting second half of the match!! U could sense the tension and silent urging of the spectators with regards to those on the field. "Go! U can do it!"... I think it really helps in bonding the school together not forgetting bonding the schools involved together too.

Personal reflections huh? Hmm.. I think it was hard for me at the end of the match when ppl asked me "So Joyce, who won in the end for u??" I really din noe wad to say to that. Did mj win by playing as champions and with perseverance and determination or did vj win outright. It is a matter of divided loyalties. It pained me that ppl would ask me that. I don deny that i loved vj and that the Victorian spirit is inside me-deep. But i noe that no matter wad, the reality is that i'm now part of mj i am supposed to be loyal to them. So wad do u do when ur mind conflicts with ur heart? Or rather, ur ideology go against ur expected behavior? I don't noe.. Don ask. =(

This is gonna be a real long entry... If u have no patience i suggest u stop reading.

So the match was over and yup... I donno.. Feeling so confused. ='(

-loves-

After the match, after the cheering, after the announcements, It was already 7 plus. Late... But my stomach was hungry so went makan. Wad was a 4 person diner turned out to be a mini squash dinner. Lol! It was real fun. Trekking through unknown territory(at least for me) I felt lost lo.. But i juz followed along behind the leaders and somehow at some point got lost in myself. Ooh.. Ya. Muz thank singwei for carrying my bag for me. It was super heavy. Thanks! =) Foraged our way through endlessly winding roads with potential traffic disasters at every other corner, We were traveling in perpetual fear. LOL! I'm crapping. xp There is something magical about walking in the dark talking about crazy stuff and juz talking. I can't explain it but well... Can someone save me from this dilemma of always not knowing wad to say? It is getting rather annoying... Hmph! Attempted to walk all the way to suntec with Sharon and tingyan shouting my name along the journey for a short period of time and me laughing and grinning at all the silly things that we talked about, dashing across the road putting our lives at jeopardy, me looking at all the weird shop names and commenting about them... Lots of stuff that made the journey seem shorter than it was. It helped that i was not carrying my bag...xp

Finally got to a bus stop with me feeling vv lost cause rmb? My phone died! Okie nvm.. We were somewhere near Bugis when we decided to hop on a bus that would take us to plaza singapura. I have no idea nor recollections about the bus service number cause i was so trusting i juz board the bus. Hahaz... Spent half the time on the bus teasing each other, mostly Limian who was missing and Suhan who was so vehemently trying to deny and defend herself. Aiyo.. So scandalous!! So we arrived.

Dinner was swensens after walking around looking like a bunch of lost blue sheep. MEeehh! xp Then my boss was looking for me. Urgh! Wants me to work this sat and sun. I don want to but she said that she can't find anyone and thought of me. Blahz! I juz rmb that mon is our gp paper so i won work. Have to call and tell her later. Aww.. I feel so bad. =( That was totally random. Yup. So i had baked rice for dinner and the teasing ensued. Hahaz.. The seniors are really... No comments.

Kuan loong made me read CHINESE!! I read that short-less-than-one-paragraph of words and turned to him cross-eyed. Blahz. I'm not fantastic in chinese so i got him to read it to me. Turned out that he could not read every word as well. Juz skimming through all the words and getting the gist of it. Then i realised why i don understand the passage. CAUSE i thought some of the names of characters in the book were names of places and objects that they were named after! That's why all din make sense. -.-"

Great dinner. Then since it was late, decided to head home as most of the shops were closing anyway. Mrt and travellator. Gosh it reminds me of relative velocity!! xp. And i grinned and laughed and smiled so much that my cheek muscles were so sore. Ew.. Wad great company. Lol! Glad that today we have a full day off. Cause in this case, my dad would not nag and complain that i was out too late, compromising my slp and not being able to be attentive in class the next day. YAY! It all worked out marvelously! =)

Mrt was real squeezy and i was squashed and suffocated standing between the door and kl. *Gasp for air... But luckily i managed to survive. =) All the way to pasir ris. Heex. Frm tanah merah ppl start leaving.. Singwei then suhan then artica(did i spell wrong??xp)and edmund then me and kl! The train was empty leaving our laughter behind echoing through the carriages.. Ooh...

I enjoyed myself thoroughly ytd. =) Let's go play pool and go out someday again alrights? And pls pls change the bbq date!! ( I know this would not be possible but well.. I can not go..) Yup!

