Friday, December 31, 2004
2nd post today...
Since today is the last day of 2004, i have decided to write a reflection of the year.
I donno wad to start wif...
Year 2004 is a fun year. Sec 3 is the best sec level for me. I've got a great class wif wacky ppl, a great cca that seems to get better as the yrs go by, great friens that seems to increase by the yrs... So many things to be greatful for. I'm gonna miss all of this.
I cannot say that i've been overly pleased wif how some things nave gone this yr and also my performance and attitude and all. I've been bad, i'm embarrassed by it all. I hope to change for the better nxt yr.
First, i have learnt many a things this yr. Not those as in studies but some other things that u learn in life. I learnt that not everyone is the same and each and every friend is diff and have diff needs as to wad they need of u and frm u. Some juz need friendship, those which they onli need the fun and laughter that u will have together. Some need more than that, they need care and u to be a good listener. It is all so diff and how u treat them is also important.
I also learnt that some friends can be trusted wif the upmost secret in ur life and all ur secret crushes and juz about anithing but some, sad to say will never keep a secret and will not stand by u should anithing happen. I have got both kinds of friends and i'm most greatful and fortunate to have friends of the former, they are truely the siblings that were never given to me. I'm glad that i have gotten to noe them and i take comfort in it. Thanks. U all noe who u are.
I also learnt how to cope wif losses. I have had losses and lots of stress but i have learnt. Thanks for those who have been there, hearing me out, holding me when i needed support, lent me their shoulder for me to cry on. Thank you! I realli donno wad would become of me without all these wonderful peeps.
Thanks:
To pam for always being there for me and being one of my confidant that i will always treasure.
To huizhi for all the fun that u have brought to my life juz by being there.
To shawn for all the nice smses and all the craping that u have to put up wif frm mi.
To clar for being u and for speaking in greek to me! LOL!
To jian who is always there to hear me out, to comfort me even if i was juz being temperamental.
To kel who is one of those to whom i can pour out all my troubles and not be afraid of being judged.
To lisabelle who supports me, being my pillar of strength whenever i fail or am depressed.
To jo who cheers me up with her hugs and her advice.
To dazz for being my friend of yrs.
To mw for ur ap-ness that never fails to piss me off and amuse me.
To zhao for ur sunshine smile. =)
To christie for ur christie-ness. lol
To soh for ur lameness that never fails in making me laugh/roll my eyes.
To mal for being him and ya juz for being him.
To mommy for being my mommy and always being by my side, giving advice when i need it the most.
To jun yu for ur umz... for being u.
To kah wee for being one of the nicest guys that i've known and making funnie faces.
To eelin for ur cuteness and loads of pronouncing errors that keeps me amused.
To rongjie for all the great class activities organised.
To chaijun for all ur pms-ing(lol) and for letting me find out all my precious friends that i have.
To ser for all the crap that we toked about.
To sarah for being in rhythm guitar wif me and crapping wif me.
To xinyi for being such a great chairperson!
To all my grand daughters, thanks for lighting up my life wif all the crazy things that u all come up wif. luv u all!
To all guitar juniors for being so adorable!
Okie i'm stopping here. To all that i have not thanked, thanks for being in my life!
Since today is the last day of 2004, i have decided to write a reflection of the year.
I donno wad to start wif...
Year 2004 is a fun year. Sec 3 is the best sec level for me. I've got a great class wif wacky ppl, a great cca that seems to get better as the yrs go by, great friens that seems to increase by the yrs... So many things to be greatful for. I'm gonna miss all of this.
I cannot say that i've been overly pleased wif how some things nave gone this yr and also my performance and attitude and all. I've been bad, i'm embarrassed by it all. I hope to change for the better nxt yr.
First, i have learnt many a things this yr. Not those as in studies but some other things that u learn in life. I learnt that not everyone is the same and each and every friend is diff and have diff needs as to wad they need of u and frm u. Some juz need friendship, those which they onli need the fun and laughter that u will have together. Some need more than that, they need care and u to be a good listener. It is all so diff and how u treat them is also important.
I also learnt that some friends can be trusted wif the upmost secret in ur life and all ur secret crushes and juz about anithing but some, sad to say will never keep a secret and will not stand by u should anithing happen. I have got both kinds of friends and i'm most greatful and fortunate to have friends of the former, they are truely the siblings that were never given to me. I'm glad that i have gotten to noe them and i take comfort in it. Thanks. U all noe who u are.
