Wednesday, January 13, 2010
I think I've really done what I said I would do so many months before. I finally succeeded. I know because I'm living my own life and no longer living in denial and living a lie. Cheers to happy days. =)
I don't know if its appropriate but I think I need to suppress any feelings I have for anyone. I badly want something. And yet I know in this current situation its just not possible. I realised that in just one day, half a day actually, but for now, that's how its going to stay. Maybe, just maybe, it was an emotion that lasts an instant.
And because of my inability to keep those feelings in check. I will engage in more volunteer work this sem. To keep my mind off things and also to fulfill that promise I made to myself, to help others in need.
Don't try guessing what's on my mind. Even I myself have no idea.
Maybe all I want is just for you to love me. And the you, might not be the same you as before.
Okie. Really just stop guessing.
I don't know if its appropriate but I think I need to suppress any feelings I have for anyone. I badly want something. And yet I know in this current situation its just not possible. I realised that in just one day, half a day actually, but for now, that's how its going to stay. Maybe, just maybe, it was an emotion that lasts an instant.
And because of my inability to keep those feelings in check. I will engage in more volunteer work this sem. To keep my mind off things and also to fulfill that promise I made to myself, to help others in need.
Don't try guessing what's on my mind. Even I myself have no idea.
Maybe all I want is just for you to love me. And the you, might not be the same you as before.
Okie. Really just stop guessing.