-loves-

I wrote a mini essay!! OMG! Tonight go for guitar concert. =)
Another thing. If u have read till here. Good for u! u have great patience to read through the junk that i wrote. LOL! Sometimes juz don take wad i type as really that alrights. Yup!

Found this: "Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone." C.S. Lewis
Good quote. Go decipher the meaning... =)
  ¶ 11:24 AM 0 Comments

  ROAR!!!!!!!!!

Yup that's all.
Bye.  ¶ 9:26 PM 0 Comments

  My turn to have a roar.
I wanna juz bitch.
Yeah so juz get out if u don wanna see this.

I totally don like U la.
Juz like get out of my life.
I don need fake smiles and fake emotions.
Come on i can see through all of that do u think i'm dumb?
I'm not for ur information. I have eyes.
And of course there's the sixth sense.
If u think i am being mean to u,
I juz have one line to say to u.
I don think u are worth my attention.
You spoiled my day that day.
With a horrible comment but u still ruined it,
It takes more than a mere sorry.
Everyone knows that.
I'm ignoring u not biting ur head off.
Go away!
Shut up!

-loves-

Time to move on..
I did i guess,
Some part of me at least
I wish we could go back
but wad's done cannot be undone.
Impossible.
I wish we can joke as b4.
It was fun and it was a great pleasure to juz talk and have fun.
If it is all gone,
It would juz break my heart.
I juz need the friendship that u offered me,
I grew in it.
U know that don't u?
Nothing is ever too late is it?

-loves-

Okie that done i can blog as b4 as normal.
Yet things have not been normal juz yet.
Juz when i thought everything is going right and i'm enjoying the attention,
It juz had to happen
I don like to feel insecure.
I know i ask too much sometimes.
Yet humans have unsatisfied wants and needs.
I'm not asking for more than juz a smile,
A laugh,
An sms,
A reply from u that tells me u care.
Yeah i know that u have many things to attend to but
Am i juz one of those crowd that passes through ur life?
I don wanna be one of those ppl
I wanna be someone special in ur life.
Yeah.
I don care if u are unperfect
No one on this world is anyway
It is juz a perceived thinking too..
HAiz..
I think i should not say more.
I'm juz confusing myself.
And i doubt u even noe that i'm refering to u.
Yeah.  ¶ 6:45 PM 0 Comments

  Such a dumbass.
Such a freak.
Dimwit!
Urgh!

Yeah i'm talking about me or rather my very evil twin sister that is making me behave like such a monster. I definately do not like this but sometimes u juz don have a choice. She juz takes over my mind and body whenever she is feeling bored. hahaz.. sounds like a spilit personality huh??

That's why i have been behaving weirdly sometimes. I donno how to explain it but some ppl juz rubs me the wrong way. Yicks i sound like a bitch but well, who cares, it is only human to be one. Hahaz.. My ideology. xp

Went back to ahs on thurs. i so miss the place!!! It was where i grew up where i made so many wonderful friends where i learnt so many things unrealted to studies. It brings back both painful memories as well as happy and enjoyable once. It was the place where tears were shed, in happiness and in pain, it was where i fell and crawled back up again. It was HOME. And now i had to leave. Aww.. Going back was not what i imagined it to be. It is different. Ahs has changed for better or worse, i have no comments. I guess it is not really in my place to criticise anything. Who knows what the zoeboon is up to? Half of the teachers that i knew had left the school. Whether volunteerily or cause of some other reasons, i'll never know. The school has a different atmosphere to it. Not the same as before. It feels ridgit. It feels suffocating and most of all, it is becoming a conformist school. Everything is uniformed, somewhat like a military school. It made me think of not going back as often as i have because of the atmosphere. It is lost. I'm sad...I want the ahs that i have known... The only place that seemed to be left untouched is the hostel. yup.













Sometimes i wish i'm more of myself. Wish that i'm not such a moody person. I need to become more neutral. Yeah! If not ppl will really start thinking that i am sick in the head. Blahz. Most of the time i'm feeling like this because i'm vv easily influenced by other people's feelings and emotions. I tend to sulk when the other person is not in a good mood. Lol! Interesting huh? And i tend to go high when everybody's happy!!! =)

Omg!! I can't believe i wrote all of that! I probably should get my head examined!  ¶ 2:02 PM 0 Comments

  Things are definately getting better as the days go past. I am feeling much more like myself every single day that passes. Hahaz.. I have found a group of real good friends. Maybe not in that sense but somehow it does not make u dread going to sch!!

