Realised it is easy to move on when u have made the decision to... Many unexpected things happened today. Got a shock early in the morning when i on my hp. Found some interesting messages that i never expect i would ever receive... Actualli it turned out to be a disappointment but i guessed it was juz as well... Don think it would work out aniwae... Juz felt so bad that i've been kinda shua le. The feeling's not good lar...
After receiving that message, i went wild... in my opinion lar... told him in the spur of moment that i had a crush on him,,, not my fault rite? i juz wanted to get over it and the bugging of mi conscious that i should... stupid me... now i can onli hope that we can even remain as friends... ='( However it is not a completely bad thing cause i managed to get it out, din noe i still had that courage in me... Perhaps i have not changed as much as i had thought. That crazy- do things on the spur of moment- mad- eccentric ger is still vv part of me...
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