Monday, January 25, 2010
Next time we go out, lets go to Ann Siang Road.
Went there today to do some shopping and found some really quaint and interesting shops. Essentially book shops really because of the unique collections they had. BooksActually and Woodsinthebooks. So many old school knick-knacks too!! =)
Explore!
Went there today to do some shopping and found some really quaint and interesting shops. Essentially book shops really because of the unique collections they had. BooksActually and Woodsinthebooks. So many old school knick-knacks too!! =)
Explore!
When I fall in love, I fall deep and I'm in it for the long run. I have no respect for those who fall in and out of love, stringing along ex-es. I can't understand how anyone can move on so easily or how anyone can want to move on so fast after a breakup. There's a lot of things I don't understand, but this I'm sure I don't ever want to understand first-hand.
If it sounds like any of you reading this, I question your view towards relationships: your devotion and your intentions. And if you think you can explain it to me, try. For till then, it's only going to be a mystery to me.
Yes I still believe in love. =)
If it sounds like any of you reading this, I question your view towards relationships: your devotion and your intentions. And if you think you can explain it to me, try. For till then, it's only going to be a mystery to me.
Yes I still believe in love. =)
Monday, January 18, 2010
An emotional first week of school.
My plan of doing volunteer work seems to have caused me much emotional distress. No one can really help me with it. I just have to cope. I know of one person who could... sadly he's no longer a pillar I can lean on as and when I want to. Best Buddies, I am going to give it a go. All my emotional insecurities shall be banished (somehow) and I will believe in myself. I have to because in this, I probably am alone.
Intellectually disabled kids. They need more love and attention than normal kids. I hope I can pull through this and become emotionally stronger. Will you stand by me with encouragement and strength?
My plan of doing volunteer work seems to have caused me much emotional distress. No one can really help me with it. I just have to cope. I know of one person who could... sadly he's no longer a pillar I can lean on as and when I want to. Best Buddies, I am going to give it a go. All my emotional insecurities shall be banished (somehow) and I will believe in myself. I have to because in this, I probably am alone.
Intellectually disabled kids. They need more love and attention than normal kids. I hope I can pull through this and become emotionally stronger. Will you stand by me with encouragement and strength?
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
8th Jan 2010.
The resolution to live healthily resulted in me climbing bukit timah and walking the length of the southern ridges in half a day.
I had a lot of fun. =)
Great company.
My leg muscles were sore after this but I felt so good after the workout. It also made me determined to go back to the southern ridges again someday in the evening to enjoy the peace and quiet there...
How's the collage? I downloaded some application off the internet and it generated that for me. Simplified the whole process of uploading photos for me. I like!
I think I've really done what I said I would do so many months before. I finally succeeded. I know because I'm living my own life and no longer living in denial and living a lie. Cheers to happy days. =)
I don't know if its appropriate but I think I need to suppress any feelings I have for anyone. I badly want something. And yet I know in this current situation its just not possible. I realised that in just one day, half a day actually, but for now, that's how its going to stay. Maybe, just maybe, it was an emotion that lasts an instant.
And because of my inability to keep those feelings in check. I will engage in more volunteer work this sem. To keep my mind off things and also to fulfill that promise I made to myself, to help others in need.
Don't try guessing what's on my mind. Even I myself have no idea.
Maybe all I want is just for you to love me. And the you, might not be the same you as before.
Okie. Really just stop guessing.
I don't know if its appropriate but I think I need to suppress any feelings I have for anyone. I badly want something. And yet I know in this current situation its just not possible. I realised that in just one day, half a day actually, but for now, that's how its going to stay. Maybe, just maybe, it was an emotion that lasts an instant.
And because of my inability to keep those feelings in check. I will engage in more volunteer work this sem. To keep my mind off things and also to fulfill that promise I made to myself, to help others in need.
Don't try guessing what's on my mind. Even I myself have no idea.
Maybe all I want is just for you to love me. And the you, might not be the same you as before.
Okie. Really just stop guessing.
