Friday, December 30, 2005
 
I got my pay le!! Yay... Hahaz.

Haiz.. I've got to look out le cause i think i've gotten the habit of being abit late everytime i go out. Hmm... Not good wor.=( Horrible.

What's Your True Color?
Joyce, your true color is Black!
Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

Oh ya.. And i watched NARNIA. Super nice movie!! Muz watch wor!
 
Thursday, December 29, 2005
 
Wow wow wow!! I'm finally back frm chalet and now i'm finding difficulty typing after not touching the com for like so many days?!? Sianz... I'm now so much more in tuned wif my phone... Sms. xp

Pre-chalet..
Went to loyang point sheng song to buy the food and stuff. Heavy like siao lo. Then we did evil things with the trolley that we borrowed frm shop&save. xp Nope i don think it is vv proud of us to do that so i shall not report animore about it. Hmm... Been to vio's house liao. I can't start to imagine why somebody would like to live somewhere that is super inconvienient without private transport. Hmm.. I shall go think about it. Hahaz!!

Chalet...
Hmm can say that it is the last time that we are going to be together as a class, enjoying the company of everybody in a chalet... is very she bu de you noe? Hmm.. I've got so many things to say and yet i donno what should i say to keep everything in some sort of "link". Wadever~

I chose to say that the chalet was thought provoking because it was a time when i realli realised so many things, discovered so many different kind of things about 4F, and of course about myself. It made me realli think about all the things that i have done, we have managed to achieve and where we have come to now. The "we" meaning all the people that i have known and gotten to know. 4 yrs is not a long time and yet it is also not a short time. The great memories that i have are too many to count and yet in comparison to the hurtful things that have happened to me and friends around me, i can hardly see a difference in amt. A bad thing or a good thing? Depending on how u look at it, all the hurtful and painful memories have all served to build a stronger person and character out of us. With troubles u grow with happiness u blossom and together, u mature. Becky told me a phrase and i liked it lots. "It doesn't matter how ppl look at you and judge u. As long as you did things according to your own principals, you need not bother about other people." It is true and yet at the same time, it is something that is vv difficult to do. We are humans and of course, easily influenced by our immediate surroundings because we are dependent mammals not solitude mammals. It is vertualli impossible to be ignorant about other ppl's judgement of u. Haiz.. "Ignorance is bliss" It can't be better said and put... =)

Hahaz... Chalet was fun leh. Relaxing period of time lo. Played mahjong, cards and went to escape theme park!! I love it man. That was the best day!! ESCAPE! Hahaz.. even though some of the rides were down but we still had a real enjoyable time there. Me, cindy, becky, vio and junyu. Lol. 5 is a real nice num that particular day cause the rides had around 5 seats each or entry restricted to 5 everytime. Hmm.... A day of screaming, dizziness, feeling of wanting to vomit, pale faces, games and of course the exciting rides!! Viking, Invertor, Superman flying thingy by yakult (oops i donno wad's it called. xp), go-kart, hunted mansion, the cups thingy and not forgetting the Wet and Wild! I got so terribly wet lo when i sat at the back!! Hahaz.
P.S: Becky has a real sharp shriek!! Beware eardrums.. LOL

"Aiyoh how old liao still play play play".. Lol! We(cindy, me, becky) had the time of our lives bathing in the common bathroom near the swimming pool. Hahaz.. We had to pass around the shower cream and facial foam and shampoo to each other so we devised a plan to pass each other those stuff without coming out of our individual cubical and that is... Taa daa... Throwing it and sliding it passing the parcel. LOL. Vv fun lo. ... ya i noe... -.-" (rite?) imagine what ppl would think should they chance upon us. OMG!! I can't stand to think about it even. Face red wif embarrassment!!

Hmm... Typed halfway then cannot tahan went to slp. Zzz... Lol.

Wad have i left out eh?? Oh ya. Last day was the day a whole grp of us went to play pool after checking out at tam. Is like onli my 2nd time playing lo so can be considered a noob! Lol... The first game have not warmed up so i played like crap lo... So mei mian zi cause all pro around me mah. xp In the end i stared to play better le! Heh heh next time go out can go play pool le. Muz brush up my skills!! Stupid black ball... =p

I'll miss the great times that we have spent together... =)
Thanks for the taggies. Love ya all! Hahaz..
 
Sunday, December 25, 2005
 
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL!!

 
Friday, December 23, 2005
 
"You better watch out
You better not cry
You better not shout
I'm telling you why..
Santa clause is coming to town.... "

Lol.. Wad a song. So x'mas is coming what have u all planned to do on that day? Me? Poor me is working.. Hahaz so got time muz come and spread the christmas cheer to me by visiting me wor!
 
