Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Tired.. IHG today and i was OIC tell u ar.. Damn irritating job to mark the matches leh... Muz be very alert as well as be very good at changing numbers around in ur head.
I miss the computer man.. 2 days din use liao le cause i was rushing tutorials and assignments. Even now i'm not supposed to be here cause i still got quite abit of things to do. But it has been well, 2 days at least since i last blogged. And since i like expressing myself in words and in a weird way, i NEED to express myself here with words, therefore i have to blog. Hope blogger does not do anything funnie and not post this post if not i'll be vv irritated. I already am.
Yeah.. BAd day today la. Realisation of quite a bit of things.. Firstly i'm irritated. Then i'm worried. Then i'm puzzled. All about the same person la actualli. I donno if u all mind me saying things here but u can always ask me to take down posts if u are unhappy about the content. I don mind. Actually it should be rephrased and become "I don really mind".
Things are not going on as normal as i thought they would. I think i should have been smart and expected that people will change especially when faced with such situations but i din expect the change to be so drastic. Nope, not that i'm being overly sensitive or something, i noe that i'm not cause i'm not the only one feeling this way. Yup. The change that we feel in u is so significant it is hard to miss.. It is kinda sad we miss the person that u were before all that happened happened. Hmm.. I don exactly noe wad's bothering u or whether there is in fact anything wrong because our communication has all but become extinct. I'm not complaining. I won't complain. It is juz so different and it is starting to bother us.
It is impossible now if u ask me, whether we can be as close as we were already. I hardly know u anymore. The person that i see nowadays have juz so totally changed and become so distant that i feel as though u are a stranger. Not the first time i'm saying this but now, i really do feel that distance. Ur actions, ur words, they juz change. No longer do i feel comfortable calling u for no apparent reason juz to talk to u. There's juz nothing more to talk about.
Probably, u don even see the change in urself. But the ones around u can.. Yup. I'm worried for u.. Maybe u won even noe..
I miss the computer man.. 2 days din use liao le cause i was rushing tutorials and assignments. Even now i'm not supposed to be here cause i still got quite abit of things to do. But it has been well, 2 days at least since i last blogged. And since i like expressing myself in words and in a weird way, i NEED to express myself here with words, therefore i have to blog. Hope blogger does not do anything funnie and not post this post if not i'll be vv irritated. I already am.
Yeah.. BAd day today la. Realisation of quite a bit of things.. Firstly i'm irritated. Then i'm worried. Then i'm puzzled. All about the same person la actualli. I donno if u all mind me saying things here but u can always ask me to take down posts if u are unhappy about the content. I don mind. Actually it should be rephrased and become "I don really mind".
Things are not going on as normal as i thought they would. I think i should have been smart and expected that people will change especially when faced with such situations but i din expect the change to be so drastic. Nope, not that i'm being overly sensitive or something, i noe that i'm not cause i'm not the only one feeling this way. Yup. The change that we feel in u is so significant it is hard to miss.. It is kinda sad we miss the person that u were before all that happened happened. Hmm.. I don exactly noe wad's bothering u or whether there is in fact anything wrong because our communication has all but become extinct. I'm not complaining. I won't complain. It is juz so different and it is starting to bother us.
It is impossible now if u ask me, whether we can be as close as we were already. I hardly know u anymore. The person that i see nowadays have juz so totally changed and become so distant that i feel as though u are a stranger. Not the first time i'm saying this but now, i really do feel that distance. Ur actions, ur words, they juz change. No longer do i feel comfortable calling u for no apparent reason juz to talk to u. There's juz nothing more to talk about.
Probably, u don even see the change in urself. But the ones around u can.. Yup. I'm worried for u.. Maybe u won even noe..
