Monday, August 28, 2006
What a thought provoking weekend it was for me. Hmm.. Kinda enjoyed myself considering the amount of work that i did(or tried to do..) I managed to do tutorials and understand some of the chim chim concepts behind all those weird chem laws and theories as well as the stupid vectors. Hahaz.. Nah i din do well for my vectors test but, alot better than expected. YEAH! Hahaz... Can't believe that i'm actually celebrating such a pathetic "achievement". *rolls eyes..
Rights. So what's so thought provoking about this whole weekend??
Sat was a CIP and study day...
Sun was a do project and friends bonding day.
On sat, after spending like so much time with the kids, i realise that it is not difficult for me to put myself into an unfamiliar environment and make me speak. I somehow managed to do it, though i doubt i did an excellent job out of it. But i felt that i did do a commendable job. =) I realised that not too much effort is needed to make a success out of something as long as the amount of work that u put in is of high quality. It doesnt take a lot. Heex. To make them happy and have fun.
Then it was the studying part. Had so much fun being with them. I thought long and hard about why. And i realised that it is the same issue about TRUST all over again. It may be made up of only 5 letters but it means so so so much more than that. Trust is something that's earned through continuous support and of course continuous care and love. Friends remain as good friends because of this strong sense of trust. Only with this element are you able to confide in one about your problems, your thoughts, your emotions without being superficial in anyway. Only in this way could they get to know the real you, get to understand a person more. Trust for me, is to a large extent easily earned but it is hard to maintain that trust. Any betrayal is taken seriously because the hurt it inflicts on me is of such large magnitude i'll crumble into a heap and cry. LOL! Yeah that's being a little emotional and being super sensitive but it is the look i have on things as it is. Yup. If you know me abit better you would know that i will open up to you if i click with you... To lose my trust, it is hard to get it back. Betrayal of feelings is not well bourned by me. Trust, faith. Don't they come hand in hand? Oh ya.. Communication and of course a TWO-WAY one is essential!!! "Share the pain and it is lessened, share the joy and it is multiplied". My mentality. =)
Sun.. =)
Was in bedok area.. First time since like almost 2 months or something that i din do wad i normally do when i'm in the area. Few bus stops away but i felt that it was juz... i donno...
Anyway... Went to do geog proj at sam's house... Such a nice gathering in the end. =)
I shall talk about dinner since i like it so much! Such a nice and cosy affair. =)) Bought 2 packets of noodles from the foodstall across the road for the stomaches of 4 ppl. Hahaz.. We snacked too much to have proper servings so that was how we comprimised. After the dinner, we opened a can of longans. (I bought it!!) And we had dessert, having loads of fun trying to operate a weird and alien looking can opener!! Tried to add ribena into the longans too.. Hahaz.. GJ commented that it looked like blood. But then, who really cares? Since we do know what went into the dish. Heex. So fun so fun!! Did proj the whole day though... Din get to do much work because of that in the end..
So... conclusion of the day was that simple things in life can satisfy a person, especially time spent with friends.. Never neglect any of your friends because you are only sacrificing the joy and laughter that they would bring you, ENDLESSLY!!
i'm gonna upload my wallpaper here. It is nice!! Random photos picked out. =))
HAiz.. it is taking such a LONG TIME. maybe some other time ba. =)
Rights. So what's so thought provoking about this whole weekend??
Sat was a CIP and study day...
Sun was a do project and friends bonding day.
On sat, after spending like so much time with the kids, i realise that it is not difficult for me to put myself into an unfamiliar environment and make me speak. I somehow managed to do it, though i doubt i did an excellent job out of it. But i felt that i did do a commendable job. =) I realised that not too much effort is needed to make a success out of something as long as the amount of work that u put in is of high quality. It doesnt take a lot. Heex. To make them happy and have fun.
Then it was the studying part. Had so much fun being with them. I thought long and hard about why. And i realised that it is the same issue about TRUST all over again. It may be made up of only 5 letters but it means so so so much more than that. Trust is something that's earned through continuous support and of course continuous care and love. Friends remain as good friends because of this strong sense of trust. Only with this element are you able to confide in one about your problems, your thoughts, your emotions without being superficial in anyway. Only in this way could they get to know the real you, get to understand a person more. Trust for me, is to a large extent easily earned but it is hard to maintain that trust. Any betrayal is taken seriously because the hurt it inflicts on me is of such large magnitude i'll crumble into a heap and cry. LOL! Yeah that's being a little emotional and being super sensitive but it is the look i have on things as it is. Yup. If you know me abit better you would know that i will open up to you if i click with you... To lose my trust, it is hard to get it back. Betrayal of feelings is not well bourned by me. Trust, faith. Don't they come hand in hand? Oh ya.. Communication and of course a TWO-WAY one is essential!!! "Share the pain and it is lessened, share the joy and it is multiplied". My mentality. =)
Sun.. =)
Was in bedok area.. First time since like almost 2 months or something that i din do wad i normally do when i'm in the area. Few bus stops away but i felt that it was juz... i donno...
Anyway... Went to do geog proj at sam's house... Such a nice gathering in the end. =)
I shall talk about dinner since i like it so much! Such a nice and cosy affair. =)) Bought 2 packets of noodles from the foodstall across the road for the stomaches of 4 ppl. Hahaz.. We snacked too much to have proper servings so that was how we comprimised. After the dinner, we opened a can of longans. (I bought it!!) And we had dessert, having loads of fun trying to operate a weird and alien looking can opener!! Tried to add ribena into the longans too.. Hahaz.. GJ commented that it looked like blood. But then, who really cares? Since we do know what went into the dish. Heex. So fun so fun!! Did proj the whole day though... Din get to do much work because of that in the end..
So... conclusion of the day was that simple things in life can satisfy a person, especially time spent with friends.. Never neglect any of your friends because you are only sacrificing the joy and laughter that they would bring you, ENDLESSLY!!
i'm gonna upload my wallpaper here. It is nice!! Random photos picked out. =))
HAiz.. it is taking such a LONG TIME. maybe some other time ba. =)
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Hello!! Very weird seeing blogger in chinese. First thought that came to my mind is that "blogger is banned in China!" So by having blogger in chinese does not really serve a very large population right?? LOL.. Yeah i think too much sometimes.
Now over at del's house. Taking a break from studying to come here and blog about today. My CIP. It was a success okie.. Glad of myself!! Heez. Din really expect it to turn out so well actually cause i did not really prepare myself totally to speak alone to the kids of siglap secondary. I was expecting my class to pass around the mike. Heex. Mrs chua complimented me by saying that i did an excellent job on the power point slides. =) Considering it was done within one period of slacking and chinese period(i dont take chinese therefore i had a free period) I should take credit. YAY!!
The presentation was not bad. Courage was needed to address the whole crowd of them. Mostly last min impromtu things were said, questions were asked and answered by the enthu sec 2 kids. And i had to do so much briefing and so much last min coordination!! I almost freaked out and die there and then. Lol.. Luckily i claimed my sanity and continued holding court in order. Hahaz.. =) So proud of myself. xp
I had such a great day. The kids were cooperative in the whole and i like my group of guys which i led. They were full of mischief but they still did the beach cleaning seriously and properly. Element of fun was there as well. =)The best part was that they enjoyed the whole thing as well. Smiles were evident on their faces and they had a great time interacting with all of us. Some of them expressed regrets when the whole activity was over. Some exchanged contacts. Some wrote in their reflection forms that we were a fun group of ppl. I am so happie!!
