Tml got geog test. Yuck i'm having a headache.
I'm tired yet i have not finished reading the notes.
I'm so so so so dead.
Argh..
Wadever~

Tml got interview also
Donno how will it be like
Hopefulli everything goes well
I can't say i'm looking forward to it but...
MIXED FEELINGS
Juz wish me luck.
Yup.

Realised nowadays no time to do all sort of stuff.
My maths is still dying
Anybody gonna save me? Or rather my maths.. LOL
Ya it is quite bad...

-loves-

Even if u have the time
How much of it would u spare me
Who am i to u
Someone to be cherished
Or forgotten

What a qns...
Ya
Somehow it seems as though nobody really has the time for anyone else
Maybe it's juz me
Aww...

if a girl says "I love you"
She means it

if a girl says "I miss you"
No one else probably misses u much more.  ¶ 11:12 PM 0 Comments

  I hate this period of time!!!!
I can't catch up some of my lessons cause the teachers are chionging like siao
Yet in other lessons i'm juz bored to death cause they are going at snails pace.
Oh well...

Can u believe that i'm still stuck at the central problems of economia?!? All the opportunity costs stuff and the free market?!!
Bahz... Juz so sad that during the lecture have to adhear to the stupid seating plan and sit in front!
I have troubles keeping awake during econs lecture... =(
For one, the topic is so OLD! They have not even touched PPC for god's sake!
Secondly, i can never figure out wad the lecturer is trying to say cause the power point sildes and the notes have no link!
Thirdly is cause of my lack of good slp. Also since the LT seems to have a lack of ventilation, the O2 content in the air is of a small percentage and this induces me to slp.
Brain not getting enough O2...

Haiz... The singapore education system is juz so stupid!
Can't they juz make it compulsary that all JCs start on the same topics in the first 3 months?
At least this would reduce the amount of makeup lectures and the amt of headaches for all those new to a certain JC.
ANd i would not end up looking at the hyperbolas and parabolas as though they are new inventions to the mathematical world by aliens!
xp

enough about mj stuff man...

Oh ya! My parents have decided to fork out around 2 thousand dollars for me to go on the geography field trip! Am i shock?!? Well... i am. If i'm realli confirmed going, i would be visiting London for the first time in my life! Hahaz.. A trip to Europe for like 10 days. Whoo~ If i going ar... All of u here reading this would come and send me off rite?? =) Yeah!

-loves-

Ytd went to have lunch wif fel.. Interestingly i called her out for lunch on the day that she needed someone to tok to. Hmm... Gal is that fate or wad eh? xp Ya so we basicalli talked about how she is coping lo. Blur gal leh keep on doing the wrong stuff in office. Boink* Hahaz... Hopefulli i put her into a better mood. =) About 1 hr later i walked her back to office and i stood there stranded. LOL! U muz understand that it was onli 2 plus at that time!! Don tell me u think i should be going home ar. No way man.. I need a break!

So... I went back to AH to visit my darling juniors. Saw a lot of Marists along the way. o.O Din noe their sch is there.. Juz reminds me of mx hahaz... wonder wad else he has to say bout his "ugly" AJ uni. xp. Went back and everybody said that my uni was nice. Lolz.. Think some of them already considering MJ as their JCs liao. Hahaz.. My juniors ar.. So proud of them lo results are so damn good!! Like so outta this world! Mean average is around 80.00 and more?!? Aww.. I so can't believe this! All so smart...

