Teachers' day was LOVE.
I had a great day and the teachers love our presents for them.
And just look at that pretty pretty cupcake there.
=)
And yes the darlings...
Ending off with a footNOTE. Haha! ( I ate the cupcake with the star. Only star! xp)
WHEE!
Crap i just have to rant.
Today is such a horrible day in fact i shall call it one BH day. So many things happened.
Firstly the library ppl were so inconsiderate. Fancy playing music with their phones in the LIBRARY. Goodness. No sense of self or something? I was pissed, trying to study. Doesn't help that i'm really trying to make sense of all that organic structures i still have to put up with you. Too bad for you that i shot you all a couple of dagger stares. Was almost tempted to lean over and ask you all to shut up. Instead i tried to remain calm. Then that's not all. Over the music, there was a couple fight. Gosh! Same bunch of people. Tolerance people. That's the key. And coupled with that, an mp3 and soothing songs. It helps- to a certain extent.
Then i almost lost my wallet. Almost because i found it when i went back to look for it. I'm glad. The wallet itself and its contents. Mean so much to me. Luckily.Thanks to whoever returned it. =) The harried look i had when i rushed off the bus to go back and look for it. All the passengers must have been shocked when i asked the bus driver to let me off the bus. Whew. It ain't a good experience. I missed a number of buses because of that too. And made my dad wait for nothing. Oh man.
Then something else happened and i spent time worrying.
Then esther msg me out of the blue. Shocked. Oh well. AC finish their prelims already. So fast. I got nothing much to say...
Thank goodness the day ended.
Thought of the day: "Sometimes its not what you take away but what you give that gives life its meaning."
I am bored. First time doing this. A survey.
001. name : Joyce
002. nickname: Yi to my close friends
003. single or taken : Single =)
004. zodiac sign : Leo
005. male or female: female
006. elementary : PRPS
007. high : AHS
008. college : MJC
009. eye color : Dark brown or black.
010. hair color : Dark Brown.
011. long or short hair: Long
012. shoe size : 7?
013. asthma? : Nope
014. are you health freak : not really
015. height : 162cm
016. do you have a crush on someone: maybe?
017. do you like yourself : yup!
018. piercings : ears
019. tattoos : none
020. righty or lefty: Righty
022. first surgery : no?
023. first piercing : 1st ear piercing
024. first best friend : pamela and huizhi
025. first movie : i don't remember..
026. first sport you joined : Swimming i think competitive is SQUASH!
027. first pet : hmm... fishes from funfair?
028. first vacation : Bangkok, Chiang Mai
029. first concert : probably something music related like band choir or guitar
030. first crush : =)
049. eating : food. edible food. cooked edible food....
050. drinking : H2O
052. i am : missing someone
053. listening to : a thousand miles- vanessa
055. waiting for : Enlightenment
057. wearing : T shirt.Shorts.
YOUR FUTURE :
058. want kids? : YUP
059. want to get married? : Hi Mr Right.
060. careers in mind? : Physiotherapist?
068. lips or eyes: Eyes
069. hugs or kisses : Both! Hugs more. =)
070. clever or stupid : clever in some stupid in others.
072. romantic or spontaneous : Depends. xp
073. stomach or arms : ehh?
074. sensitive or loud : sensitive
075. hook-up or relationship: relationship.
HAVE YOU EVER :
078. kissed a stranger : Nope.
080. lost glasses/contacts : YES! In London. Of all places.
081. ran away from home : Nope.
082. fractured any bones : Nope. Must be awfully painful.
084. broken someone's heart : Hmm.. maybe.
085. been arrested : Nope.
086. turned someone down : Favour? Yup.
087. cried when someone died : i was too young.
088. liked a friend : That's how it starts ya?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. yourself : Yeah.
090. miracles : Yup. Love is a miracle.
091. love at first sight : infatuation maybe. xp
092. heaven : As a beautiful place.
093. santa claus : Once upon a time.
094. fairies : naivety.
095. kissing on the first date : Nope.
096. angels : YUP! My angel will always be my angel. =)
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now? : Yes.