Then me and wanying was a couple taking care of the kids. So fun. =) After the beach cleaning, i went to the beach to enjoy the seabreeze and also to draw on the nice nice sand. Lala~ I like my angel drawn. Heex. Maybe i'll upload it up here sometime. Now i don have the program to upload it from my phone. So nice. I like the mark that we left behind on the sand. Like art piece leh. So full of expression and it looks so... well.. artistic. Xp For others to appreciate and express their approval of our masterpieces. =))
I'm supposed to be studying liao. Back to the books wif tab and del and his grandaunt and the dog for company. OH OH! One thing... The dog loves bitting and chewing on tab's hands.. Hmm.. Wad does that mean huh? One quote... " Like owner like dog" . Yeah. xp
Bye.
Now over at del's house. Taking a break from studying to come here and blog about today. My CIP. It was a success okie.. Glad of myself!! Heez. Din really expect it to turn out so well actually cause i did not really prepare myself totally to speak alone to the kids of siglap secondary. I was expecting my class to pass around the mike. Heex. Mrs chua complimented me by saying that i did an excellent job on the power point slides. =) Considering it was done within one period of slacking and chinese period(i dont take chinese therefore i had a free period) I should take credit. YAY!!
The presentation was not bad. Courage was needed to address the whole crowd of them. Mostly last min impromtu things were said, questions were asked and answered by the enthu sec 2 kids. And i had to do so much briefing and so much last min coordination!! I almost freaked out and die there and then. Lol.. Luckily i claimed my sanity and continued holding court in order. Hahaz.. =) So proud of myself. xp
I had such a great day. The kids were cooperative in the whole and i like my group of guys which i led. They were full of mischief but they still did the beach cleaning seriously and properly. Element of fun was there as well. =)The best part was that they enjoyed the whole thing as well. Smiles were evident on their faces and they had a great time interacting with all of us. Some of them expressed regrets when the whole activity was over. Some exchanged contacts. Some wrote in their reflection forms that we were a fun group of ppl. I am so happie!!
Then me and wanying was a couple taking care of the kids. So fun. =) After the beach cleaning, i went to the beach to enjoy the seabreeze and also to draw on the nice nice sand. Lala~ I like my angel drawn. Heex. Maybe i'll upload it up here sometime. Now i don have the program to upload it from my phone. So nice. I like the mark that we left behind on the sand. Like art piece leh. So full of expression and it looks so... well.. artistic. Xp For others to appreciate and express their approval of our masterpieces. =))
I'm supposed to be studying liao. Back to the books wif tab and del and his grandaunt and the dog for company. OH OH! One thing... The dog loves bitting and chewing on tab's hands.. Hmm.. Wad does that mean huh? One quote... " Like owner like dog" . Yeah. xp
Bye.
Friday, August 25, 2006
Don't you ever wish you were someone else
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly
Don't you ever say
You don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
You're better off by far
And i hope you'd always stay the same
Cause there's nothing bout you i would change
I think that you could be
Whatever you wanted to be
If you could realise
The dreams you have inside
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way
Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
The love you find will set you free
Believe in yourself, you'll come alive
Have faith in what you do
You'll make it through
Nice song.. Just kept ringing in my mind over and over again. Can't get rid of it. LOL..
-loves-
Haiz.. Wad's wrong with me??
Juz got a comment that "Y you everything also donno..."
Realised that i have been saying that regularly huh?
The "I donno" bit..
Yeah..
Go do work liao..
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly
Don't you ever say
You don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
You're better off by far
And i hope you'd always stay the same
Cause there's nothing bout you i would change
I think that you could be
Whatever you wanted to be
If you could realise
The dreams you have inside
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way
Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
The love you find will set you free
Believe in yourself, you'll come alive
Have faith in what you do
You'll make it through
Nice song.. Just kept ringing in my mind over and over again. Can't get rid of it. LOL..
-loves-
Haiz.. Wad's wrong with me??
Juz got a comment that "Y you everything also donno..."
Realised that i have been saying that regularly huh?
The "I donno" bit..
Yeah..
Go do work liao..
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Tired.. IHG today and i was OIC tell u ar.. Damn irritating job to mark the matches leh... Muz be very alert as well as be very good at changing numbers around in ur head.
I miss the computer man.. 2 days din use liao le cause i was rushing tutorials and assignments. Even now i'm not supposed to be here cause i still got quite abit of things to do. But it has been well, 2 days at least since i last blogged. And since i like expressing myself in words and in a weird way, i NEED to express myself here with words, therefore i have to blog. Hope blogger does not do anything funnie and not post this post if not i'll be vv irritated. I already am.
Yeah.. BAd day today la. Realisation of quite a bit of things.. Firstly i'm irritated. Then i'm worried. Then i'm puzzled. All about the same person la actualli. I donno if u all mind me saying things here but u can always ask me to take down posts if u are unhappy about the content. I don mind. Actually it should be rephrased and become "I don really mind".
Things are not going on as normal as i thought they would. I think i should have been smart and expected that people will change especially when faced with such situations but i din expect the change to be so drastic. Nope, not that i'm being overly sensitive or something, i noe that i'm not cause i'm not the only one feeling this way. Yup. The change that we feel in u is so significant it is hard to miss.. It is kinda sad we miss the person that u were before all that happened happened. Hmm.. I don exactly noe wad's bothering u or whether there is in fact anything wrong because our communication has all but become extinct. I'm not complaining. I won't complain. It is juz so different and it is starting to bother us.
It is impossible now if u ask me, whether we can be as close as we were already. I hardly know u anymore. The person that i see nowadays have juz so totally changed and become so distant that i feel as though u are a stranger. Not the first time i'm saying this but now, i really do feel that distance. Ur actions, ur words, they juz change. No longer do i feel comfortable calling u for no apparent reason juz to talk to u. There's juz nothing more to talk about.
Probably, u don even see the change in urself. But the ones around u can.. Yup. I'm worried for u.. Maybe u won even noe..
I miss the computer man.. 2 days din use liao le cause i was rushing tutorials and assignments. Even now i'm not supposed to be here cause i still got quite abit of things to do. But it has been well, 2 days at least since i last blogged. And since i like expressing myself in words and in a weird way, i NEED to express myself here with words, therefore i have to blog. Hope blogger does not do anything funnie and not post this post if not i'll be vv irritated. I already am.
Yeah.. BAd day today la. Realisation of quite a bit of things.. Firstly i'm irritated. Then i'm worried. Then i'm puzzled. All about the same person la actualli. I donno if u all mind me saying things here but u can always ask me to take down posts if u are unhappy about the content. I don mind. Actually it should be rephrased and become "I don really mind".
Things are not going on as normal as i thought they would. I think i should have been smart and expected that people will change especially when faced with such situations but i din expect the change to be so drastic. Nope, not that i'm being overly sensitive or something, i noe that i'm not cause i'm not the only one feeling this way. Yup. The change that we feel in u is so significant it is hard to miss.. It is kinda sad we miss the person that u were before all that happened happened. Hmm.. I don exactly noe wad's bothering u or whether there is in fact anything wrong because our communication has all but become extinct. I'm not complaining. I won't complain. It is juz so different and it is starting to bother us.
It is impossible now if u ask me, whether we can be as close as we were already. I hardly know u anymore. The person that i see nowadays have juz so totally changed and become so distant that i feel as though u are a stranger. Not the first time i'm saying this but now, i really do feel that distance. Ur actions, ur words, they juz change. No longer do i feel comfortable calling u for no apparent reason juz to talk to u. There's juz nothing more to talk about.
Probably, u don even see the change in urself. But the ones around u can.. Yup. I'm worried for u.. Maybe u won even noe..
Sunday, August 20, 2006
WHew!! Camp is over. Or should i be more specific and say that PRECAMP for the tao nan p4 kids camp is over. I am so happie. =))
Happie gal...
I'm so relaxed now cause i truely enjoyed the 2 days spent in camp
Although sometimes i do feel a little sad but wells, no matter.