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
 
Wad a great day!! Shopping!! And i've got tags.. Hahaz. I'm a happie gal.. nope save for one thing. =(

Spent the day walking around tam and pasir ris for my shoes and bag. I found them!! Hee hee... Saw damn lots of ppl we noe around tam today lo donno why.. normally i go out won realli see a single known person de but today exception ba... Saw pri sch friends tiffany, imran then saw angela, carmen, junyu. Not bad la... record for me. =)

I love the stuff i bought today leh... Not bad wor still can meet the approval frm my parents. Hahaz... Not normal. Oh ya then i found this wallet that is real nice. Piere cardin de wor and it is on offer... The price is not that steep u noe. Maybe i'll juz get it. In fact i think i'll definately get it. xp

I shall not tok about the stuff that made me feel irritated...
Hee hee~ Yup i'm no link i noe that. Haiz... Anione free tml to have dinner wif me tml?! =) Contact me okie? lolz...
 
 
I can't imagine wad's wrong wif me these few days. I'm being truely absent-minded and silly and making horrible mistakes!! Wad am i doing?!?

Am now working again. Promoter at parkway isetan for the bonia items. Quite an okie job la juz that i don realli like adhearing to their dress code. I'm okie with the black or white top and black bottom but the shoes ar.. Wad's wrong with wearing white shoes?!? Crap la... Jojo has been wearing it for like so long la. The handbag and wallet department seems to be pretty strict on this lo. I went to look around the whole store and i saw part-timers wearing jeans and sport shoes. This is so bias la. I have to look so formal while they are happy and approved wearing totalli casual clothing. Wad is this?!? Lol.

Okie... Now the items that i sell. Not that i want to say anithing la but have u all seen the stuff that bonia sells?! The ones with "BONIA" printed all over the bads/wallets? I can't understand what ppl can see in those supposedly fabulous items, spending up to a few hundred on them. Haiz.. I guess it is a generation gap as well as a fashion preference, cause i can hardly imagine me using those items. *Shudders* Even one of my customers exclaimed to her guy friend (i'm quite sure it is not her bf.. not that it matters la. xp) that the design looks "auntie"-to that i've no comments. LOL!!

My phone went through a horrible ordeal ytd. It dropped into the toilet bowl. OMG!! Yup yup i never thought it would happen to my phone but well... It did. I won't go into details but it was yucky la. Luckily i was well informed to take out the battery immediately. Good thing it did not short-circuit!!! If not... I'm a dead gal. Hahaz.. So this morning i reassembled everything and viola! My phone was revived. Yay!! I'm dead lucky don't ya think? It is working!! xp

Hmm... i realli should go prepare to go out le. Not nice to be late hor.. Like somebody. Crap la make me wait for half an hour. *Shoots darts at the person*.. hahaz.. okie okie don kill me!! xp
I'm laming le... Tsk tsk.

-loves-

I donno why u treating me this way. I feel as though i'm never realli sure of anithing animore. I want to noe wad u think but i don have the courage to ask, afraid that u would juz brush me off like the few times that u did. U noe something? I don want it to.. but everytime, it hurts... Ouch!

Bye~
 
Saturday, December 17, 2005
 
Too much to say and type and i'm lazy... But i found a great way to summarise everything!! xp

today.. (17)
Woke up
Used com
Went to grandma's house to celebrate her birthday
Played wif cousins
Got early x'mas prezzie (some puzzle..)
Came home
Watch tv
Here...

Ytd.. (16)
Woke up
Checked jc posting results
Kaypoh others results
Went out wif vio
Downtown east
Mrt ride..
Bugis
National Library
Courtyard (my fav place!! and i love showing ppl that place..)
"Window shopped"
White sands
MAC
Home

Day before (15)
Woke up
Went out
PAsir ris mrt
Tam mrt
Met jun, jian and kah
Mrt ride..
Tam-City hall-Douby gout (spelt how?!?)
Arcade
PLaza singapura walked to specialist centre
GAve ic and bank account number
Takashimaya
Makan
Mrt ride
Orchard-City hall-Tam
Walked to street soccer court
Home

Wednesday (14)
Woke up
Went out
Met kor
Mrt ride
Tam- Bugis
National Library
Courtyard
Parco Bugis
Arcade
BANG BANG (lol!! I have real bad shooting skills lo.xp)
"Window shopping"
Home

Tuesday (13)
Woke up
Stayed home
Slacked
Cleared out 3/4 of room =)
Sms to pass time...

Monday (12)
Woke up
Slacked
Met them at street soccer court (lol!!)
Supposed to go expo give stuff
In the end, stayed at tm
Arcade
Met 2A guys... (not much of a meeting, onli said hello to colin la!! Haix)
Walked around
Home

Wad a week i've had!! Spent most days outside but i loved it. hee hee!! xp

-loves-

Okie... i'm glad that i got into vjc sci. As of now i still donno many who is in the same sch as me.. Nope i don think i wanna tok about it nor think about it. No feeling liao le. Lol!