I also learnt how to cope wif losses. I have had losses and lots of stress but i have learnt. Thanks for those who have been there, hearing me out, holding me when i needed support, lent me their shoulder for me to cry on. Thank you! I realli donno wad would become of me without all these wonderful peeps.
Thanks:
To pam for always being there for me and being one of my confidant that i will always treasure.
To huizhi for all the fun that u have brought to my life juz by being there.
To shawn for all the nice smses and all the craping that u have to put up wif frm mi.
To clar for being u and for speaking in greek to me! LOL!
To jian who is always there to hear me out, to comfort me even if i was juz being temperamental.
To kel who is one of those to whom i can pour out all my troubles and not be afraid of being judged.
To lisabelle who supports me, being my pillar of strength whenever i fail or am depressed.
To jo who cheers me up with her hugs and her advice.
To dazz for being my friend of yrs.
To mw for ur ap-ness that never fails to piss me off and amuse me.
To zhao for ur sunshine smile. =)
To christie for ur christie-ness. lol
To soh for ur lameness that never fails in making me laugh/roll my eyes.
To mal for being him and ya juz for being him.
To mommy for being my mommy and always being by my side, giving advice when i need it the most.
To jun yu for ur umz... for being u.
To kah wee for being one of the nicest guys that i've known and making funnie faces.
To eelin for ur cuteness and loads of pronouncing errors that keeps me amused.
To rongjie for all the great class activities organised.
To chaijun for all ur pms-ing(lol) and for letting me find out all my precious friends that i have.
To ser for all the crap that we toked about.
To sarah for being in rhythm guitar wif me and crapping wif me.
To xinyi for being such a great chairperson!
To all my grand daughters, thanks for lighting up my life wif all the crazy things that u all come up wif. luv u all!
To all guitar juniors for being so adorable!
Okie i'm stopping here. To all that i have not thanked, thanks for being in my life!
Good day! Actualli not a vv gd dae too so many died in the hands of mother nature the earthquake and tsunami. Why did this happen? MAother nature angry wif us? That's not the point. The point is that so many ppl died overnight some are still missing and the death toll is rising everyday.
Juz think.
Should the earthquake be further east we would not have a chance at survival! Singapore is such a small island we would all cease existance in a matter of seconds! Wad a thought! Now we are lucky that sumatra has prevented the tsunami to reach us or we would be dead meat by now, literally.
on 3rd January.. AHS will be working wif SPH to collect donations for the Tsunami disaster victims.. pls help to donate.. Pass this msg around.. we accept cash and cheque only!
One more disaster is about to befall us all. AHS rather. Tell u all that u realli have to depend on urself next yr in view of the amount of great and experienced teachers leaving AH. Even "Armpit hair lee" has left. Wad to do?!? Our geog! And we take core geog leh! I tell u ar if next yr suay suay get pat wong for geog, all i have to say is good day!
When i heard the news yesterday, i almost fainted. My heart went cold. Ms chan hui ling has left and i was banking on her to give my ss grades a boost! Argh! Wad is so going to happen to us?!?! I noe we are ap and rowdy and that the teachers are all giving up on us, but what have we done to deserve such.... Argh! All the good teachers have left!
I noe i noe... of course teachers go teachers will also come. BUT if they are all inexperienced young ones, we don stand a chance either! I feel as though i'm drowning. Help me please someone! *sobs i feel so hopeless! Young teachers don teach well look at my chem. Okie okie no offense la but the sistuation is juz so hard to comprehend! I realli wonder who will be the teachers that will teach us... Even Mr lim ee tuo has left!
Wad is to happen to our sch?!?
All that we can do now is to pray and hope for the best.
I'm off to mope... good day...
Juz think.
Should the earthquake be further east we would not have a chance at survival! Singapore is such a small island we would all cease existance in a matter of seconds! Wad a thought! Now we are lucky that sumatra has prevented the tsunami to reach us or we would be dead meat by now, literally.
on 3rd January.. AHS will be working wif SPH to collect donations for the Tsunami disaster victims.. pls help to donate.. Pass this msg around.. we accept cash and cheque only!
One more disaster is about to befall us all. AHS rather. Tell u all that u realli have to depend on urself next yr in view of the amount of great and experienced teachers leaving AH. Even "Armpit hair lee" has left. Wad to do?!? Our geog! And we take core geog leh! I tell u ar if next yr suay suay get pat wong for geog, all i have to say is good day!