Hmm...
Dragon boating
Playing wif water
Night hike
Got a little tanned.
HAhz.. THe dragon boating part is like so fun la. Tired though. Hahaz.. Get to rock the boat and i felt like i was on a swing or something. Act like idiots and waved to those on the duck tours. So fun. I really went all out to enjoy myself. LOL! Pink life jackets, the merlion, the bridges... =))
The one part that i don like about the camp is the bathing quarters!!! Totally ew! No proper showering facilities. Use hose to bathe. Haiz.. I shan't say more manz.. It is juz not something meant to be repeated. The games were fun. Enjoyed them. =) gave constructive comments. Yay!
Grp's name is Laxor. Pronounced Lux-or. Fun ppl.. Got my classmates and of course, wonderful wanying. LOL!! Yeah.. Perfect companion.
Slp like a rock at night and froze halfway through. LOL!! It was really that cold. my toes felt like they were going to drop off.. Okie.. and my partner for the camp is mereith. Interesting name. lol... Hope the kids won be too noisy and naughty if not i think i will suffer frm depression and madness. LOL! And partner, i'll be counting on u okie.. Lucky i do noe the marine parade area if not ar.. Hahaz... Aiya we both so capable can one la.. LOL!
I'm juz tired.. Sprouting nonsense again as always. Muahahaz..
-loves-
nah.. not totally okie.. but well.. alrights. =)
Happie gal...
I'm so relaxed now cause i truely enjoyed the 2 days spent in camp
Although sometimes i do feel a little sad but wells, no matter.
Hmm...
Dragon boating
Playing wif water
Night hike
Got a little tanned.
HAhz.. THe dragon boating part is like so fun la. Tired though. Hahaz.. Get to rock the boat and i felt like i was on a swing or something. Act like idiots and waved to those on the duck tours. So fun. I really went all out to enjoy myself. LOL! Pink life jackets, the merlion, the bridges... =))
The one part that i don like about the camp is the bathing quarters!!! Totally ew! No proper showering facilities. Use hose to bathe. Haiz.. I shan't say more manz.. It is juz not something meant to be repeated. The games were fun. Enjoyed them. =) gave constructive comments. Yay!
Grp's name is Laxor. Pronounced Lux-or. Fun ppl.. Got my classmates and of course, wonderful wanying. LOL!! Yeah.. Perfect companion.
Slp like a rock at night and froze halfway through. LOL!! It was really that cold. my toes felt like they were going to drop off.. Okie.. and my partner for the camp is mereith. Interesting name. lol... Hope the kids won be too noisy and naughty if not i think i will suffer frm depression and madness. LOL! And partner, i'll be counting on u okie.. Lucky i do noe the marine parade area if not ar.. Hahaz... Aiya we both so capable can one la.. LOL!
I'm juz tired.. Sprouting nonsense again as always. Muahahaz..
-loves-
nah.. not totally okie.. but well.. alrights. =)
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Hmm... can add more names to the list liao. =)
Changsheng
Samantha(vj)
Violet
Colin
Mingwei
HAahz... Seems like the magic has yet to die. =) Birthday luck huh? Yup i need it.
Okie time to continue blogging. Left off frm ytd's post.
..... Recall...
K. I LOVE my class!! They made me so so happie. =) Yay. I love u 06S501. Really made my day. U noe wad guys? I really enjoy time spent wif u all. The craziness and the love. HAaz..
Changsheng
Samantha(vj)
Violet
Colin
Mingwei
HAahz... Seems like the magic has yet to die. =) Birthday luck huh? Yup i need it.
Okie time to continue blogging. Left off frm ytd's post.
..... Recall...
K. I LOVE my class!! They made me so so happie. =) Yay. I love u 06S501. Really made my day. U noe wad guys? I really enjoy time spent wif u all. The craziness and the love. HAaz..
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
HEY HEY HEY!!! Today is such a happie day. Have not stopped grinning since the start of the day. So happie. So many many ppl wished me today and i'm so so touched that they remembered! HAhAz!
Not in order cause i can't really rmb.. But i'd try as far as possible.
Delvin
Tabitha
Wei Jian kor
Singwei
Limian
Suhan
Becky
Wanying
Lihong
Clara
Wenxiang
Zoe
Zhilin
Xinyi
Jun Hao
Yong Wen
Apu
Zhirong
Qinshan
Sam
Weitian
Pamela
Jiayan
Dazzalyn
Junkwang
Benedict
Small Kel
Thaddeus
Xianglong
Fredrick
Felicia
Sebestian
Si min (cousin)
Christie
Reyneth
Kenneth
Abigail
MOM
DAD
Shiyun
Kahwee
Kelvin
Sanva
Sarah
Sermin
Ms sim
Yung
Linh
Cherie
Brinda
Yevette
Hong zhou
Visoth
S501!! (15 ppl wor)
Ms swee
PE teachers
And of course some random ppl that i happen to know. =)
So happie! I feel so loved.
Lets see... I went to sch grinning like a fool reading all the real nice msges that everyone sent me. Phone was vibrating all the way and my inbox juz can't be cleared fast enough to be able to receive every single msg as it was being sent. Haahz.. Then in sch i got huggs!!! I love huggs. *Hugs* It felt so so nice. =)) Everyone who wished me was faced with my HUGE grinning face. i really felt truely happie. Heex. Pure joy. Thanks everyone for making my day such a great one!!
Especially to squash ppl. U ppl really make my life a better one by juz being there u noe. Hahaz.. And u should noe who i'm talking about. =) Yup the same few ppl that are always together. The feeling of being with u all is juz superb. And the cake that hong and mian bought for me? Thanks my darling and dear. That was damn nice of u to run all the way down to get me that cake. I really enjoyed eating it lots. =) The surprise? I was so very close to spilling out tears when u all started singing the birthday song to me!!! Aww... Thanks guys i really do love u so much!!!! <3 I'm so touched by wadever u all did. Really. And also to the few of u, i do think that u would noe urselves, I really feel grateful for all the support, care and concern that u all have shown me the past few days. Thanks to u guys!!!!
Hey thanks to u too. Made u rush all around. I like the prezzie. Yeah. Cute. And i'll keep the card. Thanks. =)
I'm so happie and at peace with the whole wide world. HAhaz.. Tired. 1 am liao. Nitex ba.
Not in order cause i can't really rmb.. But i'd try as far as possible.
Delvin
Tabitha
Wei Jian kor
Singwei
Limian
Suhan
Becky
Wanying
Lihong
Clara
Wenxiang
Zoe
Zhilin
Xinyi
Jun Hao
Yong Wen
Apu
Zhirong
Qinshan
Sam
Weitian
Pamela
Jiayan
Dazzalyn
Junkwang
Benedict
Small Kel
Thaddeus
Xianglong
Fredrick
Felicia
Sebestian
Si min (cousin)
Christie
Reyneth
Kenneth
Abigail
MOM
DAD
Shiyun
Kahwee
Kelvin
Sanva
Sarah
Sermin
Ms sim
Yung
Linh
Cherie
Brinda
Yevette
Hong zhou
Visoth
S501!! (15 ppl wor)
Ms swee
PE teachers
And of course some random ppl that i happen to know. =)
So happie! I feel so loved.
Lets see... I went to sch grinning like a fool reading all the real nice msges that everyone sent me. Phone was vibrating all the way and my inbox juz can't be cleared fast enough to be able to receive every single msg as it was being sent. Haahz.. Then in sch i got huggs!!! I love huggs. *Hugs* It felt so so nice. =)) Everyone who wished me was faced with my HUGE grinning face. i really felt truely happie. Heex. Pure joy. Thanks everyone for making my day such a great one!!
