Sunday, June 27, 2010
POST ARTS CAMP SYNDROME!!
Different experience this time as a OCom helper and not a counselor. Between the 2, I still very much prefer the latter, socializing with new people is still my forte. I probably would feel a better sense of belonging seeing as how everyone starts out not knowing much about each other. Rarr. I kind of regret...
This year, Arts Camp means a lot more to me. It could be the last one that I would be involved in. And I can't be around for Oweek, which is a continuation of the arts camp. I will lose allegiance made within this short week when I leave for Sweden. =( EMO SHIT.
How do I tell anyone of my feelings when I wouldn't be around to nurture them? =(
Especially when I'm the one jumping off the deep end.
Different experience this time as a OCom helper and not a counselor. Between the 2, I still very much prefer the latter, socializing with new people is still my forte. I probably would feel a better sense of belonging seeing as how everyone starts out not knowing much about each other. Rarr. I kind of regret...
This year, Arts Camp means a lot more to me. It could be the last one that I would be involved in. And I can't be around for Oweek, which is a continuation of the arts camp. I will lose allegiance made within this short week when I leave for Sweden. =( EMO SHIT.
How do I tell anyone of my feelings when I wouldn't be around to nurture them? =(
Especially when I'm the one jumping off the deep end.