098. Is Superman really better than Batman? : Does it matter? The showing underwear part? Urgh.
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the sametime? : That's evil.
5 ppl to tag:
Whoever. It doesn't matter.
I thought about it.
There's no going back only moving forward.
The goal. The light at the end of the dark long tunnel. The outstretched hand proffering a warm embrace.
The uncertainty scares me. Alot.
But all that matters now is that we care and that we are happy though stressed.
Makes no sense? Maybe it wasn't meant for you.
A simple msg from me to me.
I can't let go now. Not when there's so much at stake... Just too much. More than you can imagine.
(i shall start to blog in full. With no sms language or minimal at least. To train.)
I'm so sorry for all who have real bad internet connection who is currently waiting like mad for this page to be uploaded. Just too many many photos in my possession already and there's this huge urge to share all those wonderful memories and fun times with everyone. Afterall such good things are meant to be shared!! xp
Truckloads and truckloads of photos... =) 22 here!!
The journey starts here!!
This is the group of ppl that went for the ikea trip to buy the materials. Look an umbrella!! I must be turning into some taitai. LOL! kidding! we look kinda retarded. xp
First things first. Our stomachs were growling and since none of the halal trinity were present we had a feast at ikea. Say cheese!
Oh man would you just look at that!!! The numbers game. Whoever guessed the number had to eat that! Nah not only that but after each round, something else is added to that disgusting looking mixture. You don't want to know what's in there. I guess you would freak out. LOL!
I thought i would be spared but apparently not. The last one round "winner" just had to be me!!! Ew!
A layer in practice and a client. Cool no? I can't imagine what and why am i suing anyone!! Any guesses?
Don't peek!! They are doing something that is really intimate!! Lol! Nonsense la these girls. One's having constipation another is jumping out of the bathtub and yet another squeezing her non-existent pimple.
Now ALL of us in the shower together. Look wanying's laughing so hard at the absurdness of it all that she blocked me!! Oh well. Haha!! Its not everyday that anyone sees me or US in the bathtub. xp
Mirror mirror on the wall. Shocking to see us all! Picture 1 in mirror. Take 1.
Picture in another mirror. Take 2.
What a desirable walk-in wardrobe! =D
Just a sofa and we had to take a picture there. HAHA!
Cheers! Psst. Ying xieng was going gymnastics! Observe carefully. Heez.
END of ikea trip.Earlier that day.. Photo-taking session.READY and LIFTOFF. OOF! Too heavy...
Ahaa.. There you go!! The "jump jump" picture as mary calls it. Quite a success don't you think?
Geog tut in geog room. See ms sim is in the pic!! I bet she climbed on the table just like us! LOL! She's on the phone ordering pizza for us all. =) Treat!
The visualizer. And the random class who all crowd over to one side of the room to take this pic. Heez. I had to keep adjusting cause being in the front row meant that your face became super BIG. xp
Now off the visualizer and in the normal view. See the migration from being rather evenly distributed across the room to polarisation at one growth pole? xp. Geog...
There! Azy!! And the big bottle of green tea that came with the pizza. Mmmm...
Another chapter passed. Now this!!! I love it. Effort of the class. =) Done today.Remember the ikea trip? This is what a normal frame has been transformed into. Full of vibrancy of the class. Spells our character!! For Ms Sim. <3
The smaller frames for our subject tutors. So personalised ya? Sure the teachers will like it. =)
For ms yong our adopted CT. This is BEFORE....
AFTER!!! Look at the drastic transformation. I was part of it. =) I can't stop staring at it. Really... So pretty.
One last picture... =)
-06S501-
Whew. I'm glad i went today. To my grandma's house where the warmth and love filled my heart. =) It has been a long time since we last had such a gathering.
A long time since i played my heart out with the 3 young little girl cousins of mine!! A bunch of horrendously noisy kids!! But what matters is that i hold this special place in their hearts. Their unofficial playmate. xp
I always had a favourite. The eldest. Everyone knows. Haha! My little "snake meimei" and i am known as the "snake jiejie". Haha.. That little darling. I love being in her embrace and receive her kisses. The only one who kisses me right on the mouth. Xp The nonsense that i do with her. I love her and of course her sisters! Just abit extra just for her. She cheered me up. Though i had not seen her for a long long time, she came looking for me when i went to the room to msg and the whole entire time i was there at my grandma's house, she was with me.