Especially to squash ppl. U ppl really make my life a better one by juz being there u noe. Hahaz.. And u should noe who i'm talking about. =) Yup the same few ppl that are always together. The feeling of being with u all is juz superb. And the cake that hong and mian bought for me? Thanks my darling and dear. That was damn nice of u to run all the way down to get me that cake. I really enjoyed eating it lots. =) The surprise? I was so very close to spilling out tears when u all started singing the birthday song to me!!! Aww... Thanks guys i really do love u so much!!!! <3 I'm so touched by wadever u all did. Really. And also to the few of u, i do think that u would noe urselves, I really feel grateful for all the support, care and concern that u all have shown me the past few days. Thanks to u guys!!!!
Hey thanks to u too. Made u rush all around. I like the prezzie. Yeah. Cute. And i'll keep the card. Thanks. =)
I'm so happie and at peace with the whole wide world. HAhaz.. Tired. 1 am liao. Nitex ba.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Angel in disguise..
PERFECT description of u.
Haiz..
How i wish some others would get to know u as well as i did.
Omg.
Nobody ever made me cry like that.
No one ever said such words to me and make it mean so much.
It touched me at the very core of my heart.
I love you so much!!
All you did was to send me that msg.
After i read it i realised my vision was blurred.
I cried.
Not for heartbreak or anything.
I cried because i saw how much u cared for me.
How much u loved me.
How much u are willing to do for me.
And for that i thank you.
Yes and i absolutely love you for that.
Thanks my dear for being in my life.
Nver regreted knowing you.
My tears are tears of joy...
=)
PERFECT description of u.
Haiz..
How i wish some others would get to know u as well as i did.
Omg.
Nobody ever made me cry like that.
No one ever said such words to me and make it mean so much.
It touched me at the very core of my heart.
I love you so much!!
All you did was to send me that msg.
After i read it i realised my vision was blurred.
I cried.
Not for heartbreak or anything.
I cried because i saw how much u cared for me.
How much u loved me.
How much u are willing to do for me.
And for that i thank you.
Yes and i absolutely love you for that.
Thanks my dear for being in my life.
Nver regreted knowing you.
My tears are tears of joy...
=)
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Thanks tab. I LOVE YOU!!
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Lots of things happened since. Nothing really fantastic for me.. But as i said, i will tend to my problems ba. It has long since been like that. Enjoy urself.
Don worry about me. i'll juz try to slp it off and juz get friends to see me through. Hahaz.. Nah i'm not kidding. Going back to how it was before is not quite possible as u would see but we'll try huh?? The friendship still means a lot to me...
Don worry about me. i'll juz try to slp it off and juz get friends to see me through. Hahaz.. Nah i'm not kidding. Going back to how it was before is not quite possible as u would see but we'll try huh?? The friendship still means a lot to me...
Hello people. I can't believe i'm blogging at this unearthly hour. Shall hurry and blog b4 mom decides to check on me and get me off the com. Muahahaz...
So today was kor's birthday. Asked him out to celebrate and also to catch up. Ended up not doing much of those but as he says, it was better than rotting at home.
I'm such a procrestinator la.. Left house late then gotta "sorrie sorrie will be late meet u at..." Hahaz.. And i so so so super gundu today forgot to charge my phone before leaving the house, reach the bus stop liao realise it is already low batt. Msg a bit call a bit. Bye bye.. LOL! At least it lasted till i got other phones to rely on and after i finish talking on it for a bit. Not bad la considering. Hmm...
So the day itself was already on to a bad start, things could only get better. Long bus ride lo. Always forget how long bus 3 takes to turn turn into tam interchange. Rotted on the bus. Took eternity to reach tam by then i had already decomposed. Msges saved me frm collapsing into waste material. LOL. So many things to think about on the way...
So to shorten things, we went to parkway to meet becky first then we walk all the way to ecp. Yeah ECP!! Walked along the beach for quite a distance before seeking refuge from the sun in mac. Muahahaz.. Jux din noe wad to do la... And moreover so crowded i see already also sian. But good thing is i get to feel the sea breeze. =) so stay in mac and talk. Hahaz.. Take up space there. beacky had to leave first so me and kor went to tam lo.
Watched movie "CLICK". So cool and hilarious and sad all at the same time. OOH. Not to mention sick also. I shall not be a spoiler and reveal the story. Go watch it if u wanna noe. Nice movie. Worth the laughs that it brought me. Even brought me to tears at certain points in the movie. So touching...
That ends the day..
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I had some fun today la. =) I always have fun in great company anyway. Hahaz...
-eyes frosted over, smile frozen in place, cold.. Winter
When will it be summer again? Eyes sparkle, smile beaming?
Who know?-
So today was kor's birthday. Asked him out to celebrate and also to catch up. Ended up not doing much of those but as he says, it was better than rotting at home.
I'm such a procrestinator la.. Left house late then gotta "sorrie sorrie will be late meet u at..." Hahaz.. And i so so so super gundu today forgot to charge my phone before leaving the house, reach the bus stop liao realise it is already low batt. Msg a bit call a bit. Bye bye.. LOL! At least it lasted till i got other phones to rely on and after i finish talking on it for a bit. Not bad la considering. Hmm...
So the day itself was already on to a bad start, things could only get better. Long bus ride lo. Always forget how long bus 3 takes to turn turn into tam interchange. Rotted on the bus. Took eternity to reach tam by then i had already decomposed. Msges saved me frm collapsing into waste material. LOL. So many things to think about on the way...
So to shorten things, we went to parkway to meet becky first then we walk all the way to ecp. Yeah ECP!! Walked along the beach for quite a distance before seeking refuge from the sun in mac. Muahahaz.. Jux din noe wad to do la... And moreover so crowded i see already also sian. But good thing is i get to feel the sea breeze. =) so stay in mac and talk. Hahaz.. Take up space there. beacky had to leave first so me and kor went to tam lo.
Watched movie "CLICK". So cool and hilarious and sad all at the same time. OOH. Not to mention sick also. I shall not be a spoiler and reveal the story. Go watch it if u wanna noe. Nice movie. Worth the laughs that it brought me. Even brought me to tears at certain points in the movie. So touching...
That ends the day..
-loves-
I had some fun today la. =) I always have fun in great company anyway. Hahaz...
-eyes frosted over, smile frozen in place, cold.. Winter
When will it be summer again? Eyes sparkle, smile beaming?
Who know?-
Friday, August 11, 2006
Today is a wet and rainy day. Study time!!
Stop bluffing urself my darling!! U are not even studying!! HAiz..
Yeah so today i spent the day wif mian at the airport wif me trying my best to study, whinning away while mian does his tys.
LOL!
It worked for a while. I tried to shut up by people watching at the bk.
Quite amusing.
For sometime there was this grp of bimbotic gals sitting beside us so i was quietly observing them.
Hahaz.. So bimbotic!!
Having all the pink fluffy things hanging out frm everything that the owned. Their ringtones were also so "kawaii".
U can imagine the rest...
Then at another time there was an "earthquake" where tons of gals ran by shouting "ah du".
Think he came to changi airport but i din go and check it out cause i din care.
LOL! Typical me..
Then there was this uncle who was speaking so loudly regardless of the no of ppl staring at him.
Complaining loudly into the phone that his plane has been cancelled because of typhoon.
(I wonder if he would wanna fly the plane himself and risk his own life flying into areas of violent atmospheric activity)
The whole time i was observing this, the thought that it resembles a fish market crossed my mind. So similar... HAhaz...
The company today: Limian!
Muahahaz... Kinda enjoyed myself la. So fun...
Juz relaxing while he did his work..