Something funnie happened ytd too. Have u ever heard of a sch bag thief?!? Apparently one of my juniors lost her sch bag that was placed outside guitar rm!! Went to the GO to report and the ans was: "It is impossible that her sch bag was stolen! The things that are normally stolen are small items never such a big item as a sch bag" Oh was she so so SO wrong. Checking with the HO ppl, they concurred that their bags were also stolen during their camp in sch. Blah... Was a mystery. And ya, the bags were never found. So now i guess the thief muz be having a great time staring and ramaging through a pink and grey converse bag... o.O

Then i saw MR TAY TONG WEI. Lol! He was my maths relief teacher in Vj mah so when i saw him ytd in AH and had a convo that went like this...
me: "Hi! Relief maths teacher!"
blank stare
him: " How u noe??"
me: " U were my relief maths teacher in Vj mah.."
him: " Oh really??"
me: " ya..."
him: " Oh who was ur maths teacher?"
me: " eh.. forgot.. wait! I noe.. Mr jerry tay..."
All the while he was coming up wif names half of which sound foreign to me...
him: in the middle of guessing.. "Mr David tay?!?!"
HAiz. poor hearing... *shakes head...
me: "NO! Mr jerry tay"
him: "Oh i see... wad's ur class?"
me: "06S56"
him: "Then did i collect homework from u?!"
me: *blur* (hello?!? I was wearing mj uni...no longer in vj...)
him: "okie nvm"...
me: -.-"
Nice guy rite?!?! Lol!!

Reached home late...
Got online and chatted for a while
checked out my blog and class blog(vj)
laughed like crazy la... the quotes.. LOL!
check it out!

VJ 06S56

Kor complained that legs "sour"
I did chem tutorial..
Donno jojo got in squash not...
Jie pangseh me today cause of swollen eyelid
so many random stuff...
and of course, i love ya. hee hee... =)

  ¶ 10:13 AM 0 Comments

  I'm lost in this nightmare that doesnt seem to have any ending any time soon...
Will u help find me?  ¶ 9:35 PM 0 Comments

  Yayz!! Later gonna meet my 4F!! Hee hee.. I miss them so so so damn much la! =)
Hahaz... getting sentimental again eh? xp
But i really miss all of them wad..
Need lots of time to do catching up.
Told me going for movie.. Bahz.
I'm kinda short of $$ leh. See how ba.
I wanna go play pool. ^.^x Lost touch liao le la so long din play.
Heh heh.

Guess wad?
I went city hall and bugis AGAIN ytd.
I'm so gonna get sick of these 2 places in no time!!
I saw colin...
HAhaz...

That's all!
Till then,
I'll juz leave the blog to rot.
=)  ¶ 11:53 AM 0 Comments

  I'm super duper bored. Ultra bored at home... Booz..

I realised i have not blogged about mj orientation cause of some unfortunate events. nvm since now got time might as well utilise it and blog about the most memorable day of orientation...

The CAMPFIRE day...
IT was also wet and wild day.
I got throughly wet. Inside, outide, inside out

Dancing around the sprinklers on the field shouting cheers.
Wet...
Standing fully dressed under the showers and got truely wet.
Wetter.
Getting hosed down by councilers playing around
Drenched
It was really cold walking around wet and with the wind constantly blowing..
Brr...

That was in the morning...

Then evening fell..
Got bathed in sch washed up changed and smell much better! =)
Campfire...
Did a skit. Fooled around mostly.
Threw papers around on the stage...
Wondered whether the audience got wad we were doing.
LOL!
No matter...

Campfire was kinda high, enthu...
I got hyper and started mass dancing like crazy
couple dance was so... hahaz
In a while everyone was pretty much relaxed and i hooked my og mates up to do the can-can
Lame.. Ya but it was fun. xp
Ran around the camp fire in the train that went all around...
Cheered like mad...
It was a _____ night. (can't find adjective for it)
Even seeing a certain person did not matter. xp

After that hyper night
I was tired and hungry
NO DINNER!!
Found weisiong and joined the whole grp of guys plus jane for dinner
One by one pangseh
Left me jane and ws eating at downtown east.
Dotz...
All of us looked tired out..
Makan till damn full.
Can't move
Lolz...

Time: late 11 plus..
Jane took a cab home..
Me and ws walked to bus stop.
Missed both buses on the journey to bus stop
Sat down
Jumped up
Itchy!!
Ants!!
Horror of horrors!!

