Monday, March 13, 2006
Yup that is it. Finalised le.
Got to stay in MJ trying my very best to forget VJ and move on.
It is really not easy u noe. Many a times i had to prevent myself frm crying cause i miss vj so much.
It is not that MJ is no good at all but it is juz that u get very attached to VJ u noe. U get my meaning?
Also not getting into tj was a big blow to me. It seems for a moment that i'm all alone in MJ.
It is not true yup cause there is quite a fair bit of ahs ppl there. Donno whether i should be glad or otherwise.
I thought that things could juz get better not any worse...
On tue or is it wed? I knew for sure that i am not accepted into tj le. Could say that i was very very disapppointed.
I felt as though my world has juz collapsed all around me.
I did not want to go home and be all coped up alone.
Bless my VJ class...
They had mass dance that day and suntec and they were being persuaded to go cause of me!!
U donno how glad and loved i felt during that whole period of time.
I really felt as though i was finally home. In a place where joy hope and laughter was a constant companion.
Yup i saw fel again... She was working. =)
Mass dance was great la... It really helped me get over things by being so mad and wild dancing and cheering at the fountain. I loved that feeling of being released frm all the stress. =)
Best of all was how my classmates welcomed me with open arms and hugged me, giving me words of encouragement, telling me that they missed me.
It really felt wonderful. I felt as though i have known them forever!!
For one night i was able to let IT all become part of a nightmare and forget about it and pretend. Gosh!!
Jojo is not happy too... Her appeal to vj was not successful too...
We really made a messy scene on the bus when i went over to tj to look for her on tue.
We both felt really sad about our situation and ended up crying on the bus.
it really is not easy...
-loves-
Not easy to give up wad u love.
More than one person told me this...
"Don give up an entire forest just for one tree"
It would be painful...
Yup u bet it would be...
U walked into my life and i was basking in the light and warmth u brought
Now u are no longer here... Darkness and cold now overwhelms me.
Yes i'm a literature student but that statement is hardly far frm the truth.
Got to stay in MJ trying my very best to forget VJ and move on.
It is really not easy u noe. Many a times i had to prevent myself frm crying cause i miss vj so much.
It is not that MJ is no good at all but it is juz that u get very attached to VJ u noe. U get my meaning?
Also not getting into tj was a big blow to me. It seems for a moment that i'm all alone in MJ.
It is not true yup cause there is quite a fair bit of ahs ppl there. Donno whether i should be glad or otherwise.
I thought that things could juz get better not any worse...
On tue or is it wed? I knew for sure that i am not accepted into tj le. Could say that i was very very disapppointed.
I felt as though my world has juz collapsed all around me.
I did not want to go home and be all coped up alone.
Bless my VJ class...
They had mass dance that day and suntec and they were being persuaded to go cause of me!!
U donno how glad and loved i felt during that whole period of time.
I really felt as though i was finally home. In a place where joy hope and laughter was a constant companion.
Yup i saw fel again... She was working. =)
Mass dance was great la... It really helped me get over things by being so mad and wild dancing and cheering at the fountain. I loved that feeling of being released frm all the stress. =)
Best of all was how my classmates welcomed me with open arms and hugged me, giving me words of encouragement, telling me that they missed me.
It really felt wonderful. I felt as though i have known them forever!!
For one night i was able to let IT all become part of a nightmare and forget about it and pretend. Gosh!!
Jojo is not happy too... Her appeal to vj was not successful too...
We really made a messy scene on the bus when i went over to tj to look for her on tue.
We both felt really sad about our situation and ended up crying on the bus.
it really is not easy...
-loves-
Not easy to give up wad u love.
More than one person told me this...
"Don give up an entire forest just for one tree"
It would be painful...
Yup u bet it would be...
U walked into my life and i was basking in the light and warmth u brought
Now u are no longer here... Darkness and cold now overwhelms me.
Yes i'm a literature student but that statement is hardly far frm the truth.