Brought me on a roundabout long walk frm T1 to T2 because we don feel like taking the skytrain?? -.-" Yeah but it was a nice walk.. So cold though. Brr...
Then time spent in the supermarket.
ARGH! All the goodies!! I wan to buy them all home!!
wei ar.. Mian say if u there sure can't resist and buy them all home. LOL!
Spent super long in there reading mags. xp
Then went home.
Hmm..
Today's dad's birthday.
Lisabelle's birthday too!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
And tml's kor's birthday...
Going out celebrate wif him lo. =)
See i so nice. xp
Hahaz.. yeah.
And i love me. xoxo
Stop bluffing urself my darling!! U are not even studying!! HAiz..
Yeah so today i spent the day wif mian at the airport wif me trying my best to study, whinning away while mian does his tys.
LOL!
It worked for a while. I tried to shut up by people watching at the bk.
Quite amusing.
For sometime there was this grp of bimbotic gals sitting beside us so i was quietly observing them.
Hahaz.. So bimbotic!!
Having all the pink fluffy things hanging out frm everything that the owned. Their ringtones were also so "kawaii".
U can imagine the rest...
Then at another time there was an "earthquake" where tons of gals ran by shouting "ah du".
Think he came to changi airport but i din go and check it out cause i din care.
LOL! Typical me..
Then there was this uncle who was speaking so loudly regardless of the no of ppl staring at him.
Complaining loudly into the phone that his plane has been cancelled because of typhoon.
(I wonder if he would wanna fly the plane himself and risk his own life flying into areas of violent atmospheric activity)
The whole time i was observing this, the thought that it resembles a fish market crossed my mind. So similar... HAhaz...
The company today: Limian!
Muahahaz... Kinda enjoyed myself la. So fun...
Juz relaxing while he did his work..
Brought me on a roundabout long walk frm T1 to T2 because we don feel like taking the skytrain?? -.-" Yeah but it was a nice walk.. So cold though. Brr...
Then time spent in the supermarket.
ARGH! All the goodies!! I wan to buy them all home!!
wei ar.. Mian say if u there sure can't resist and buy them all home. LOL!
Spent super long in there reading mags. xp
Then went home.
Hmm..
Today's dad's birthday.
Lisabelle's birthday too!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
And tml's kor's birthday...
Going out celebrate wif him lo. =)
See i so nice. xp
Hahaz.. yeah.
And i love me. xoxo
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Eh eh eh eh eh!
Feeling suddenly troubled so came here to vent some frustrations.
Hmm.. Things are kinda complicated nowadays hor?
I see and hear lots of problems frm my friends then realise that i also have my own problems that are not addressed.
EEKS!
Being the middleman is sometimes not as easy as it seems.
It gets kinda esperating actualli at times when both parties are thinking about the same thing but denying it to each other.
Hahaz..
Yeah i'm talking about the both of u. But don worry i don mind cause the antics are so cute la both of u. LOL!
Confused.
That's basically how i feel lo.
Can't mention names here because i self censor. lala~
It is so bugging me!!!
I don understand anything liao.
Is it juz me or are u feeling the same too?
Wad is it that is causing this?
I noe i'm not daoing u cause i do talk and i try to spend time wif u.
So wad's wrong?
U noe that if u find me irritating or something u can always tell me?
I don't like this.
Wadever happened??
Yup i do have lots of questions that seems to be unanswered.
I can't bring myself to ask why cause i'm not sure of anything in the first place.
But then everything else won make sense then.
Haiz!!!!
Oh rights, i shall shut up!
Feeling suddenly troubled so came here to vent some frustrations.
Hmm.. Things are kinda complicated nowadays hor?
I see and hear lots of problems frm my friends then realise that i also have my own problems that are not addressed.
EEKS!
Being the middleman is sometimes not as easy as it seems.
It gets kinda esperating actualli at times when both parties are thinking about the same thing but denying it to each other.
Hahaz..
Yeah i'm talking about the both of u. But don worry i don mind cause the antics are so cute la both of u. LOL!
Confused.
That's basically how i feel lo.
Can't mention names here because i self censor. lala~
It is so bugging me!!!
I don understand anything liao.
Is it juz me or are u feeling the same too?
Wad is it that is causing this?
I noe i'm not daoing u cause i do talk and i try to spend time wif u.
So wad's wrong?
U noe that if u find me irritating or something u can always tell me?
I don't like this.
Wadever happened??
Yup i do have lots of questions that seems to be unanswered.
I can't bring myself to ask why cause i'm not sure of anything in the first place.
But then everything else won make sense then.
Haiz!!!!
Oh rights, i shall shut up!
Oops. I gotta blog real quick and make sure that i finish blogging by 4pm cause then, the system for blogger will be down!
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I typed a reply to u already loraine but somehow felt that it was not right so i deleted it. Yeah.
-loves-
Suddenly feel so down. Wonder why. Maybe it is cause of wad loraine told me about her past relationship but maybe it is about nothing at all. Hmm.. I'm juz bored i guess. Shall juz post photos first...
me and lihong. Smiling so sweetly. =)
Me and dung(yong). Hope i spelled it right. =) She's so pretty!
Me wif flowers. =) So long ago...
Okie, enough of random photos. SOme other random photos soon after i take those photos that is. LOL!
-loves-
Yay! So far, my class and my family has already celebrated my birthday both wif cakes. Both celebrations are combined ones though. Hmm.. seems like aug is a month where most of my friends are born in. Heex. I do hope that there is something i can really look forward to on my birthday. Have a great surprise that would make my day. Hahaz... 5 more days. SO FAST. Can't wait!
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I typed a reply to u already loraine but somehow felt that it was not right so i deleted it. Yeah.
-loves-
Suddenly feel so down. Wonder why. Maybe it is cause of wad loraine told me about her past relationship but maybe it is about nothing at all. Hmm.. I'm juz bored i guess. Shall juz post photos first...
me and lihong. Smiling so sweetly. =)
Me and dung(yong). Hope i spelled it right. =) She's so pretty!
Me wif flowers. =) So long ago...
Okie, enough of random photos. SOme other random photos soon after i take those photos that is. LOL!
-loves-
Yay! So far, my class and my family has already celebrated my birthday both wif cakes. Both celebrations are combined ones though. Hmm.. seems like aug is a month where most of my friends are born in. Heex. I do hope that there is something i can really look forward to on my birthday. Have a great surprise that would make my day. Hahaz... 5 more days. SO FAST. Can't wait!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
cake cake cake cake cake. For val, pres, me and SINGAPORE. lolz.. So patriotic. Thanks guys!
KOK KEONG!!Only guy in the class. Came to join us frm home after sch. So nice right. i bet he feels bonded to us gals so much, miss us so much he rather come pei us shopping than stay home. =)
me, sam, val, pres, jas, bev, yx
I love this pic lots. Hahaz.. Gaping at kok. LOL! So cute pic rite? =)
-loves-
That's all for now. I'm tired. Nites.
-loves-
Oops. I hope there's no miscommunication. Is that why i'm getting the cold shoulder? Something muz be wrong.
Monday, August 07, 2006
Hmm.. Feeling sentimental tonight and i'm not exactly sure why. =) Think it might be cause i'm feeling happy for hong. Heez. Such a nice birthday surprise. I think that if i were in her shoes at that point of time, i would not be surprised if i had the same reaction as her, to be so touched that u end up crying. =)
In a happy mood!! =) yay! U noe wad? The friendship that i had found in squash is so extraordinary. Hahaz.. Where else can u find such a fun bunch of ppl that u are able to be totally comfortable with? So as i was juz telling del, I'm really touched and glad that we have met and had this so wonderful friendship that i so treasure. Ahahaz... U guys made my JC life so much more fun!! And i'm not not not kidding. At all. =)
Found our own confidants within the group, found friends. Yay.
