I had a really bad day. =(

I don't know what am i up to anymore. Lost that sense of direction. URGH. I need my motivation back asap since exams are so freaking near. Its a wonder i ain't freaking out just yet. Just wait just wait... soon i will and then will it be too late?

I'm so sorry for being so emo-mo-mo nowadays. I really am. And its not my fault entirely that i'm so fair. Don't blame me for it. Its my skin tone. Don't like it or think that i'm real ghostly? Oh just leave me alone. I don't need such comments cluttering up my life.

Angsty me. HAHA.

There's just something I haven't got figured out. I think I know the answer but I can't quit thinking or wondering if it is really the right one. Too bad life is really not like a MCQ exam, don't know the answer oh well just pick up that dice and "ti-kam". If only. Reminds me of the game plan that we came up with for our presentation for intercultural coms.. hahaha. i had fun writing that. Ask to see it if you are interested. I'm sure you'll gather a laugh if not a couple from it. =)

My days were really full this week. I had so much time playing after projects were over. I went cycling finally!! And all would be glad to know that I broke that lousy curse which decreeds that I fall everytime i cycle. So proud of myself. Hahahaha. Only I embarrassed myself so many times in front of shaun. urgh. Met like so many ppl... who somehow all turned out to by guys... =( I'm not promiscuous. really.

Actually it sucks. Because it is a matter of feeling right. And nope none of them felt right. Not the way its supposed to be. Not the way I feel when... when i'm with you. hahahaa. Is it therefore a bad thing to have so many guy friends? blah. Don't judge me. You have no idea how I feel.

I had a bad day. =(
I need sleep.
and a hug.
*hugs*

nites  ¶ 11:04 PM