When i heard the news yesterday, i almost fainted. My heart went cold. Ms chan hui ling has left and i was banking on her to give my ss grades a boost! Argh! Wad is so going to happen to us?!?! I noe we are ap and rowdy and that the teachers are all giving up on us, but what have we done to deserve such.... Argh! All the good teachers have left!
I noe i noe... of course teachers go teachers will also come. BUT if they are all inexperienced young ones, we don stand a chance either! I feel as though i'm drowning. Help me please someone! *sobs i feel so hopeless! Young teachers don teach well look at my chem. Okie okie no offense la but the sistuation is juz so hard to comprehend! I realli wonder who will be the teachers that will teach us... Even Mr lim ee tuo has left!
Wad is to happen to our sch?!?
All that we can do now is to pray and hope for the best.
I'm off to mope... good day...
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Ello.... I'm back frm celebrating christmas... Nothing realli interesting to report i guess. Oh ya i forgot about that trip cum class christmas party to wee chuan's house.
Wee chuan's house is near the changi prison there hahaz... okie okie, Umz... His house is big! So many gu dong one then the floor made of marble so i told my dad that he would like it vv much.. Dotz.
Went band concert on Sunday... Was quite entertaining though i don think i had been a good audience. Blehz. Was talking a little. Oops. A lot actualli. *grins Went there with a whole bunch of nccs and 2 scouts and ya rongjie and dazz... So fun onli ppl were late. It never realli pays to be early sometimes... Nvm.
The concert was nice esp that song! Can u feel the love tonight! I totalli love the song! Wootz! Me and dazz and jo were like ooh.. when they played the song! I also like the song iris. Nice got a lot of emotions and reaali it made the song alive! Great job!
After the concert went to makan. Concert started at 7 mah so bout 6 have to leave house cant possibly ask me to eat that early rite?? So went to funan the food junction to eat. Went with the same whole bunch of ppl+ some few other nccs and mr lee. We kajiao him to treat us but not successful la so nvm... So fun lo! Hahaz... left there at bout 10 and went home.
*Can anione tell me who is zimu?? I'm puzzled!
Yesterday was the starting of the sec i orientation camp. Saw the whole bunch of them hope next yr sec 1 intake for guys to go guitar would increase if not... we are gonna become a girl's cca! And ya... our sch is fast becoming a girl's sch the intake for guys is so pathetic lor.. Like got 440 over sec 1s and onli about less than 200 is boys? Oh man! Blame it on victoria sch get all the guys! Haiz... And blame it on the scouts+bb+ncc for the so so pathetic intake of guys that we are having why have so many guys cca when there is so few guys?!?! Does not make sense rite. Dotz... Someone sae u agree wif me! Argh!
I have not finished my homework! Grr... I don even feel like giving a damn to them lo juz slack and copy? Oops! Hahaz...
I miss him...
Wee chuan's house is near the changi prison there hahaz... okie okie, Umz... His house is big! So many gu dong one then the floor made of marble so i told my dad that he would like it vv much.. Dotz.
Went band concert on Sunday... Was quite entertaining though i don think i had been a good audience. Blehz. Was talking a little. Oops. A lot actualli. *grins Went there with a whole bunch of nccs and 2 scouts and ya rongjie and dazz... So fun onli ppl were late. It never realli pays to be early sometimes... Nvm.
The concert was nice esp that song! Can u feel the love tonight! I totalli love the song! Wootz! Me and dazz and jo were like ooh.. when they played the song! I also like the song iris. Nice got a lot of emotions and reaali it made the song alive! Great job!
After the concert went to makan. Concert started at 7 mah so bout 6 have to leave house cant possibly ask me to eat that early rite?? So went to funan the food junction to eat. Went with the same whole bunch of ppl+ some few other nccs and mr lee. We kajiao him to treat us but not successful la so nvm... So fun lo! Hahaz... left there at bout 10 and went home.
*Can anione tell me who is zimu?? I'm puzzled!
Yesterday was the starting of the sec i orientation camp. Saw the whole bunch of them hope next yr sec 1 intake for guys to go guitar would increase if not... we are gonna become a girl's cca! And ya... our sch is fast becoming a girl's sch the intake for guys is so pathetic lor.. Like got 440 over sec 1s and onli about less than 200 is boys? Oh man! Blame it on victoria sch get all the guys! Haiz... And blame it on the scouts+bb+ncc for the so so pathetic intake of guys that we are having why have so many guys cca when there is so few guys?!?! Does not make sense rite. Dotz... Someone sae u agree wif me! Argh!
I have not finished my homework! Grr... I don even feel like giving a damn to them lo juz slack and copy? Oops! Hahaz...