Eekz. so cheesy. xp Like i care. heex.
-loves-
Even if nothing comes out of it, i am still grateful for the friendship, the care and love u showered me. At least i am of certain importance to u, at some point of ur life. =) I'm quite sure of my feelings. The question is, are u?~
In a happy mood!! =) yay! U noe wad? The friendship that i had found in squash is so extraordinary. Hahaz.. Where else can u find such a fun bunch of ppl that u are able to be totally comfortable with? So as i was juz telling del, I'm really touched and glad that we have met and had this so wonderful friendship that i so treasure. Ahahaz... U guys made my JC life so much more fun!! And i'm not not not kidding. At all. =)
Found our own confidants within the group, found friends. Yay.
Eekz. so cheesy. xp Like i care. heex.
-loves-
Even if nothing comes out of it, i am still grateful for the friendship, the care and love u showered me. At least i am of certain importance to u, at some point of ur life. =) I'm quite sure of my feelings. The question is, are u?~
Sunday, August 06, 2006
REPLY TO TAGGIES.
Becky jie: Hey hey!! Thanks for stopping by and asking after me. I love u so!! I'm not too bad la. Alright i should say, somethings should be said in person lest others misread my intent and ppl not to see the post see it. LOL! Ya la.. Nothing so bad that i would breakdown emotionally. Coping. =) How about u?
Wei: Hello.. Been seeing and talking to each other but haven't been communicating much eh? U pointed that out to me too and i saw that it was true too. Hmm.. I wonder why. Thanks for offering the listening ear. I'm allowed to scream in it and make u deaf hor? xp oh and ur blog photos are nice.
Ching hui: Long long long time no see. How have u been? I don even noe where are u now. Hope u are fine and yeah, marry a prince. Or someone that is closely related. Xp Fantasy story. OOh.. Thanks for the encouragement too. =) See ya soon.
Dazzle: Wha how come disappointed that i din go for training? Can't laugh at my horrible skills of feeding balls hor. *hides*
Do continue tagging. It does brightens up my day. Heex.
Becky jie: Hey hey!! Thanks for stopping by and asking after me. I love u so!! I'm not too bad la. Alright i should say, somethings should be said in person lest others misread my intent and ppl not to see the post see it. LOL! Ya la.. Nothing so bad that i would breakdown emotionally. Coping. =) How about u?
Wei: Hello.. Been seeing and talking to each other but haven't been communicating much eh? U pointed that out to me too and i saw that it was true too. Hmm.. I wonder why. Thanks for offering the listening ear. I'm allowed to scream in it and make u deaf hor? xp oh and ur blog photos are nice.
Ching hui: Long long long time no see. How have u been? I don even noe where are u now. Hope u are fine and yeah, marry a prince. Or someone that is closely related. Xp Fantasy story. OOh.. Thanks for the encouragement too. =) See ya soon.
Dazzle: Wha how come disappointed that i din go for training? Can't laugh at my horrible skills of feeding balls hor. *hides*
Do continue tagging. It does brightens up my day. Heex.
Friday, August 04, 2006
tab: my turn to write my criteria for GUYS!!!!!!!!wont tell u much cos yi* says she will show it to some pp. a guy.. must be ok la.. acceptable in looks? wont expect too high ba.. cos i not that high standard myself..(being humble for the first time =P)
This gal? Hahaz.. Humble ar? Serious? Like real la always going on about how great, how cute and how clever she is. Blahz. Get to the topic la...
haiyo.. want change topic for a while.. today we dumb dmb laugh about soe stupid stuff.. omg.. laugh ill i cry.. JOYCE!!! wats it.. stop laughin... u contagious!!!!!!!!!!!!
I noe still don dare look at me for a while lo. Laugh like siao make me not able to do my work. Then the two guys were staring at us wondering wad the heck we are laughing at la. LOL!!
change bac to topic.. my fav word.. wei n haiyo.. cannot ar?? >=( okok..change bac topic.. hmm.. must be... taller than mi.. but nvm la. i short enough. a lot pp can.. c.. beta la. short got benefit.. more choices!!!!! lets start e debate...
Ya la ya la. Short got short good la but i like my height leh. At least can put my hands on her shoulders when they get a little too heavy. Lol! Ya rite? Tab? xp Guys ya la taller better lo. Can lie on their shoulders. So sweet. xp
hy.. bt be realistic la.. most guys are much taller.. ahha so no diff..lets b strrrrricter on the criteria.. hmm 20 cm taller than mi??? hmm.. lie on shoulder ar? MUST SEE HOW FAT THE PERSON LA. cushion... u noe??? ahha. too hard not nice..(i need soft comfort for head)
Liddat ar? ur criteria like very strict leh. Yeah u said it. WEIRD too. but hor.. Usually weird ppl have weird taste also mah. No? Lol! At least i more normal . Think that the most important thing is he muz treat me real well. That's all that matters aint it?
hmm.. treat well ar.. 100%.. hmmm. then hor.. musnt mind my flaws... then... then.. then.. wah.. i seem to have veri little criteria la.. must tink of more.. hmmmm... o ya.. must b able to play with mi.. so muct b interestin la.. cos i interesting oso ma.. hior...ahhaa.. hmm.. must be more outdoor type....then can go try all the STUFF with mi.. all the INTERESTING stuff with mi.. and... joyce.. stop tinking "WAI".. (crooked).. e stuff i meant is PURE!!!
wadever la this gal putting words into my mouth. Lousy feller. Lol! Hmm.. actually the other time hong and me already blog about my criteria leh. But tab ar so far u only say things about the height and his "fat mass" no other things le mah? Like character? It should be more important than physical appearance.
of cos la... ahha.. a guy must have confidence in himself.. i cant stand guys that have no confidence in the gal.. then lik keep questioning if he is doin e right thing and the gal's feeling.. blah blah.. i beleive that a guy must make the first move... i am blessed to b a gal.. so too bad if u are a guy!!! have to do all the... haiz stuff(there goes my fav word again)
Hmm.. Seems like the 3 of us have the same thoughts about who should be making the first move in a relationship eh? Confidence? Well actually hor if u guys are wondering why we prefer u to make the first move it is because it would make us feel prized and ya as tab says, more loved. Luckier? Wad other words can u come up with?
jus mayb.. feel not so despo la.. cs hor.. i feel thi world veri sexist la.. lik gal mix ard with guys then they will say us flirt or wateva.. but then.. wen a guy does that(and he has no gf) they will say its normal... well.... well.. do i care???? YEH.. MAYB??? haha.... guys guys.. haiyo.. y keep tinkn of guys.. soe times veri sian leh.. tok abt...ohter things.. hha...o ya.. advise to guys.. sometimes hor.. dun go too fast.. into a relationship la... slowly l.a... (actuali i wanted to erase that part but joyce keep molesting mi,, no choicce.. got to leave it there!!!!!)))
Hahaz. For me now like almost everyday in sch surrounded by gals la. Cause class only got one guy. Thought it would be sian and full of bitches but it is more like the opposite. I never had so much fun la. It is juz like a coven of friends. YAY. Kinda cool. i mean which other class passes pokes, pinches, slaps on the back and stuff?? OKie back to the topic. Donno leh. Guys ar? Complicated creatures don ever noe wad they are thinking about. Tab?
hahah..mayb la..but i bet they dun understand u too la.. same> dun so bad to them le la... they are nice pp.. and.. sometimes.. havin a guy to tell ur prob too not so bad too.. cos they dun go lik girls.. gals alwys lik pat u then in e end mak u cry more.. guys tell u to forget abt it.. n do smth eslse.. n sometimes it works reli well for mi la..get on wiht live man.. i noe..change topic.. to dream date or dream wedding??? mroe interesting la/.. future.. tink far u noe.... heeeee
This gal is making me think!!