On the sofa, she insisted on sitting on my lap resting her head on my shoulder with my arms around her. Sweetness. Snug in my embrace she looked like an angel. Haha. Just don't base it on her looks. Fiery one indeed.
nothing seems to be going right these few days. this week actually.
i am so confused, =( by EVERYTHING. my whole life seems to be in a mess and the only constant is the feeling of apprehensiveness. just what is happening? why am i going into that sensitive mood again? is it the stress? i hate it. can i be free from it? what a nonsense question. a rhetorical question indeed.
wishful thinking. beautiful colored dreams. pretty rainbows. BOOM. welcome back to reality. it is harsh.
the msg. hurts me. i know now that nothing might ever be. i hope no one saw me cry. foolishness.
if things were to go that way. this is going to be the most lonely and long and cruel 3 months. i fear uncertainty and it seems as though i have ran headfirst into it. what are the days going to be like from now on? it hurts and that's the truth.
I'm so lucky to have so much love in my life!!! I love 06S501 to bits!!!
Those of you who have a mixed class in JC are just so deprived. It is super fun!!! A small and all girls class is the best mix u can ever have. =) Think about it that way, we still get the company of guys and all but there's just so much more fun and retarded things that a whole bunch of gals can do!!! It has no limit! The stupid and otherwise sensitive in a mixed class jokes and stuffs. The class is just love. =)
The great 2 years. I love how we care for each other and how we are just one united group of people that would miss each other should anyone be missing from the class. It might just be a little weird that we say hi and bye like every single time we go to different places like the canteen or for our diff H1 lessons when we know we would just see each other the very next lesson or later on in the day! And the hugs and smiles and love. Gosh!!! We are such a dynamic class. =)
I grew with the class i learned with the class i became who i am today partly because of them. Who would ever thought that i could be so girly and camera whore like nobody's business? Its all due to them. I learnt lots of patience and to love and care for each other. It really feels like a family to me. I have become a better person who dares to speak up. I do not worry about being judged because i know they accept me for who i am. Compliments and comments just flow out. What's with superficiality? It doesn't exist in the vocabulary of 06S501. We are so protective of each other it is cute!
U all deprived people would never understand. The love the friendship the craziness the happiness the unitedness. It only takes one "hey listen up" and everyone would be sure to listen with attention. No questions asked. We take care of each other basically. =)
A great day for photo-taking with the jumps. The character of the class is just so intoxicating! Though there are individual cliques we will always be one whole-06S501. Together with our dedicated teachers who constantly believe in us and encourage us. 06S501 is a success story waiting to be shared with the whole world!
-The way we run when a photo is about to be taken, as a whole class-
loves. <3.
Count it!! All 15 of us. Yayness!! =)
Its back to grinding my nose.
All that fun can only last for so long. There are more important things to do and i have to LEARN to prioritize. I really got to. Though improvements are being made. Something inside me is telling me that it is not good enough and i can do loads better. I know i can so that won't be a problem being strong in willpower is the important thing.
Anyway i think i'm starting to behave like a retarded person. Haha.. Only i know what that means. So i better do something about it. =)
I got my belated birthday prezzie from tab today!!! OMG i love it so la. So cute and full of sincerity cause it is handmade. So sweet of you!! I got photos. Shall upload it next time. laziness. xp
And today i used google to look for something. I found it. And surprisingly, LISABELLE linked me. Haha... I din expect that. Really. Now i think i'm feeling somewhat nostalgic cause i'm missing them all. Not in a bad way. But haiz all the same.
Blahz. Not in that great a mood. =(
Bye then.
An extraordinary day?? Lol! Ya in some sense. =)
PS. Her: Stripped top jeans heels. Him: white top jeans sneakers.