I miss him...
Saturday, December 25, 2004
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Argh! Finally i get my hands on the computer! Has been missing it like mad cause got lotsa things to blog but no time! The previous few days were hectic and buzy! fun though... Hahaz...
Lets start with last sat...
Last sat...
Woke up early... Got nothing to do and basicalli nowhere to go so my dad suggested going to jURONG pOINT (Gaps). I almost finted i tell ya that is like so far away?!?! Frm Pasir ris all the way to Boon lay my butt hurts lor i surely nv sian diao one lor...
Jurong Pt is sooooo crowded! I almost fainted cause of the train ride+the amount of ppl too overwhelming. But but... It is so fun there got lots of nice shops on the 4th level there so went shopping wif mi mom. Bought slippers. Nice frm ice lemon tea. Cheep too! HAhaz... So many botique ther that me and my mom were spoilt for choices. Some nice clothes were found but were a little too ex so juz walked ard.
Saw the nccs there. Surely never stun tio one lor. I go so many places also nv see any body frm sch one then first time go such a faraway place like Jurong pt then see them. Aiya...
After about 3-4 hrs at Jurong pt, we headed for Suntec cause that day my grandmother's birthday then going to have dinner to celebrate for her. Went crystal jade to makan. Ate till i almost burst. Ordered too much food but it was yummy! Sluurp!
Sookee Jewelery is a sister brunch of SK jewelery and vice versa. Lame. Bought a pendent for grandma and my uncle bought one too for my aunt so sweet of him eh? Hahaz... I like the diamond rings ther lor so nice... but so ex! The brillant rose one damn nice lor... i WAN! In my dreams... My dad sae this kind of thing not he buy for me, have to wait for my hubby to buy... Haiz... I shall wait then. I wan it as my engagement ring!
Cut cake! Happy birthday grandma! Fruit cake again... getting so sick of it... Blehz! The maid sung the malay version of the song. So nice of her rite? Hahaz... Slept at Midnight! YAwnz...
Last Sunday...
Went out again... Still tired but wanted to tag along to orchard rd. Stay at home i also got nothing to do de... Oh no... I will continue ltr...
Later... Ya... i went out. Go to far east. Sian diao there cause all the clothes like all made of low quality cloth then somemore sell till so ex( i mean for such low standard clothes la) So basicalli did nothing there... umz i did tried on some lar but somehow i was not in the mood to look at clothes so none of them caught my fasination and interest... zzz... Saw hz and i don think she realli recognise me cause she stared at me for some time b4 saying "hi" Dotz... do i look so diff?? Maybe...
Then went to heeren. Mom went into i.s then bought clothes. I choose one leh! Nice though i think i wear nicer... Hehe hehe. Mom complain that i choose de clothes hor is vv nice but the price tag scary leh... Got one time at paragon i choose a shirt and it cost $109! But nice leh... So i wish that i can tyco tyco win a million dollars... Mmmm that'll be so coOl! Saw torrance.. Is that how u spell her name?*wonders Sorrie if i got it wrong! Seems shocked to see me ar that ger... Hahaz.
So walked frm orchard to somerset then on to ps. Went there to makan but i got no appetite so ate bread.(Donno why these few days i get hungry but always no appetite... *wonders again...)
After dinner i went to times bookshop while my parents went to carrefour. Saw so many nice books!! I wan! I still have not gotten the dan brown's the da vinci code. Would anyone be so nice as to get it for me? I am currently in a broke state... Booz. Hope my aunt would rmb and get the sidney sheldon's "Are u afraid of the dark" For me. I simply loves his books! Rocks man!
I wan i wan! I hope that i would receive lots of books as prezzie this x'mas! I'm a bookworm.
I am a bookworm a vv special one
A worm that can sing and read and dance
Reading is fun oh reading is fun
So be like me so be like me...
a worm that does everything (lolz.)
Monday...
Got guitar early in the morning so have to drag myself outta bed. Yawnz... Slp on the bus cause no one to disturb me. So bored... hahaz.
Reached sch a little later but still not much ppl there so okie lar. Another day of slogging in the guitar room is about to begin. Yawnz... So tired cause of the activities during the weekends. Keep on wanting to slp so i had to resist the temptation. Played "wen rou" and "huang hun" wif hui yi... nice!
Guitar was as usual la...Played that damn woman of the palace again! And to be told that it is an syf song??? *Peng It is soooo damn the nan ting lo Strum till hand pain surely not sian diao again one lo. Haiz...
