Saturday, August 25, 2007
nothing seems to be going right these few days. this week actually.
i am so confused, =( by EVERYTHING. my whole life seems to be in a mess and the only constant is the feeling of apprehensiveness. just what is happening? why am i going into that sensitive mood again? is it the stress? i hate it. can i be free from it? what a nonsense question. a rhetorical question indeed.
wishful thinking. beautiful colored dreams. pretty rainbows. BOOM. welcome back to reality. it is harsh.
the msg. hurts me. i know now that nothing might ever be. i hope no one saw me cry. foolishness.
if things were to go that way. this is going to be the most lonely and long and cruel 3 months. i fear uncertainty and it seems as though i have ran headfirst into it. what are the days going to be like from now on? it hurts and that's the truth.
i am so confused, =( by EVERYTHING. my whole life seems to be in a mess and the only constant is the feeling of apprehensiveness. just what is happening? why am i going into that sensitive mood again? is it the stress? i hate it. can i be free from it? what a nonsense question. a rhetorical question indeed.
wishful thinking. beautiful colored dreams. pretty rainbows. BOOM. welcome back to reality. it is harsh.
the msg. hurts me. i know now that nothing might ever be. i hope no one saw me cry. foolishness.
if things were to go that way. this is going to be the most lonely and long and cruel 3 months. i fear uncertainty and it seems as though i have ran headfirst into it. what are the days going to be like from now on? it hurts and that's the truth.