Cathay. First time there for me. Gosh! I din even know that place existed!! Watched "Secret". That jay chou movie. Sweet. I think someone cried. Had the row to ourselves. So touching and smiles. I almost got careless and left my phone there at the couple seat! Urgh! Thank goodness i didn't. Jay is great at playing the piano. Interesting movie. =) Makes you think. It was freaking cold in the cinema that even he was cold. Heez my teeth were even chattering! There.. the leads...
Lunch at subway. =) Messy messy affair.
Walked to bugis after that in heels! I felt so sua ku cause all the places that he brought me to i had no idea that they existed!!! I just keep going "huh". LOL!! And prob is it is bugis!!! Oh man i don't know singapore as well as i thought i did. And i saw zhuang mi xue. That mediacorp artiste. Sports car lehh! Cool. =) I enjoyed the walk cause of a great many things but shh... =) I learn a great many things about singapore today =)
I enjoyed myself. I really did. =) Abit shy but yeah. HAHAH!! He owes me a nice photo of us. Blehs.
Its a secret.. between you and me.
Pam is so sweet!! There pam!! =) Enjoyed the time spent together. No doubt as to why u are my bestest buddy lasting so long!! 8 years is not a short time and yet we are still going strong. =) Thanks gal. Love ya lots! The photo is damn sweet. Till we are gray and old eh. Heez.
I shall wait for the photo from you soon. haha.
Alright i'm tired. GOOD NITE.
THANKS to ALL who wished me via all sorts of ways. I shan't try to name cause i'm sure i would forget some. xp. such poor memory.
But really thanks. U all contributed to me having such a happy happy birthday. =) I feel so loved! All those who remembered. Its so appreciated. The thought and all. Yayness!!!
The little gifts that i am given. Its really sweet. The little treat i was given by such unexpecting people, i was surprised. Imagine having to eat a cake with a straw cause this gundu head here(points to meself) threw the spoon away. Nope ain't kidding. I think i look like a retard eating the cake in that way in lect. But.. then again. WHO cares? xp
There's so much i want to convey here. But there is just no simple way to say it all here cause i'm sure in my eagerness to say it all i would trip over my words and make a mess outta it. There is no adequate words to express my feelings. =) Maybe "sweet contentment" does it just fine.
I am officially 18 and as of NOW (the clock ticks...) i am already 18 and 1 day old... 24 hrs just doesn't seem enough. HAHA. =)
Us. National day. missing a few. =)
MOM'S THE SWEETEST!!!
I swear!! She is really the sweetest!! That darling took leave from her work, preparing to stay home and cook me the most delicious meal. Now tell me how nice is that! I'm touched. Really. =) so i'm gonna come home earlier tml to pei her make those sushi and give her a "big hug" just like the teletubbies. lol! Its the thought that counts. I LOVE HER!
There's me and her. just <3
And i've got a promise or a mini-date if u want to call it that. Sunday's the day. And pls.. no more no more no more disappointments. Just love. <3
MY BIRTHDAY IN JUST 5 MORE MINS.
I love JOYCE! =)
PHOTOLOG~
long overdue photos!! All courtesy of my precious new phone. =)
There dinosaurs fighting and posing for a shot! Ain't they cool? =) The gummies that make me almost die of diabetes and suffer a serious case of sugar rush! Thanks to simyee.
Not a very good photo. But this is the "studying" stint in sch. Canteen if u can't figure it out. And look it seems as though there's an invisible person beside me eh? Scary... Me raj and limian. (he actually wore half uni with the pants. goodness!! I was not even wearing anything remotely school related!)
A retarded photo. But cute right? Mosaic. Seems like i'm the star. =) We got bored studying and played around with the camera function which turned out to be so amusing!
Simyee made me do this. See no evil. Hear no evil. Speak no evil.
There!! My precious phone box and t he pretty gilttery hairband. Loves. <3
heyy peeps. its been sometime since i blogged properly. actually i have just been busy chatting and all to give proper attention to this place. this blog. this ranting place. lol.
oh wells. this is an interesting week. so many things happened. some good some bad some confusing and some thrilling and fun!!