One of the main reasons should be SQUASH! Although it is always the few of us that persevere and go book courts and play, we have somehow formed bonds through those sweat, screams, laughter, jokes and all the other fun times. Hahaz.. Wad a great bunch of ppl!!! Especially a small grp of us that stay the latest. I have been reaching home at 8-9 cause of squash u noe... Who cares if my mom complains. It is the fun that matters and it more than makes up for the nagging that i have to endure. xp

Juz had a talk wif lihong about squash. Both of us agree that the 4 of us usual late home-goers have a kind of bond. Donno whether the other 2 feel the same way too.. Hmm.. Me lihong singwei and limian. =)

It is around 10. Sitting here listening to songs. Cool! Nice way to relax. Heex. "Two beds and a coffee machine" by savage garden is nice. So is "I want you" by savage garden nice. "Right here waiting" is WHOA! Love the song!

I shall go enjoy! BYE!  ¶ 9:37 PM 0 Comments

  This post is specially for my darling dajie-becky!!
Hey darling!! I missed u like crazy la!!! Come on let me give u a hug. *hugs* Aww...

How? are u feeling loads better? Wondering wad's wrong this time, i'm honoured that u thought about me. =) Now now don't be sad alrights, everybody has to go through trails and obstacles in life mine is no exception but i think that no matter wad obstacles in life there is, the most important thing is how u face up to them. I noe u have been under a huge amount of stress lately due to sch work and so many other things. I understand how ur sister have been treating u. I shall not comment on that since i think that sis is mearly trying her best to encourage u. She might not be doing it in a way which u feel encouraged but i should think that somewhere inside u noe that she's doing this cause she's really concerned about u! It is just a miscommunication of ideas perhaps? Maybe u should try to see why she is being so hard on you. It should all stem from sisterly concern... =)

What other things are bugging you? Relationship problems? U din really tell me much that time but i gathered that u are coping quite well about that issue(so unlike me!!!). Sometimes, it is just better to let go and forget. I've learnt that. A painful lesson i guess but well, i think it applies to more than friends of the opposite sex. =) Nope i'm NOT a lesbian. LOL! But that's beside the point so i shall not digress. xp I shall not talk about this here. Too personal... Yupz.

How bout studies? Have u been coping well with it? I have not la. Not been getting enough slp too. Blahz. The next time u see me can look out for my dark eye circles. Like panda. =( Can't believe that u actualli took PCME. I'd juz die. Lolz.. Not that i'm coping well with my GCME but wells, at least it is not PHYSICS. OKie i shall shut up about it.

Hmm.. Anyway becky, u noe my phone is on 24/7. Juz don msg me funnie times like 1am in the morning, u will most prob find me. I'm always here okie? If u need, can call me out to chat, bitch, gossip, aiya wadever u wanna do. even Retail Therapy!!! Agreed?? =) Now i'm standing by u... Does that make u feel better? =) Smilex okie? My shoulders are here for u. if anithing else fails, there's always kleenex! Heex. I'm juz a call or sms away. =)  ¶ 7:53 PM 0 Comments

  Bitter is an aftertaste... Don ya think so? Once u eat something, other tastes excite ur tastebuds first before u say it is bitter. Juz look at coffee as an example. Sometimes, i think it does not only applies to things that we eat but to everything in general... It is okie if u don understand wad i'm implying but wells, it is not that big a matter. It juz means something to me that's all...

Bitter is a taste yet it is also a feeling. LEts see... Have u ever felt very sour about something? Feeling sweet about something? I bet u did right? Or am i just such a poetic and literatural person that i have such feelings?? LOL! I'm digressing.

Argh! Limian is asking me wad colour grip do i wanna get! I said pink and he BLEHx1000 times me. Haiz.. Wad's wrong with a bimbotic racket?? xp. It is nice anyway. =) Wellz most prob i'll juz get some neutral colour like black or white.

Today's mother's day. Hmm.. Wished mom that and somehow smiled at her. Donno wad to get for her so i juz settled for a humble prezzie. Shan't say wad it is in case i get criticism. xp Went to grandma's house to celebrate greatgrandma's birthday. OOh.. is she old. 84.. Hmm.. Old woman yet she's still pretty springy come to think of it. Some ppl are juz meant to enjoy life...