Wei: i want to sleep.
aiyo.. so sad n borin.. haiyo.. GUYSSSSS!!!!
joyce.. faster tink leh
think wad? wedding ar? Date? Donno leh. A bit far leh. Lol. Talk about something else?
yeh lor.. i oso duno wat i want yet leh.. birthdays>>> or the best present u got so far
Wei: I'm gonna dress up as Darth Vader on my wedding.have a piano ensemble concert,and a mock lightsaber fight.
tab: yeh lor.. piaano concert for ur little love reli so cool la.. imagine..... u two(onli two of u hor.. no one else) in a big hall.(with air con hor).. then.. he strts to play e piano/... beta play well.. if can sing beta.. dun croak...hahaha... then she stand there.. then u play... then romantic music la.. then... suddenly.. at e end of the songs.. some1 releases all e balloons...balloons(heart shape) fly up...then one of the balloons will hold a box.. and slowly asecend down in frnt of her.. then box wil have a ring...( e proces of doin it.. go tink urself la).. then she will.. WHAO!!! wateva.. used up brain juice le....
She too imaginative liao la. Me ar? marry a prince la den u don hve to worry about anything. Can tell i'm not thinking?
Wei: i wuv squash
wats that la.. tis is a 100% case of randomness.......
Wei: lalala,ASEAN Dance rocks. check out my photos.
dance.... hmm.. so long since i went for ballet.. ahhaha..dancing in a ball room.. reminds mi of the song 'once upon a dec'.hey.. but hor... i duno how dance ballroom dance.. ahha.. then if e guy dun oso then sure die.. have u ever been to a big function where u wear so formal wears.. hmm.. i have nv.. no prom.. got even bigger than prom event?? then make ur hair.. wah.. so fun la.. i can help u make.. if u want!!!!!!!!
Aiya everyday help me make my hair ba. Then go sch everyday fashion show la. Pay money? U think i rich ar? I got go prom la. Quite okie la have fun taking a lot of photos and stuffs lo. Din really do anything else la. Yup.
This gal? Hahaz.. Humble ar? Serious? Like real la always going on about how great, how cute and how clever she is. Blahz. Get to the topic la...
haiyo.. want change topic for a while.. today we dumb dmb laugh about soe stupid stuff.. omg.. laugh ill i cry.. JOYCE!!! wats it.. stop laughin... u contagious!!!!!!!!!!!!
I noe still don dare look at me for a while lo. Laugh like siao make me not able to do my work. Then the two guys were staring at us wondering wad the heck we are laughing at la. LOL!!
change bac to topic.. my fav word.. wei n haiyo.. cannot ar?? >=( okok..change bac topic.. hmm.. must be... taller than mi.. but nvm la. i short enough. a lot pp can.. c.. beta la. short got benefit.. more choices!!!!! lets start e debate...
Ya la ya la. Short got short good la but i like my height leh. At least can put my hands on her shoulders when they get a little too heavy. Lol! Ya rite? Tab? xp Guys ya la taller better lo. Can lie on their shoulders. So sweet. xp
hy.. bt be realistic la.. most guys are much taller.. ahha so no diff..lets b strrrrricter on the criteria.. hmm 20 cm taller than mi??? hmm.. lie on shoulder ar? MUST SEE HOW FAT THE PERSON LA. cushion... u noe??? ahha. too hard not nice..(i need soft comfort for head)
Liddat ar? ur criteria like very strict leh. Yeah u said it. WEIRD too. but hor.. Usually weird ppl have weird taste also mah. No? Lol! At least i more normal . Think that the most important thing is he muz treat me real well. That's all that matters aint it?
hmm.. treat well ar.. 100%.. hmmm. then hor.. musnt mind my flaws... then... then.. then.. wah.. i seem to have veri little criteria la.. must tink of more.. hmmmm... o ya.. must b able to play with mi.. so muct b interestin la.. cos i interesting oso ma.. hior...ahhaa.. hmm.. must be more outdoor type....then can go try all the STUFF with mi.. all the INTERESTING stuff with mi.. and... joyce.. stop tinking "WAI".. (crooked).. e stuff i meant is PURE!!!
wadever la this gal putting words into my mouth. Lousy feller. Lol! Hmm.. actually the other time hong and me already blog about my criteria leh. But tab ar so far u only say things about the height and his "fat mass" no other things le mah? Like character? It should be more important than physical appearance.
of cos la... ahha.. a guy must have confidence in himself.. i cant stand guys that have no confidence in the gal.. then lik keep questioning if he is doin e right thing and the gal's feeling.. blah blah.. i beleive that a guy must make the first move... i am blessed to b a gal.. so too bad if u are a guy!!! have to do all the... haiz stuff(there goes my fav word again)
Hmm.. Seems like the 3 of us have the same thoughts about who should be making the first move in a relationship eh? Confidence? Well actually hor if u guys are wondering why we prefer u to make the first move it is because it would make us feel prized and ya as tab says, more loved. Luckier? Wad other words can u come up with?
jus mayb.. feel not so despo la.. cs hor.. i feel thi world veri sexist la.. lik gal mix ard with guys then they will say us flirt or wateva.. but then.. wen a guy does that(and he has no gf) they will say its normal... well.... well.. do i care???? YEH.. MAYB??? haha.... guys guys.. haiyo.. y keep tinkn of guys.. soe times veri sian leh.. tok abt...ohter things.. hha...o ya.. advise to guys.. sometimes hor.. dun go too fast.. into a relationship la... slowly l.a... (actuali i wanted to erase that part but joyce keep molesting mi,, no choicce.. got to leave it there!!!!!)))
Hahaz. For me now like almost everyday in sch surrounded by gals la. Cause class only got one guy. Thought it would be sian and full of bitches but it is more like the opposite. I never had so much fun la. It is juz like a coven of friends. YAY. Kinda cool. i mean which other class passes pokes, pinches, slaps on the back and stuff?? OKie back to the topic. Donno leh. Guys ar? Complicated creatures don ever noe wad they are thinking about. Tab?
hahah..mayb la..but i bet they dun understand u too la.. same> dun so bad to them le la... they are nice pp.. and.. sometimes.. havin a guy to tell ur prob too not so bad too.. cos they dun go lik girls.. gals alwys lik pat u then in e end mak u cry more.. guys tell u to forget abt it.. n do smth eslse.. n sometimes it works reli well for mi la..get on wiht live man.. i noe..change topic.. to dream date or dream wedding??? mroe interesting la/.. future.. tink far u noe.... heeeee
This gal is making me think!!
Wei: i want to sleep.
aiyo.. so sad n borin.. haiyo.. GUYSSSSS!!!!
joyce.. faster tink leh
think wad? wedding ar? Date? Donno leh. A bit far leh. Lol. Talk about something else?
yeh lor.. i oso duno wat i want yet leh.. birthdays>>> or the best present u got so far
Wei: I'm gonna dress up as Darth Vader on my wedding.have a piano ensemble concert,and a mock lightsaber fight.
tab: yeh lor.. piaano concert for ur little love reli so cool la.. imagine..... u two(onli two of u hor.. no one else) in a big hall.(with air con hor).. then.. he strts to play e piano/... beta play well.. if can sing beta.. dun croak...hahaha... then she stand there.. then u play... then romantic music la.. then... suddenly.. at e end of the songs.. some1 releases all e balloons...balloons(heart shape) fly up...then one of the balloons will hold a box.. and slowly asecend down in frnt of her.. then box wil have a ring...( e proces of doin it.. go tink urself la).. then she will.. WHAO!!! wateva.. used up brain juice le....
