Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Today marks the start of exams. The big As. Well 2 years just for these 17 days that would probably change my life forever. Make or break. That's it.
GP first paper. Thank goodness it was GP and not umz.. chem or something. At least it was a subject that i have some level of confidence in. To start well is half the battle won as i would like to believe. =) It was not an easy paper i would have to say. Lets just hope i did decent! =) And i have faith. Yup.
Next paper-Math paper 1.
Getting there. Seeing the light. =)
Just 16 days more from here. 8 more papers to go. I can do it!
-loves-
Quite upset to hear the news.
I guess i never did quite understand the possibility of it.
Had always thought you would emerge victorious.
Haha. what a play on words.
If this means that you would be back soon, i'd rather you passed and stayed on.
Hmm.. sometimes life is just not within our control.
And it is cruel just like what i told you.
Lets move on from here.
=)
-"smiles" just like what you said.-
GP first paper. Thank goodness it was GP and not umz.. chem or something. At least it was a subject that i have some level of confidence in. To start well is half the battle won as i would like to believe. =) It was not an easy paper i would have to say. Lets just hope i did decent! =) And i have faith. Yup.
Next paper-Math paper 1.
Getting there. Seeing the light. =)
Just 16 days more from here. 8 more papers to go. I can do it!
-loves-
Quite upset to hear the news.
I guess i never did quite understand the possibility of it.
Had always thought you would emerge victorious.
Haha. what a play on words.
If this means that you would be back soon, i'd rather you passed and stayed on.
Hmm.. sometimes life is just not within our control.
And it is cruel just like what i told you.
Lets move on from here.
=)
-"smiles" just like what you said.-
Friday, October 26, 2007
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Yes. Nothing cool about the thing above so you say? WRONG.
See it turn both anticlockwise and clockwise. GO on try it. Lets see if it takes u as long.
I can see it both ways!!! =)
No trick. Just ur brain.
Oh and if u see it clockwise supposedly u use more of ur right brain. =)
Friday, October 19, 2007
Blogger makes my com lag. I wonder why. And a few days back it was unavailable when i wanted to post something. What is happening?
Taking some time off and enjoying the joy of THIS album...
Yup corrinne may's beautiful seed. Just got it out of singwei's collection. =)
And another one from Yung's collection.
THIS!
=) No need for words. After all its a secret.
Went back to AHS today. Hostel. Miss the place. Yet something is different. The different phrases of my life. Different agenda, different company, different feelings. Memories are there to be remembered. Some in some small deep recesses of the mind, bringing a silver of smile or heartache. I may smile and joke about things now but that does not mean that i have forgotten or not hoped that somehow things might have turned out another way. Hmm... sometime ago. Seems long ago and also like yesterday. -and yet all you had to say about the situation as far as i can remember was "sorry"-
Its hard. To keep people close and involved. Tired of reaching out. Tired of waiting for what seems to be nothing but a disappointment. -even as your familiar face stares back at me blankly- Tired of giving space. Tired of giving so much and receiving so little. Energy comes from within. From the heart. And the thing i hate about it is that i do not want to end up doing or saying anything half-heartedly... -i love you-
"let me love you for permission needs to be sought"
Taking some time off and enjoying the joy of THIS album...
Yup corrinne may's beautiful seed. Just got it out of singwei's collection. =)
And another one from Yung's collection.
THIS!
=) No need for words. After all its a secret.
Went back to AHS today. Hostel. Miss the place. Yet something is different. The different phrases of my life. Different agenda, different company, different feelings. Memories are there to be remembered. Some in some small deep recesses of the mind, bringing a silver of smile or heartache. I may smile and joke about things now but that does not mean that i have forgotten or not hoped that somehow things might have turned out another way. Hmm... sometime ago. Seems long ago and also like yesterday. -and yet all you had to say about the situation as far as i can remember was "sorry"-
Its hard. To keep people close and involved. Tired of reaching out. Tired of waiting for what seems to be nothing but a disappointment. -even as your familiar face stares back at me blankly- Tired of giving space. Tired of giving so much and receiving so little. Energy comes from within. From the heart. And the thing i hate about it is that i do not want to end up doing or saying anything half-heartedly... -i love you-
"let me love you for permission needs to be sought"
Monday, October 15, 2007
EXAMS are so so so coming. Just checked out my timetable for the As yesterday and i realised that i have strings of exams. With a long long break in between my papers. Haha i can't help but wish that instead of having 2 strings of exams i rather have a break in between each paper, maybe a day? Too bad i can't choose. If i could i would NEVER attempt to short circuit my brain by making myself take both the physical paper for geog and chem paper 3 together on one day!!! I think that is gonna be the worst day yet. And i got a feeling that the day preceding that is my math paper. Whoo!!! Talk about great timing.
Recently i have been having a short fuse. Easily irritable. I can't seem to take teasing that well anymore. I can't seem to be as light hearted. Urgh now u can see the monster that exams have morphed me into. Add boring as a personality and u have got a pretty good idea of what i have become. Haha!! Nonsense.
