EXAMS are so so so coming. Just checked out my timetable for the As yesterday and i realised that i have strings of exams. With a long long break in between my papers. Haha i can't help but wish that instead of having 2 strings of exams i rather have a break in between each paper, maybe a day? Too bad i can't choose. If i could i would NEVER attempt to short circuit my brain by making myself take both the physical paper for geog and chem paper 3 together on one day!!! I think that is gonna be the worst day yet. And i got a feeling that the day preceding that is my math paper. Whoo!!! Talk about great timing.

Recently i have been having a short fuse. Easily irritable. I can't seem to take teasing that well anymore. I can't seem to be as light hearted. Urgh now u can see the monster that exams have morphed me into. Add boring as a personality and u have got a pretty good idea of what i have become. Haha!! Nonsense.

Am i really upset that my journey in MJ is really ending? Does it really matter to me that soon it would be my last day wearing the light blue coloured uniform? I seem to have conflicting feelings. I stepped into MJ wishing that the 2 yrs would fly by because i did not exactly belong in there. I can't explain it. The feeling of belonging is not as strong as i felt for... well AHS? My loyalty kinda lay somewhere else. But i cannot deny the amount of things that MJ has given me. Lots of opportunities to lead to serve and to learn. These 2 yrs are the most fulfilling years thus far. The amount of things learnt is just overwhelming. That is needless to say. So for that i really am grateful to MJ. Just a thought... and i don't seem to go anywhere with it. lol

Alright time to hit the books. My fingers have got the exercise that they wanted and my brain is working once again. Really hope i will start to slp better. Sick of long sleepless nights... It is not helping me study well.

My thoughts keep going back to you. HAHAHA!!! bad girl bad girl... but i'll just live with it. xp  ¶ 1:07 PM