She too imaginative liao la. Me ar? marry a prince la den u don hve to worry about anything. Can tell i'm not thinking?
Wei: i wuv squash
wats that la.. tis is a 100% case of randomness.......
Wei: lalala,ASEAN Dance rocks. check out my photos.
dance.... hmm.. so long since i went for ballet.. ahhaha..dancing in a ball room.. reminds mi of the song 'once upon a dec'.hey.. but hor... i duno how dance ballroom dance.. ahha.. then if e guy dun oso then sure die.. have u ever been to a big function where u wear so formal wears.. hmm.. i have nv.. no prom.. got even bigger than prom event?? then make ur hair.. wah.. so fun la.. i can help u make.. if u want!!!!!!!!
Aiya everyday help me make my hair ba. Then go sch everyday fashion show la. Pay money? U think i rich ar? I got go prom la. Quite okie la have fun taking a lot of photos and stuffs lo. Din really do anything else la. Yup.
Yeah.. Finally it is gonna be the weekend tml. Can't wait.
Sch is really tiring me out physically, psychologically and emotionally.
It is so draining on the spirit, on everything. Blahz. Why on earth did i volunteer for this?
Makes me wonder why education is considered a merit good. It brings so much harmful effects to us!
No wonder it is being underconsumed and underproduced. xp
This computer room makes me real tired!
Not enough slp the previous night.
Juz cant get into deep slp.
And my eyes are red.
Bye.
Sch is really tiring me out physically, psychologically and emotionally.
It is so draining on the spirit, on everything. Blahz. Why on earth did i volunteer for this?
Makes me wonder why education is considered a merit good. It brings so much harmful effects to us!
No wonder it is being underconsumed and underproduced. xp
This computer room makes me real tired!
Not enough slp the previous night.
Juz cant get into deep slp.
And my eyes are red.
Bye.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Great! I'm depressed. lolz.
Cheer up!
=)
-loves-
The open house proposal is handed up. Lets breathe a sigh of relief. "Whew!"
U don't noe how glad i am manz...
One thing off my mind.
Today din go for squash recrea training to help cause for one i din feel like exerting myself today. Super tired lo. Even now my vision is a little blurred. Stayed in the library to do math instead. Sad to say i gave up halfway when i met up wif this idoitic question which refuses to reveal its ans. Got no patience la. Short fuse. Sorrie tab and hong for not playing today. Pulled my muscle la..
I think the recrea ppl should be glad i din go since i feed them such horrible balls. >.< Hahaz.. Doubt they even missed me anyway. xp
-loves-
Tml got no econs test. I tell u ar. I super duper glad. Ya cause i have yet to study but that's beside the point la. I juz don wanna do any test. YAY! Tml after econs lect i got a free period. =)
Can rest and mug. After sch got extra lesson of gp watching the movie "Singapore ga ga" supposed to be good but that also means that i would be missing training. Nvm la. Since del wanna go down after my gp and after his chem makeup lect to watch them play, it should be quite alright. Now they have since cut our training le. Did badly la for midyrs. Cut to once a week. How can we progress in juz one training a week?! urgh! I so wanna play..
I need a math tutor la. Vectors is so beyond me. I don understand a thing at all la! Maybe i shall juz go ask for consultations. =) But i'm lazy la... Got one more geog proj to do and this time not only will it be graded we would also have another test where we are supposed to make use of the information gathered to write a 25m essay. That means the proj is doubly graded! Must do it well.. If not... CA grade will suffer and i already did so badly for midyrs.
Chem trail SPA was not too bad. Managed to finish it within the allocated time. =)
That's all for studies.
-love-
Oh yeah. I forgot to mention this!! That day sat, 30th july i went to esplanard to watch the 50th anniversary concert!! Not too bad leh. Impressive. The vocals were powerful and the performance by the sch was not too bad. Can see that lots of effort was put in especially for this concert. One thing that i din really like was the whole atmosphere. It was not as GRAND as i thought it would be. It kinda felt like a recital in a sch hall.
Ooh!! But i saw the guitar performance. Not bad eh juniors! =) Interesting colour chosen for the clothes though. Xp Yeah i noe it is not ur fault, not ur fashion sense. We can only blame her huh? Come on lets point fingers and make her responsible as always. Hahaz.. But it is her fault!! Have yet to find someone else with as bad a fashion sense as her u noe. Hard to rival la considering the number of years of "expertise" that she has. LOL!
I enjoyed myself that night though, had a gals' night out. =) Saw so many other ppl too. Hahaz.. Gathering of people that AHS has taught over the years. 50 yrs is not something to scoff at leh. Legency. Yeah. Considering my batch, we would have left our footprint. Totally love it. =) Yay!
-loves-
never expect anything because the consequence of him not meeting the expectations would only be pure disappointment, inflicted upon by yourself on yourself.
Cheer up!
=)
-loves-
The open house proposal is handed up. Lets breathe a sigh of relief. "Whew!"
U don't noe how glad i am manz...
One thing off my mind.
Today din go for squash recrea training to help cause for one i din feel like exerting myself today. Super tired lo. Even now my vision is a little blurred. Stayed in the library to do math instead. Sad to say i gave up halfway when i met up wif this idoitic question which refuses to reveal its ans. Got no patience la. Short fuse. Sorrie tab and hong for not playing today. Pulled my muscle la..
I think the recrea ppl should be glad i din go since i feed them such horrible balls. >.< Hahaz.. Doubt they even missed me anyway. xp
-loves-
Tml got no econs test. I tell u ar. I super duper glad. Ya cause i have yet to study but that's beside the point la. I juz don wanna do any test. YAY! Tml after econs lect i got a free period. =)
Can rest and mug. After sch got extra lesson of gp watching the movie "Singapore ga ga" supposed to be good but that also means that i would be missing training. Nvm la. Since del wanna go down after my gp and after his chem makeup lect to watch them play, it should be quite alright. Now they have since cut our training le. Did badly la for midyrs. Cut to once a week. How can we progress in juz one training a week?! urgh! I so wanna play..
I need a math tutor la. Vectors is so beyond me. I don understand a thing at all la! Maybe i shall juz go ask for consultations. =) But i'm lazy la... Got one more geog proj to do and this time not only will it be graded we would also have another test where we are supposed to make use of the information gathered to write a 25m essay. That means the proj is doubly graded! Must do it well.. If not... CA grade will suffer and i already did so badly for midyrs.
Chem trail SPA was not too bad. Managed to finish it within the allocated time. =)
That's all for studies.
-love-
Oh yeah. I forgot to mention this!! That day sat, 30th july i went to esplanard to watch the 50th anniversary concert!! Not too bad leh. Impressive. The vocals were powerful and the performance by the sch was not too bad. Can see that lots of effort was put in especially for this concert. One thing that i din really like was the whole atmosphere. It was not as GRAND as i thought it would be. It kinda felt like a recital in a sch hall.
Ooh!! But i saw the guitar performance. Not bad eh juniors! =) Interesting colour chosen for the clothes though. Xp Yeah i noe it is not ur fault, not ur fashion sense. We can only blame her huh? Come on lets point fingers and make her responsible as always. Hahaz.. But it is her fault!! Have yet to find someone else with as bad a fashion sense as her u noe. Hard to rival la considering the number of years of "expertise" that she has. LOL!
I enjoyed myself that night though, had a gals' night out. =) Saw so many other ppl too. Hahaz.. Gathering of people that AHS has taught over the years. 50 yrs is not something to scoff at leh. Legency. Yeah. Considering my batch, we would have left our footprint. Totally love it. =) Yay!
-loves-
never expect anything because the consequence of him not meeting the expectations would only be pure disappointment, inflicted upon by yourself on yourself.
