Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Look at that title and mood... I'm seriously disappointed in many things but realli, lots of things happened.
Some brought on by myself some juz happened when i most unexpect it. For some i could not help but feel that it is a blessing in disguise, some are juz purely heart breakers and trouble.
Disappointment.
Guess i would have to try and deal wif it soon. That's a big consolation that i don need to face anybody when i do it. Argh! I juz wished nothing had ever happened. I had never seen him, never gotten into contact wif him, never talked to her and causing this whole mess.
At first, after i had sent that sms, i felt that i was being stupid, but now, i don think so... I was juz super disappointed in the way that he reacted to it. Avoiding me? That's hardly the way to settle stuff is it? I din think i did anything wrong. Argh...
Okie okie... i should not think about that. It is over and i shall let the matter collect dust. Or juz let it stay bottled inside mi till i'm ready or when i have found someone that i can talk to... Actualli there is someone but i'm not realli that sure whether i should bother her so much. Or i can tok to jian kor... Good idea.
I have not finished my homework and i'm slacking like what? A couch potato! Hahaz... Gotta stop procrastinating. But i can't help it! Juz who have finished all their hol hw? I wanna kill u! Don have the drive la... can't blame me rite? =P Nah... juz hope that i will find motivation to do them all...
I miss baking cookies! Those cookies that we baked were so yummy! I love i so much! And my mom says the pineapple tarts taste better then those that are sold outside. Although not exactly comparable to those that my grandma makes but it can give it a run for it's money. Crap! I wan to bake more cookies! Pam.... See this? I gotta return ur mom the containers too rite. Haiz... Maybe u should suggest to ur mom that we can open a business and sell those cookies and pineapple tarts that we make. Tell her too that 50 cents for one miserable pineapple tart juz won do. We should sell it at $1 per tart! Muhahaha... Wad a joke!
One last thing... I noe that it is a little too late but,
Happie Belated Birthday Kel!
Some brought on by myself some juz happened when i most unexpect it. For some i could not help but feel that it is a blessing in disguise, some are juz purely heart breakers and trouble.
Disappointment.
Guess i would have to try and deal wif it soon. That's a big consolation that i don need to face anybody when i do it. Argh! I juz wished nothing had ever happened. I had never seen him, never gotten into contact wif him, never talked to her and causing this whole mess.
At first, after i had sent that sms, i felt that i was being stupid, but now, i don think so... I was juz super disappointed in the way that he reacted to it. Avoiding me? That's hardly the way to settle stuff is it? I din think i did anything wrong. Argh...
Okie okie... i should not think about that. It is over and i shall let the matter collect dust. Or juz let it stay bottled inside mi till i'm ready or when i have found someone that i can talk to... Actualli there is someone but i'm not realli that sure whether i should bother her so much. Or i can tok to jian kor... Good idea.
I have not finished my homework and i'm slacking like what? A couch potato! Hahaz... Gotta stop procrastinating. But i can't help it! Juz who have finished all their hol hw? I wanna kill u! Don have the drive la... can't blame me rite? =P Nah... juz hope that i will find motivation to do them all...
I miss baking cookies! Those cookies that we baked were so yummy! I love i so much! And my mom says the pineapple tarts taste better then those that are sold outside. Although not exactly comparable to those that my grandma makes but it can give it a run for it's money. Crap! I wan to bake more cookies! Pam.... See this? I gotta return ur mom the containers too rite. Haiz... Maybe u should suggest to ur mom that we can open a business and sell those cookies and pineapple tarts that we make. Tell her too that 50 cents for one miserable pineapple tart juz won do. We should sell it at $1 per tart! Muhahaha... Wad a joke!
One last thing... I noe that it is a little too late but,
Happie Belated Birthday Kel!