Cake... Duck... Chicken. Hmm.. Ate all of that on fri at paternal grandma's house too. Then ate them again today. Blahz... Wad a horrible day i had today. First i hit my hip on the side mirror of the car then i got the lift door closing on me then i had food on my clothes. Bad day. Bad mood. Yickz. Din talk much to my aunt(who is 3 yrs older than me) and my uncle(think he's 6 yrs older) somehow think that we are not as close as we were once. Not much communication i think. That's why... Kinda sad cause i missed them now like strangers. =( I got photos but i'm lazy to upload them today. Maybe soon. I'm lazy.

I'm not coherent.
My eng is horrible.
I need to read!!
I want my hugs!!
Urgh...
Forget it.  ¶ 10:41 PM 0 Comments

  Comment on my new blogskin!!!!!!
  ¶ 4:42 PM 0 Comments

  I seemed to have found motivation to start blogging in earnest!! Read through my blog just now and found that my posts are getting longer and longer. Mayybe now i'm in the mood when i blog that's why.

I shall blog about the ban mian day that we had not too long ago. This would be a outdated post though cause i'm lag in uploading the photos. bUt it would be nice! Ban mian day is a day where our class(4F) decided to honour the making of ban mian and go out for a dinner of it. LOL! I noe it does not really make much sense here but somehow, it is apparent that it is an excuse for us to see each other again. How like a big family we are!!





The gals gang! From left: felicia(tp), serene(sa), marie(vj) (my prince!! lol), me(mj), joyce(sp) and aining(mj)










All of us! From left: junyu(tj), alan(mj), jiun hoe(vj), malcolm(tpj), weikian(tj), joyce(sp), back: aining(mj), marie(vj) front: me(mj), felicia(tp) and serene(sa)











Me and fel!! Nice pic! =) Very sweet!! Heex














Serene, fel and me. We were on the escalator when we took this. It is a cozy pic! *smilez











Hmm.. so much for photos. =)
I'm glad i din look sick in them. xp panadol seem to help lots!
Airport ban mian is nice!! U should try it sometime! Especially the terminal 2 stall!! Mmm..

It was only a few days ago yet i'm already missing those darlings. Hahaz.. =)

Now i'm bored. Yicks. Geog project...
Ask me out someone!!! xp  ¶ 3:34 PM 0 Comments

  Oh hi everyone! I'm here! And ya from this can u tell that i'm in a good mood today?? Guess why... I shall leave it unsaid. But well it was a wonderful day. =) Yay! I'm in such a good mood i'm driving all my friends crazy with my vibes on msn. LOL! Nah that's juz totally ranndom. xp

I'm REACH rep. Taken on this huge role frm YX and well.. I'm only starting to see how this might be a huge responsibility for me huh? Organisation skills. Yup i can do it but i gotta think. Today was the first meeting for me and i was admittedly overwhelmed by it all. i felt kinda lost cause the teacher was rambling on about stuff that they did some other session and i was not there. Hmm.. Well at least for some time at least i was lost. Then i made friends and we started to get along juz fine. Happiness! Made new friends. Hmm.. All REACH reps should be passionate people huh. (Oh for those that are wondering, to be a REACH rep is to be basically the CIP rep of the class. It is juz a classier name for the CIP. =)) Well, found out that there's 3 squash members being REACH rep as well! Singwei, torrance and me! Yay! i forsee that we would be the ones in charge for CIP for squash. hmm.. Good or bad? I donno..

that meeting was at 5.15 Guess wad time i finished lessons?? 2.35?!?!? Wad to do with the remaining time? Go to the library to slack then i got sam to go wif me to candy empire at the airport! hahaz... a little more than 2 hours to get there and back! A little of a rush but i was punctual for the meeting so it was alrights. Yup i went there specially for the chocs. =) Bought sweets to share too but apparently.. Nvm all that i shall say is that it is still unopened in my bag.

Actually lots of other real nice things happened too but i think that it should remain where it is, in my memory for then i noe that no one can take it away from me. =)

-sometimes it is not what u see that makes a difference, it is what u feel that really matters-

Yeah so now i shall talk about the first training session i had on wed. it was kinda fun! Or rather it is fun! Oh and ya. I LOVE squash if u are wondering. Yeah i LOVE it. Not yet a hate affair so while it lasts.. xp

I'm in the recreational team. Which basically means that we are not in the team and that we are not as good as the other players in the school team that got chosen throuhg trails. Yup. Something liddat la. I also don really have any idea how they judge us. "Ball sense"?? Who noes. haiz.. anyway i'm in recrea and i am determined to get into sch team!!! YEAH?? I can do it can't i? As long as i believe in myself and my own abilities and perserverence! I noe i can and therefore i will! Seniors and singwei there to help me! Yay! Limian even said that he would coach me till i get into team. Some of them came up to me and juz asked "Why u not in team??" then told me that i can do it de. hmm.. Thanks everyone!! =) U noe i love ya all for having such confidence in me ya? =) YAY!