Am i really upset that my journey in MJ is really ending? Does it really matter to me that soon it would be my last day wearing the light blue coloured uniform? I seem to have conflicting feelings. I stepped into MJ wishing that the 2 yrs would fly by because i did not exactly belong in there. I can't explain it. The feeling of belonging is not as strong as i felt for... well AHS? My loyalty kinda lay somewhere else. But i cannot deny the amount of things that MJ has given me. Lots of opportunities to lead to serve and to learn. These 2 yrs are the most fulfilling years thus far. The amount of things learnt is just overwhelming. That is needless to say. So for that i really am grateful to MJ. Just a thought... and i don't seem to go anywhere with it. lol
Alright time to hit the books. My fingers have got the exercise that they wanted and my brain is working once again. Really hope i will start to slp better. Sick of long sleepless nights... It is not helping me study well.
My thoughts keep going back to you. HAHAHA!!! bad girl bad girl... but i'll just live with it. xp
Recently i have been having a short fuse. Easily irritable. I can't seem to take teasing that well anymore. I can't seem to be as light hearted. Urgh now u can see the monster that exams have morphed me into. Add boring as a personality and u have got a pretty good idea of what i have become. Haha!! Nonsense.
Am i really upset that my journey in MJ is really ending? Does it really matter to me that soon it would be my last day wearing the light blue coloured uniform? I seem to have conflicting feelings. I stepped into MJ wishing that the 2 yrs would fly by because i did not exactly belong in there. I can't explain it. The feeling of belonging is not as strong as i felt for... well AHS? My loyalty kinda lay somewhere else. But i cannot deny the amount of things that MJ has given me. Lots of opportunities to lead to serve and to learn. These 2 yrs are the most fulfilling years thus far. The amount of things learnt is just overwhelming. That is needless to say. So for that i really am grateful to MJ. Just a thought... and i don't seem to go anywhere with it. lol
Alright time to hit the books. My fingers have got the exercise that they wanted and my brain is working once again. Really hope i will start to slp better. Sick of long sleepless nights... It is not helping me study well.
My thoughts keep going back to you. HAHAHA!!! bad girl bad girl... but i'll just live with it. xp
Friday, October 12, 2007
I have graduated. SO FAST!! just 2 years of my life flashing by before me. It seems like only yesterday when i put on the light blue uniform and look over myself carefully in the mirror on my first day of school. now? I have graduated. WOW!
no doubt time flies.. cherish it.
And i miss you so much u don't know.
no doubt time flies.. cherish it.
And i miss you so much u don't know.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Retreating into my comfort zone as only i know how. =(
This is so not turning out to be a good day.
Can't study and got so fed up so i came home to hide. Yes running away again. For a while at least. I scared myself just now. Images just passed the reflection caught my eye. I looked like a zombie. Seriously. I have never been this way.
Pls let it be over soon. real soon.
This is so not turning out to be a good day.
Can't study and got so fed up so i came home to hide. Yes running away again. For a while at least. I scared myself just now. Images just passed the reflection caught my eye. I looked like a zombie. Seriously. I have never been this way.
Pls let it be over soon. real soon.
I thought this was funny...
-yi* says:
okie la abit vain also but HEY
-yi* says:
i'm a girl
-yi* says:
its legal and allowed!
Its like watching a rerun of legally blond or something. Laughable. I can't believe i said it when i did!
okie time now 1215. 15 more mins~
Are my dreams made out of sand? The pretty sandcastles? Cause i fear the approaching tide.
jacob! says:
vain pot-yi* says:
okie la abit vain also but HEY
-yi* says:
i'm a girl
-yi* says:
its legal and allowed!
Its like watching a rerun of legally blond or something. Laughable. I can't believe i said it when i did!
okie time now 1215. 15 more mins~
Are my dreams made out of sand? The pretty sandcastles? Cause i fear the approaching tide.
Saturday, October 06, 2007
freaking and pissed!!!!! Have i really got what it takes? Sometimes i'm just not sure. And now is one of those times.
What's the point of thinking you know all there is to know about something to have a question directed at you to throw you completely off the track? What's the point? And yet i know i cannot give up. Not when i have so much at stake.
People under stress behave differently. For me its true. Its just this period of time when i feel drawn-out, not sociable and quite unlike myself. i look like a ghost too the last time someone commented. Many in fact did. I guess i should grow out my hair then audition somewhere for the part of a Pontianak. Convincing high pitched scream should complete the whole works with a white gown. Oh yes idea ain't it? Is there a demand nowadays? Maybe they'll need me more in japan.
What's happening soon.
Today was open house-missed it
8th-wenxiang's flight to auzzie
10th-farewell assembly last day of sch
30th-gp paper OFFICIAL start of As
31st-limian's turn to go auzzie
exams all the way...
16th nov- FREEDOM.-i'll be waiting.
okie bye
What's the point of thinking you know all there is to know about something to have a question directed at you to throw you completely off the track? What's the point? And yet i know i cannot give up. Not when i have so much at stake.
People under stress behave differently. For me its true. Its just this period of time when i feel drawn-out, not sociable and quite unlike myself. i look like a ghost too the last time someone commented. Many in fact did. I guess i should grow out my hair then audition somewhere for the part of a Pontianak. Convincing high pitched scream should complete the whole works with a white gown. Oh yes idea ain't it? Is there a demand nowadays? Maybe they'll need me more in japan.
What's happening soon.
Today was open house-missed it
8th-wenxiang's flight to auzzie
10th-farewell assembly last day of sch
30th-gp paper OFFICIAL start of As
31st-limian's turn to go auzzie
exams all the way...
16th nov- FREEDOM.-i'll be waiting.
okie bye
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