Hope everybody where ever u all might have ended up, am happie with the place... SOmetimes we juz have to be contented. =) I will miss everybody!! Haiz.. So saddening sia... ='(

Takkaire... ~
 
Thursday, December 15, 2005
 
Good morning!! Donno wad am i doing being up so early (at least to me and my closing eyes..). These few days i've been spending my days out of the house with mixtures of ppl... Whootz! It is so fun!! Hahaz... Well, anithing beats being coped up at home with nothing to do yea? Even going out alone doesnt daunt me.

Nobody's at home right now... Alone...
U noe wad? I should be bathing right now to be double sure that i would not be late later but... nvm i'll juz stay here abit longer and chiong later ba.. xp I seriously doubt that all of them would be early aniwae... oops!

Thanks for everybody's concern... Thanks. =)
 
Monday, December 12, 2005
 









 
 
Currently these few photos will upload more next post. Yup i'm better thanks for all the concern... =)












 
Thursday, December 08, 2005
 
Why does this have to happen to me? Wad wrong did i do to make u hate me so much to do such hurtful things to me? I don deserve them do i?

Thought about all these when i found out the horrible and painful truth today...
Trust, Friendship... Now i wonder wad they mean to u or whether these words carry any meaning at all. Wad is it that prompted u to say those things behind my back? Wad have i done to u? Or are these qns even relavant now?!?
I admit that i'm hurt... Never thought that u were capable of doing such things...

It's my life, my friends but u managed to run my life for me, made choices of friends for me without my knowledge. i wonder how ppl think of me already, wonder wad u said about me behind my back. No wonder... I din understand it then...but now, it is all crystal clear. U had a hand in it all yea? Managed to ruin my otherwise perfect life, managed to make ppl have a bad impression of me... Wow! Isn't that nobel of u? Don u think u are wonderful?!? Made u feel real proud of urself yea to see that all ur efforts are bearing fruits? I think that is real disguisting of u... Who are u realli? A friend? To whom? I doubt u care about anione except urself...

I don need u no more, I don wan to be cheated for the rest of my life. Friends, i can make them by myself I get along wif ppl well enough... But it is all too late now huh? Who am i now? Someone that has been painted by an artist that is colour blind and loves the colour red and black? I think that is how i am being painted, under ur careful and deliberate hands, sly. I trust too easily, I forgave and now? I regret... I lost so many a potential friends because of ur wonderful mouth...

Now i noe... Noe why they were cool in accepting me... I don blame u cause that would only make me a bigger fool then when i forgave and believed u. I could only blame myself for being so naive and stupid. U were never a friend. A friend does not talk bad about their friends behind their back, already on that count, u are not a friend. Was i wearing rose coloured glasses? Now i muz take them down and see the real u, and i do not like wad i see at all! The worst word to describe u would be "slut" and maybe even that is too kind. I don wish to mince my words, not animore, not after that rude awakening that brought me back to reality...

I have to look around me once more and find my true friends and that includes guys...
Have u been saying bad things about me being wif guys too??!?
All i can say and will say is, Friends are mine to choose so who gives a damn about wad u think?!? If i click wif them wad is there to stop me frm being close friends wif anibody? Certainly not u, u do not have control of my life!! I handle the steering wheel and it is up to me who i choose to be wif. They are so much better to me then u aniway, I don loose out at all...

If u think i'm bitching, so be it. I'm a gal after all and i have my rights to say anithing that i want that's in my rights.
 
Monday, December 05, 2005
 
HAiz... too tired and too bz to update all my stuff, also no time to upload photos.. I promise to do a whole recount after my whole working experience okie? I promise...

I realli miss prom lo, can see everyone dressed up so nicely. The gals all so chio and the guys look real smart! Realli a change. Can't recognise lots of ppl on that day u noe, cause everybody looked so glam! I will put up the photos soon de.... Got lots that i realli like, realli nice photos.. xp

Hmm.. Farewell was over le. Fun leh... Though it is different frm the other farewells but it is innovative and i realli apprerciate all the effort that u all guitar members have put in to make it such a fun and enjoyable day. I reallli liked the "amazing race" that had us rushing and running against time. Love it lo! Thanks my dears... I like the heart that u all made too! Think all the seniors will agree wif me that u all did a GREAT job! Mr shi went u noe?!?! He rox lo, think i'll miss him... Haiz..

That's all la... I wanna go watch tv le.. Takkaire everyone! Got time come visit me at the john little expo sale.. I'm working there... xp
 
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