And i'm determined to run for exco. So well, if u are a squash member, would u pls consider and write down my name as a possible exco nominee?? Thanks alot! =) I have in mind who i want to be captain liao... Both guys and gals. =) Yupz!

Alrights it is getting late. 15 more mins to midnight. I guess i better get some slp. Still not totally recovered from illness yet but for sure i'm lots lots better. I am so touched by all who asked me to rest and take care. =) OOHHH.........

OH YA! Can we play squash next week like on mon tue or fri or thurs? Anytime!! I wanna play!!

Alrights tired. Typing rubbish already. So nitez. So long and BYE!
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  I forgot half of wad i wanted to blog about! Grr... Nvm now uploading some photos hopefulli they will help to trigger my stale and old mind and let me rmb wad i wanted to blog about. Blah! Oh ya! Before i forget, HAPPIE BIRTHDAY to all that juz had their birthdays. I din mean to forget it is juz that no one reminded me! xp ( that's the way man, blame it on others. hahaz) hope u had a wonderful birthday. =)

Lets talk about sch stuff then since i have not been blogging due to the lack of creativity and lack of self reflection and evaluation. LOL! Don blame me for the language used. I juz did my PI and it was about blogging. It is supposed to be a way in which u express ur views to an audience. I guess, most of the time u really have no idea who ur audience is because half of them refuse to leave any note or anithing to show that they've been here. It is a dangerous sport leh i realised. Anione can learn so much of u juz by reading ur blog. I mean i like to talk in my own style here, being crazy, random, emotional and basically being myself! It really takes a lot to fully express urself in words. Wad u see and wad u read could be a totally different personality for some ppl but for me, i would say it is a close match. Xp I am who i am. hahaz.. that's such a famous phrase!

Ohh.. U noe one thing that i really like about blogging? It is nice seeing ur writting on the internet in a space u can truely call ur own. hahaz... Nope i don mean to be chim. It juz happened to come out that way. So it is meant to be. I also like typing all that i'm feeling down. Somehow, can say that i like language i guess. i think english is sucha beautiful language. all right i think almost all languages are beautiful but i only noe a certain few and i don think i would like blogging in chinese cause my chinese cannot make it!!! I'm pathetic la. haiz. Blogging. Hmm... wad good can it bring?? Pi and pi... driving me crazy!!!!!!!!

The photos taking eternity to load! Haiz.. Nvm... Next week is napfa! I can't believe it! Haiz.. Even though my timing has indeed improved, it is not really too much of a diff such that it is 1 min! So much less than that that the improvement is saddening. I thought i would do better. Blame it on the sun blame it on anybody but i think it is cause i not feeling well. My timing for 5 rounds increased by lots. Haiz.. Should practice more. Even Ms Tan noticed that i was not up to standard that day. Hopefully i can cut time to around 15 mins. Slow but yet fast. Hope to do better than that but have to set realistic targets. =)

Alrights!! Photos are up!











































Clockwise from top:
1.Me and becky! See how much she has changed?? My da jie. Heehee.. I like that pic cause it feels so sweet! Sorrie u gotta tilt ur head. xp
2. Me becky and fel. Hahaz.. Look at us posing for the camera. I look so unglam leaning backwards like that. Booz.. But well, who cares. xp It is a real aww... photo. =)
3. My class!! 4F. Love em! The best ppl i have ever known. =) Juz like family. hahaz.. Find me!

Ooh another photo!!!!














Taken in sch at the squash courts. That's the background if u can see.. Then u see TWIN rackets!! Damn cool huh?? Mine's the one with the black handle and the white handled one belongs to singwei. Hahaz... I like this pic! =) I don care. I have the coolest racket in the whole wide world! ^.^x

Yayness! my drive hand has improved lots!! Even senior says so. Hahahz.. So much progress in 2 days! Am i proud of myself!!! Heehee.. Thanks to all that taught me. Singwei, edmund, limian and eyeliner(forgot real name). YAY!! =) I'm hooked onto squash!

OOH.. late liao. I gtg slp soon. So nitez! Long entry huh? Had fun reading? Leave me a nice tag! =)  ¶ 10:48 PM 0 Comments