freaking and pissed!!!!! Have i really got what it takes? Sometimes i'm just not sure. And now is one of those times.

What's the point of thinking you know all there is to know about something to have a question directed at you to throw you completely off the track? What's the point? And yet i know i cannot give up. Not when i have so much at stake.

People under stress behave differently. For me its true. Its just this period of time when i feel drawn-out, not sociable and quite unlike myself. i look like a ghost too the last time someone commented. Many in fact did. I guess i should grow out my hair then audition somewhere for the part of a Pontianak. Convincing high pitched scream should complete the whole works with a white gown. Oh yes idea ain't it? Is there a demand nowadays? Maybe they'll need me more in japan.

What's happening soon.
Today was open house-missed it
8th-wenxiang's flight to auzzie
10th-farewell assembly last day of sch
30th-gp paper OFFICIAL start of As
31st-limian's turn to go auzzie
exams all the way...
16th nov- FREEDOM.-i'll be waiting.

okie bye  ¶ 12:38 AM