Firstly the good and thrilling and happy and =).
As mentioned before, i went out with yung this WED. She brought me out and around and bought me stuffs for my birthday. Okie early birthday that is. A hairband which is so silver and glittery and princess-y that i love it so much frm this cool shop. (pictures some other day =D) and a nice pumps. Felt so guilty that she bought so much for me that i offered to pay some. I love it that she loves me so. =) Who cares about those stares or looks i get when we hold hands or link hands and walk down the streets. Its just a sign of affection between friends. Don worry we are both 100% straight. HAHAH!
THURS was family day. went out to celebrate early birthdays with a meal. =) Both me and my dad's. 2 leos in the family! Loves. Not very happy with the meal cause of some misunderstanding and stuffs but well we were full so that's the point. Then lucky lucky me got a windfall. My parents decided to give me a nice nice present. =) A phone!!! That is so pretty!!! I love it to bits! Samsung u600. I tell u that phone is pure style. I just look at it and grin. Now i got a real cool toy to use. Photo taking is about to get more fun. Thanks daddy and mommy!!! Now i want nice stickers to put on my phone. I shall go find. =)
TODAY. Went to sch after limian msg me to go study with him and raj. Oh great. Army guy intent on studying. I went o.O. But i still went cause... Aiya a variety of reasons la. Brought all my lunch food to share with them cause there was simply too much!!! Quite fun seeing him again after SO long. And they made fun of me tgt. Urgh! Am i really that random? They said that i should be the final subject of study for a psychology course. To try and second guess me. Apparently i'm a challenge and figuring me out would earn them the cert. The catch of this? They said i am so random and complicated that none of them would pass. LOL! Oh well.. and i thought i'm quite a simple girl really. lol. I just sat there while they happily suan me. I'm resigned to it. Guys love doing that to me and someone told me its due to my "easy to bully" look. Beats me. *rolls eyes*
Now all the little bits and pieces.
U know wad? after saying all of the above, the bad things seem insignificant. I shan't dwell on the bad things anyway. Just one small thing that kinda upset me. You. Who seems to be able to manipulate my feelings so easily. Why did u make such promises to me only to break them. =( its really disappointing. And u did not ans my qns. Skidded around it. Haiz. Nvm high expectations i can't expect them all the time. You still make me other promises in those words that u say to me. And i live in hope. =) It is easy to be disillusioned especially by yourself but i have faith that it isn't so. Cheers to whatever life deals me next. I've got a fate line...
I'll do a pic post next time. =)
BYE!
"YOU ARE MY BAD HABIT and you are one of the sweetest guys i've ever known keep it that way( pretty pls)"
Chem's my greatest enemy. Then math. Rarrr...
-loves-
Great day with yung today after celebrations. The Central and Chinatown. =) Thanks gal for all the nice presents that u got for me. I'm really happy and all!!!!!! The glittery hairband and the nice nice pumps. Loves. If only everyday is my birthday eh. HAHAHA!!! U spoil me rotten today but i loved it. The time spent with you and all. You know i know. Enough said.
Looking forward to the weekend and time spent with whoever. =D
NITES.
This is an analogy that is so apt:
"its like painting me a dream- then splashing it cruelly with black paint, marring it"
I wonder wad is wrong with me. I feel damn weird. Like light headed and all. I tried to 'cure' it yesterday by sleeping super early and resting thinking that maybe it is due to lack of slp but it didn't help. Here i am "gong gong" once again. Urgh. Like that how to do work and study??!! =(
This week is horrendous. To think that it is going to get worse week after week i can't help but sigh. There seems to be no time anymore. My social life is so limited i feel bored. After sch then to the library to mug or go straight home to mug or slp. That is wad my life is being reduced to. I wonder how would it be like when i look back on this particular journey. I bet i'd be damn glad it is over.
Haiz i'm tired la. Tired of whining too. Tired of reaching out to you too.
BYE.
A spot of sunshine lights up my life and face whenever i see u or talk to u. No matter about the mundane things that we talk about. =)
I really need to be strong. This 3 months will be hell.