After guit, haveta go for lunch so asked ya jing a.k.a Hippo to tag alon g canse onr person eat vv lonely muh. Went to another grandma's house see her...
Lets start with last sat...
Last sat...
Woke up early... Got nothing to do and basicalli nowhere to go so my dad suggested going to jURONG pOINT (Gaps). I almost finted i tell ya that is like so far away?!?! Frm Pasir ris all the way to Boon lay my butt hurts lor i surely nv sian diao one lor...
Jurong Pt is sooooo crowded! I almost fainted cause of the train ride+the amount of ppl too overwhelming. But but... It is so fun there got lots of nice shops on the 4th level there so went shopping wif mi mom. Bought slippers. Nice frm ice lemon tea. Cheep too! HAhaz... So many botique ther that me and my mom were spoilt for choices. Some nice clothes were found but were a little too ex so juz walked ard.
Saw the nccs there. Surely never stun tio one lor. I go so many places also nv see any body frm sch one then first time go such a faraway place like Jurong pt then see them. Aiya...
After about 3-4 hrs at Jurong pt, we headed for Suntec cause that day my grandmother's birthday then going to have dinner to celebrate for her. Went crystal jade to makan. Ate till i almost burst. Ordered too much food but it was yummy! Sluurp!
Sookee Jewelery is a sister brunch of SK jewelery and vice versa. Lame. Bought a pendent for grandma and my uncle bought one too for my aunt so sweet of him eh? Hahaz... I like the diamond rings ther lor so nice... but so ex! The brillant rose one damn nice lor... i WAN! In my dreams... My dad sae this kind of thing not he buy for me, have to wait for my hubby to buy... Haiz... I shall wait then. I wan it as my engagement ring!
Cut cake! Happy birthday grandma! Fruit cake again... getting so sick of it... Blehz! The maid sung the malay version of the song. So nice of her rite? Hahaz... Slept at Midnight! YAwnz...
Last Sunday...
Went out again... Still tired but wanted to tag along to orchard rd. Stay at home i also got nothing to do de... Oh no... I will continue ltr...
Later... Ya... i went out. Go to far east. Sian diao there cause all the clothes like all made of low quality cloth then somemore sell till so ex( i mean for such low standard clothes la) So basicalli did nothing there... umz i did tried on some lar but somehow i was not in the mood to look at clothes so none of them caught my fasination and interest... zzz... Saw hz and i don think she realli recognise me cause she stared at me for some time b4 saying "hi" Dotz... do i look so diff?? Maybe...
Then went to heeren. Mom went into i.s then bought clothes. I choose one leh! Nice though i think i wear nicer... Hehe hehe. Mom complain that i choose de clothes hor is vv nice but the price tag scary leh... Got one time at paragon i choose a shirt and it cost $109! But nice leh... So i wish that i can tyco tyco win a million dollars... Mmmm that'll be so coOl! Saw torrance.. Is that how u spell her name?*wonders Sorrie if i got it wrong! Seems shocked to see me ar that ger... Hahaz.
So walked frm orchard to somerset then on to ps. Went there to makan but i got no appetite so ate bread.(Donno why these few days i get hungry but always no appetite... *wonders again...)
After dinner i went to times bookshop while my parents went to carrefour. Saw so many nice books!! I wan! I still have not gotten the dan brown's the da vinci code. Would anyone be so nice as to get it for me? I am currently in a broke state... Booz. Hope my aunt would rmb and get the sidney sheldon's "Are u afraid of the dark" For me. I simply loves his books! Rocks man!
I wan i wan! I hope that i would receive lots of books as prezzie this x'mas! I'm a bookworm.
I am a bookworm a vv special one
A worm that can sing and read and dance
Reading is fun oh reading is fun
So be like me so be like me...
a worm that does everything (lolz.)
Monday...
Got guitar early in the morning so have to drag myself outta bed. Yawnz... Slp on the bus cause no one to disturb me. So bored... hahaz.
Reached sch a little later but still not much ppl there so okie lar. Another day of slogging in the guitar room is about to begin. Yawnz... So tired cause of the activities during the weekends. Keep on wanting to slp so i had to resist the temptation. Played "wen rou" and "huang hun" wif hui yi... nice!
Guitar was as usual la...Played that damn woman of the palace again! And to be told that it is an syf song??? *Peng It is soooo damn the nan ting lo Strum till hand pain surely not sian diao again one lo. Haiz...
