What a thought provoking weekend it was for me. Hmm.. Kinda enjoyed myself considering the amount of work that i did(or tried to do..) I managed to do tutorials and understand some of the chim chim concepts behind all those weird chem laws and theories as well as the stupid vectors. Hahaz.. Nah i din do well for my vectors test but, alot better than expected. YEAH! Hahaz... Can't believe that i'm actually celebrating such a pathetic "achievement". *rolls eyes..
Rights. So what's so thought provoking about this whole weekend??
Sat was a CIP and study day...
Sun was a do project and friends bonding day.
On sat, after spending like so much time with the kids, i realise that it is not difficult for me to put myself into an unfamiliar environment and make me speak. I somehow managed to do it, though i doubt i did an excellent job out of it. But i felt that i did do a commendable job. =) I realised that not too much effort is needed to make a success out of something as long as the amount of work that u put in is of high quality. It doesnt take a lot. Heex. To make them happy and have fun.
Then it was the studying part. Had so much fun being with them. I thought long and hard about why. And i realised that it is the same issue about TRUST all over again. It may be made up of only 5 letters but it means so so so much more than that. Trust is something that's earned through continuous support and of course continuous care and love. Friends remain as good friends because of this strong sense of trust. Only with this element are you able to confide in one about your problems, your thoughts, your emotions without being superficial in anyway. Only in this way could they get to know the real you, get to understand a person more. Trust for me, is to a large extent easily earned but it is hard to maintain that trust. Any betrayal is taken seriously because the hurt it inflicts on me is of such large magnitude i'll crumble into a heap and cry. LOL! Yeah that's being a little emotional and being super sensitive but it is the look i have on things as it is. Yup. If you know me abit better you would know that i will open up to you if i click with you... To lose my trust, it is hard to get it back. Betrayal of feelings is not well bourned by me. Trust, faith. Don't they come hand in hand? Oh ya.. Communication and of course a TWO-WAY one is essential!!! "Share the pain and it is lessened, share the joy and it is multiplied". My mentality. =)
Sun.. =)
Was in bedok area.. First time since like almost 2 months or something that i din do wad i normally do when i'm in the area. Few bus stops away but i felt that it was juz... i donno...
Anyway... Went to do geog proj at sam's house... Such a nice gathering in the end. =)
I shall talk about dinner since i like it so much! Such a nice and cosy affair. =)) Bought 2 packets of noodles from the foodstall across the road for the stomaches of 4 ppl. Hahaz.. We snacked too much to have proper servings so that was how we comprimised. After the dinner, we opened a can of longans. (I bought it!!) And we had dessert, having loads of fun trying to operate a weird and alien looking can opener!! Tried to add ribena into the longans too.. Hahaz.. GJ commented that it looked like blood. But then, who really cares? Since we do know what went into the dish. Heex. So fun so fun!! Did proj the whole day though... Din get to do much work because of that in the end..
So... conclusion of the day was that simple things in life can satisfy a person, especially time spent with friends.. Never neglect any of your friends because you are only sacrificing the joy and laughter that they would bring you, ENDLESSLY!!
i'm gonna upload my wallpaper here. It is nice!! Random photos picked out. =))
HAiz.. it is taking such a LONG TIME. maybe some other time ba. =)