Freaked out and decided to walk home instead...
ws helped me carry my stuff!!
Hahaz...
While walking then talked lo
So quiet like cemetry mah
so long din talk to him liao lo..
nice guy. =)
Sang songs on the way home
Hahaz...
sounded like a couple of broken down cd players
Dotz..
But could say that it was fun la
As in relaxing
He walked me to my block.
So sweet!!
=))

Hahaz.. Reached home at like 12 plus?!
Bathed and slept.

-loves-

Fel is a meanie!! xp  ¶ 2:34 PM 0 Comments

  Argh!! Hols have been so super nonsensical. I've been totally bored.
Went out wif becky ytd. Hahaz
Wad a day...
Spent most of ur time walking around aimlessly ,
drinking in mac and kfc, eating there too...
I noe ppl would be shacking their head at this discription but well, do i care? xp
It is juz our way of catching up wif each other mah.
Hahaz.. She looks good in the sa uni though i have to complain that her skirt...
Yup... hee hee

I Love the shop Ig's Heaven!!
The things that they sell there are so innovative and different that i feel very drawn to their stuff!
They have these cutie badges that i totally adore. =)
The next time i go there i'm gonna get the one that says
"I'm so in love"
cause it strikes me as the best looking out of all. xp
(i tried to find a pic on the internet but apparently can't...)
Oh ya i need a whole wardrobe change real badly manz...
Maybe someday...
Mom wants to give up the thailand hols for a local shopping spree.
It might just benefit me!! =)

These 3 months have juz been a whirl of happenings!
I sat down ytd and thought about it for sometime
I have been going out so frequently yet i din take note. xp
Lets see...
In these 3 months..
City hall-around 20 plus times (record of around 10 times end of last month plus this month!!)
Esplanard- once
Sentosa- Twice!! (more than i have ever been in a few years!)
bugis- At lest 5 times
parkway- Around 20 times also?!?
TM- lost count...
bedok- about 3 times?
Airport- twice
ECP- 4 times

Add all that up and u'll see that it tallies up to going out every other day!!
Gosh! I din noe!!
=)

Yay!! And i want to congratulate myself on the wonderful work i have done on my vj class' blog!!
All i have heard is great comments! =) Hee hee...  ¶ 5:08 PM 0 Comments

  If i'm a princess, U'll be my prince!!   ¶ 9:35 PM 0 Comments

  Yup that is it. Finalised le.
Got to stay in MJ trying my very best to forget VJ and move on.
It is really not easy u noe. Many a times i had to prevent myself frm crying cause i miss vj so much.
It is not that MJ is no good at all but it is juz that u get very attached to VJ u noe. U get my meaning?
Also not getting into tj was a big blow to me. It seems for a moment that i'm all alone in MJ.
It is not true yup cause there is quite a fair bit of ahs ppl there. Donno whether i should be glad or otherwise.
I thought that things could juz get better not any worse...

On tue or is it wed? I knew for sure that i am not accepted into tj le. Could say that i was very very disapppointed.
I felt as though my world has juz collapsed all around me.
I did not want to go home and be all coped up alone.
Bless my VJ class...
They had mass dance that day and suntec and they were being persuaded to go cause of me!!
U donno how glad and loved i felt during that whole period of time.
I really felt as though i was finally home. In a place where joy hope and laughter was a constant companion.
Yup i saw fel again... She was working. =)
Mass dance was great la... It really helped me get over things by being so mad and wild dancing and cheering at the fountain. I loved that feeling of being released frm all the stress. =)
Best of all was how my classmates welcomed me with open arms and hugged me, giving me words of encouragement, telling me that they missed me.
It really felt wonderful. I felt as though i have known them forever!!
For one night i was able to let IT all become part of a nightmare and forget about it and pretend. Gosh!!
Jojo is not happy too... Her appeal to vj was not successful too...
We really made a messy scene on the bus when i went over to tj to look for her on tue.
We both felt really sad about our situation and ended up crying on the bus.
it really is not easy...