After guit, haveta go for lunch so asked ya jing a.k.a Hippo to tag alon g canse onr person eat vv lonely muh. Went to another grandma's house see her...
Friday, December 17, 2004
HAhahaz... I love mi class! Blehz...
Gonna have x'mas party leh... Sho fun sia at wee chuan's house! (Where is his house ar??) How on earth did hey managed to get him to agree? *Mystified
Have not ask mi parents yet but if they don let mi go... i will never forgive them man! Argh! Cause i realli wanna go!Presents! Gotta buy for the gift exchange thingy... draw lots see whose prezzie u get surely not difficult to buy suitable one one lor... Later buy something meant for a gal then a guy gets it?!?! Wadamove! Hahaz... Jun suggested buying a g-string... Surely not shock-ed de... Hahaz... Wonder whose the horny person who will get that kind of prezzie. Now gotta go on a prezzie hunt! Spend money! Argh! I going broke! *sobs
Oh... class webbie got upload photos le! So nice! Wish we could have taken more though... Nxt yr muz take more okie? I especially love the design of the 4F'05! Nice! Cool! Muz get the password cause i also wanna blog there... Can anyone tell me the password?!? Pls?
My fingers hurt sia... Play the guitar till i went ouch ouch! The skin all harden lor... Eee... Then my nails keep on tearing and chipping and i'm lazy to put nail hardener... My own fault. Who ask my nails so soft?!?
Lalala... I'm waiting for something to happen though i'm not realli sure wad... *sheepish
Okie bye! I'm damn tired today... no idea why... *Yawns and its onli 9+ ?!? Argh.
Gonna have x'mas party leh... Sho fun sia at wee chuan's house! (Where is his house ar??) How on earth did hey managed to get him to agree? *Mystified
Have not ask mi parents yet but if they don let mi go... i will never forgive them man! Argh! Cause i realli wanna go!Presents! Gotta buy for the gift exchange thingy... draw lots see whose prezzie u get surely not difficult to buy suitable one one lor... Later buy something meant for a gal then a guy gets it?!?! Wadamove! Hahaz... Jun suggested buying a g-string... Surely not shock-ed de... Hahaz... Wonder whose the horny person who will get that kind of prezzie. Now gotta go on a prezzie hunt! Spend money! Argh! I going broke! *sobs
Oh... class webbie got upload photos le! So nice! Wish we could have taken more though... Nxt yr muz take more okie? I especially love the design of the 4F'05! Nice! Cool! Muz get the password cause i also wanna blog there... Can anyone tell me the password?!? Pls?
My fingers hurt sia... Play the guitar till i went ouch ouch! The skin all harden lor... Eee... Then my nails keep on tearing and chipping and i'm lazy to put nail hardener... My own fault. Who ask my nails so soft?!?
Lalala... I'm waiting for something to happen though i'm not realli sure wad... *sheepish
Okie bye! I'm damn tired today... no idea why... *Yawns and its onli 9+ ?!? Argh.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Look at that title and mood... I'm seriously disappointed in many things but realli, lots of things happened.
Some brought on by myself some juz happened when i most unexpect it. For some i could not help but feel that it is a blessing in disguise, some are juz purely heart breakers and trouble.
Disappointment.
Guess i would have to try and deal wif it soon. That's a big consolation that i don need to face anybody when i do it. Argh! I juz wished nothing had ever happened. I had never seen him, never gotten into contact wif him, never talked to her and causing this whole mess.
At first, after i had sent that sms, i felt that i was being stupid, but now, i don think so... I was juz super disappointed in the way that he reacted to it. Avoiding me? That's hardly the way to settle stuff is it? I din think i did anything wrong. Argh...
Okie okie... i should not think about that. It is over and i shall let the matter collect dust. Or juz let it stay bottled inside mi till i'm ready or when i have found someone that i can talk to... Actualli there is someone but i'm not realli that sure whether i should bother her so much. Or i can tok to jian kor... Good idea.
I have not finished my homework and i'm slacking like what? A couch potato! Hahaz... Gotta stop procrastinating. But i can't help it! Juz who have finished all their hol hw? I wanna kill u! Don have the drive la... can't blame me rite? =P Nah... juz hope that i will find motivation to do them all...
I miss baking cookies! Those cookies that we baked were so yummy! I love i so much! And my mom says the pineapple tarts taste better then those that are sold outside. Although not exactly comparable to those that my grandma makes but it can give it a run for it's money. Crap! I wan to bake more cookies! Pam.... See this? I gotta return ur mom the containers too rite. Haiz... Maybe u should suggest to ur mom that we can open a business and sell those cookies and pineapple tarts that we make. Tell her too that 50 cents for one miserable pineapple tart juz won do. We should sell it at $1 per tart! Muhahaha... Wad a joke!
One last thing... I noe that it is a little too late but,
Happie Belated Birthday Kel!
Some brought on by myself some juz happened when i most unexpect it. For some i could not help but feel that it is a blessing in disguise, some are juz purely heart breakers and trouble.
Disappointment.
Guess i would have to try and deal wif it soon. That's a big consolation that i don need to face anybody when i do it. Argh! I juz wished nothing had ever happened. I had never seen him, never gotten into contact wif him, never talked to her and causing this whole mess.
At first, after i had sent that sms, i felt that i was being stupid, but now, i don think so... I was juz super disappointed in the way that he reacted to it. Avoiding me? That's hardly the way to settle stuff is it? I din think i did anything wrong. Argh...
Okie okie... i should not think about that. It is over and i shall let the matter collect dust. Or juz let it stay bottled inside mi till i'm ready or when i have found someone that i can talk to... Actualli there is someone but i'm not realli that sure whether i should bother her so much. Or i can tok to jian kor... Good idea.
I have not finished my homework and i'm slacking like what? A couch potato! Hahaz... Gotta stop procrastinating. But i can't help it! Juz who have finished all their hol hw? I wanna kill u! Don have the drive la... can't blame me rite? =P Nah... juz hope that i will find motivation to do them all...
I miss baking cookies! Those cookies that we baked were so yummy! I love i so much! And my mom says the pineapple tarts taste better then those that are sold outside. Although not exactly comparable to those that my grandma makes but it can give it a run for it's money. Crap! I wan to bake more cookies! Pam.... See this? I gotta return ur mom the containers too rite. Haiz... Maybe u should suggest to ur mom that we can open a business and sell those cookies and pineapple tarts that we make. Tell her too that 50 cents for one miserable pineapple tart juz won do. We should sell it at $1 per tart! Muhahaha... Wad a joke!
One last thing... I noe that it is a little too late but,
Happie Belated Birthday Kel!
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Recently have been totally lazy to update... Also donno why... Hols are always like that right? Boring and slacking... 2 full months that's a little extreme! Maybe someday soon i would make the effort to update! Good day!
Laterz... Hey! I juz found out that we have a class blog! http://wadamove.blogspot.com/ Heh hehz...
Laterz... Hey! I juz found out that we have a class blog! http://wadamove.blogspot.com/ Heh hehz...
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Realised it is easy to move on when u have made the decision to... Many unexpected things happened today. Got a shock early in the morning when i on my hp. Found some interesting messages that i never expect i would ever receive... Actualli it turned out to be a disappointment but i guessed it was juz as well... Don think it would work out aniwae... Juz felt so bad that i've been kinda shua le. The feeling's not good lar...
After receiving that message, i went wild... in my opinion lar... told him in the spur of moment that i had a crush on him,,, not my fault rite? i juz wanted to get over it and the bugging of mi conscious that i should... stupid me... now i can onli hope that we can even remain as friends... ='( However it is not a completely bad thing cause i managed to get it out, din noe i still had that courage in me... Perhaps i have not changed as much as i had thought. That crazy- do things on the spur of moment- mad- eccentric ger is still vv part of me...
After receiving that message, i went wild... in my opinion lar... told him in the spur of moment that i had a crush on him,,, not my fault rite? i juz wanted to get over it and the bugging of mi conscious that i should... stupid me... now i can onli hope that we can even remain as friends... ='( However it is not a completely bad thing cause i managed to get it out, din noe i still had that courage in me... Perhaps i have not changed as much as i had thought. That crazy- do things on the spur of moment- mad- eccentric ger is still vv part of me...
Sunday, December 05, 2004
I have juz been thinking about this for a long time lar... and i think it is definately time for me to move on... *claps to me for being able to come to that conclusion.
I don think i wanna care liao... he did not care either yea? So wad's the point? Arr... wad the crap! I don give a damn who reads this!
1 1/2 years...longest time sia... cannot believe it also. Maybe onli a rough estimation ba... Time to move on...
Well, i will definately miss those gd times and maybe never forget them but now? I juz wan to play have fun and flirt(yea rite...) and juz go out wif mi friends and basicalli enjoy life!
And enjoy i will... Going out wif friends, having bonding time wif mi famly, spending more time wif mi bro, smsing everyone, going chalet, getting to noe mi juniors, understanding ppl around mi more... I could go on and on...