-loves-

Not easy to give up wad u love.
More than one person told me this...
"Don give up an entire forest just for one tree"
It would be painful...
Yup u bet it would be...
U walked into my life and i was basking in the light and warmth u brought
Now u are no longer here... Darkness and cold now overwhelms me.
Yes i'm a literature student but that statement is hardly far frm the truth.  ¶ 6:12 PM 0 Comments

  First day
Confused
Don like the strict sub combi
Din get to noe new ppl though i did try
Lame...
I wanna noe appeal results
It is getting irritating
I don wanna be stuck
Somehow
I wanna be there in tj
See how it goes
Have faith
Hope my luck holds
Mj is really my second choice...
=(  ¶ 9:22 PM 0 Comments

  Bah... I'm in that rubbish mood again today. Donno wad's wrong wif me la... Hmm.. Later got class outing or rather more like a farewell thingy. =( I'm feeling damn emotional now again so horrible... I so don wan to leave vj la. All the great memories and all.. Yuck! Then during these few days i keep on seeing vj ppl in their sch uni walking all along the streets... Mocking me? Lol.. I donno wad to think le la...

-loves-

Din tok to u for quite some time le wonder if u still rmb me or have u forgotten that i existed? Making a difference! If only life reads like a fairytale or a romance story where everything seems so perfect. Aww... Prince charming where are u?!? When are u gonna appear and tell me "I've waited all my life to meet u" and sweep me off my feet with ur honey words... Talk to me and know when i'm feeling real bad, offering love, care and concern. Hahaz... That is impossible now probably should juz rely on reading those books and let those handsome and gorgeous men accompany my lonely self... LOL!!

Added some photos to my blog. Enjoy! My beloved og...  ¶ 10:42 AM 0 Comments

  I noe this is inevitable. Since the day i got my o-level results. Staring at the com screen early this morning was no joke. Seeing my name and where i'm posted to. Tears juz rolled down my cheeks. I'm so disappointed with myself. Can't even live up to my own expectations of myself. Never thought that i would not be rejected by tj. I was in a daze the whole time. When i left the house for tj to appeal, my mind was blank. I was thinking "so is this the way fate is treating me, y is it so unfair?" I refused to accept it and therefore the tears. Red and puffy eyes, i was a sight. Early in the morning and i din have the brains to noe that whitesand's shops would not be open. My mind was juz not there with me. I wondered around on the road till i found a taxi, in it i juz muttered to the driver that i want to go to tj. Din noe how long the journey took cause i was spacing out. All i knew was that i'm lost. refusing to accept the results.

All the implications that come with it. My mind juz blanked out. All my friends, the culture of vj... My class. I'm gonna lose all that. Tears came easily. Thank god that jian was still around in tj when i reached there if not i think i would not have known wad to do. Brought me to the photocopying shop, brought me to the GO, waited till i finish filling up the form and brought me out of tj. Really grateful to him. Sometimes it is during those times where u are feeling lost that u find out who really cares for u. I don want to lose my og mates, my classmates and everyone in vj. I felt as though my life was over. Now i donno wad to expect.

Luckily i found friends that help cheer me up. So glad for them. Fel talked to me and told me not to think too much. Pam told me not to do anything stupid when i told her i'm all alone at city link. Sam encouraged me and told me it is alright. Ning said nice stuff to me too. Joyce also told me to cheer up. Saili came to pei me and made me feel loads better. Her boyfriend also made me laugh. Lisabelle cheered me up the most cause she knew how to make me feel better, she really noes me well. Jian also tried to make me feel better. Visoth tried encouraging me, qin shan told me not to be sad. Mag told me it would be alright... Thank god for them. My parents also called to encourage me...

HAiz i'm feeling so emotional now. I have gone around telling people that i'll miss them. I'm serious about it though. Guess the one i'll miss most would be the one who is oblivious to everything. Haiz... Does it matter animore? All i can say is "i'll miss u" and hope he'll say the same to me. I'm waiting but i doubt that he'll ever say anithing like that to me. I just want to noe that i made a difference...  ¶ 6:48 PM 0 Comments