And i noe that the special someone would be there waiting for me when i'm distined to meet him... Let's juz be patient and wait then...
I juz realised that got ppl come read mi entries and got into vv interesting conclusions as a result. When i heard it, i almost fainted! Argh! Maybe i should be more careful in mi upcoming entries! This entry? I don realli care... Had to type it out to convince myself u see and it seems like i have!
Time to move on... Life holds more interesting and worthwile things then the life i had been living. I juz hope i get lucky this time... but as jian kor said, there is no such thing as lucky in love, well, leave it to fate then...
*pS: Pam's back! ^-*
I don think i wanna care liao... he did not care either yea? So wad's the point? Arr... wad the crap! I don give a damn who reads this!
1 1/2 years...longest time sia... cannot believe it also. Maybe onli a rough estimation ba... Time to move on...
Well, i will definately miss those gd times and maybe never forget them but now? I juz wan to play have fun and flirt(yea rite...) and juz go out wif mi friends and basicalli enjoy life!
And enjoy i will... Going out wif friends, having bonding time wif mi famly, spending more time wif mi bro, smsing everyone, going chalet, getting to noe mi juniors, understanding ppl around mi more... I could go on and on...
And i noe that the special someone would be there waiting for me when i'm distined to meet him... Let's juz be patient and wait then...
I juz realised that got ppl come read mi entries and got into vv interesting conclusions as a result. When i heard it, i almost fainted! Argh! Maybe i should be more careful in mi upcoming entries! This entry? I don realli care... Had to type it out to convince myself u see and it seems like i have!
Time to move on... Life holds more interesting and worthwile things then the life i had been living. I juz hope i get lucky this time... but as jian kor said, there is no such thing as lucky in love, well, leave it to fate then...
*pS: Pam's back! ^-*
Friday, December 03, 2004
Heh hehz... Miz me? Have not been at home for 2 days! Hahaz... Okie okie. I noe i'm lame...
2 days got guitar chalet!! Woot! Fun lar... Play majong the whole time and lameded wif all the juniors. They are so crappy lor... lol...
First night, i stayed over cause don wanna miz out on all the fun... Turns out? Onli 3 ppl stayed over. Pathetic yea? Hahaz... Aniwaez, we were so pathetic that we played 3 ppl majong after jh left. Pro? And then played UNO cause we sian diao wif majong and i keep on malu winning...-_-"
Sleep that time was fun! 3ppl sleeping in one whole chalet surely not shuang one lor... Talked and well, got to understand each other more. Xy and Ser! They are so nice ppl. Hahaz....
We watched Singapore Idol!! And Taufik won!! Yea!! Wootz!!*dance a victory dance
So cool! Taufik won! Better than that sucky-no vocal talent-totally Gay-zao sia Sly! Okie okie supporters of sly don need to kill me lar... yea! Taufik won! Hahaz... Too bad for soh...Racist.
Wanna type long long entry but guessed i got no time today... Sianz... have not even finished mi hw! How? Don think i can finish before school reopen sia... Then i've got to find a way to return the darn majong set... Booz... Can someone save mi from this bordem that is spreading rapidly through mi? Argh! Pong! Majong! Umm...
2 days got guitar chalet!! Woot! Fun lar... Play majong the whole time and lameded wif all the juniors. They are so crappy lor... lol...
First night, i stayed over cause don wanna miz out on all the fun... Turns out? Onli 3 ppl stayed over. Pathetic yea? Hahaz... Aniwaez, we were so pathetic that we played 3 ppl majong after jh left. Pro? And then played UNO cause we sian diao wif majong and i keep on malu winning...-_-"
Sleep that time was fun! 3ppl sleeping in one whole chalet surely not shuang one lor... Talked and well, got to understand each other more. Xy and Ser! They are so nice ppl. Hahaz....
We watched Singapore Idol!! And Taufik won!! Yea!! Wootz!!*dance a victory dance
So cool! Taufik won! Better than that sucky-no vocal talent-totally Gay-zao sia Sly! Okie okie supporters of sly don need to kill me lar... yea! Taufik won! Hahaz... Too bad for soh...Racist.
Wanna type long long entry but guessed i got no time today... Sianz... have not even finished mi hw! How? Don think i can finish before school reopen sia... Then i've got to find a way to return the darn majong set... Booz... Can someone save mi from this bordem that is spreading rapidly through mi? Argh! Pong! Majong! Umm...
