Sunday, February 15, 2009
No matter what crosses my mind, i always come back to the same conclusion.. That i want to be where i am now, with you, always. Aww... <3
Anyway my previous post was a rather emo one. Due to certain reasons for which i shan't say here. hahaha. but if u had read every single word there maybe u'll get a hint of all that i'm going through. Life never gets simpler leh. Maybe i'd have to wait till retirement age to understand what "simple life" is.
Okies so i apologise for my lack of punctuation but i have to defend myself by stating that i do have a point for doing so. I want to convey my emotional turmoil and that whole burden i'm carrying in simple text. Without punctuations u'll be forced to read slowly agonisingly and subconsciously be pulled into experiencing first hand the kind of despair i feel. hahaha i' ve been listening in class! Communications! xp
So vday was good. I'm gonna be candid here so be forewarned. Nope no flowers this year!! In any case roses always are priced so exorbitantly high during this peak period it doesn't make too much sense buying them. BUT it doesn't mean i dont like to be presented with a whole bouquet okie! With a flourish of course! Its just that... i'm not complaining. There are always other occasions anyway. LOL!!
Yeah so i'm quite proud of myself being able to find a present!! Those around me would know the amounts of PAIN i went through to find one suitable one. (belle jo pam and becky especially) I'm so glad the search is finally over. YES YES I'M PICKY. But it isn't the first day you know me either. That's the way i am and i have to suffer because of it. =S Absolutely disgusting thought. And no i'm not claiming anything here so hold your tongue u cheeky reader. Don't think i donno u want to come and suan me already.
just a random thought: i think i'm more generous with my friends than with myself. hmm. i am arent' i?
my present was unexpected. HAHA. yes. the thought counts =) and nope pls i'm not being sarcastic. Is someone already saying something? My ears are itching...
Dinner was great! The best i've ever had so far. =) And i shall save the rest of the details for myself.
Hmm.. if only every day was vday then there won't be this whole commercialised phenomenon, there won't be the presence of social expectations to do something special for your other half, those singles won't have to feel emo sitting alone at home and restaurants and nice hide-aways won't be crowded and overflowing... Seriously what is so romantic about spending time with your loved one AND having to jostle with other people over personal space? Overhearing other couples and being in sight of them. Urgh. I prefer my peace and quiet and space, thankyouverymuch.
BUT without vday, will couples find a day to commemorate their love? to confess their undying devotion to each other (lol)? or just simply find time in their busy schedule to make time for each other? Probably not. So just see for urself how powerful social expectations are. They can drive the society and in some cases, even the economy.
Just a note: Next yr's vday falls on the first day of chinese new year. Yes people, i hear those groans... lol! I'm betting that the marketing strategy would be "Everyday is Vday". We'll just wait and see!
=)
Anyway my previous post was a rather emo one. Due to certain reasons for which i shan't say here. hahaha. but if u had read every single word there maybe u'll get a hint of all that i'm going through. Life never gets simpler leh. Maybe i'd have to wait till retirement age to understand what "simple life" is.
Okies so i apologise for my lack of punctuation but i have to defend myself by stating that i do have a point for doing so. I want to convey my emotional turmoil and that whole burden i'm carrying in simple text. Without punctuations u'll be forced to read slowly agonisingly and subconsciously be pulled into experiencing first hand the kind of despair i feel. hahaha i' ve been listening in class! Communications! xp
So vday was good. I'm gonna be candid here so be forewarned. Nope no flowers this year!! In any case roses always are priced so exorbitantly high during this peak period it doesn't make too much sense buying them. BUT it doesn't mean i dont like to be presented with a whole bouquet okie! With a flourish of course! Its just that... i'm not complaining. There are always other occasions anyway. LOL!!
Yeah so i'm quite proud of myself being able to find a present!! Those around me would know the amounts of PAIN i went through to find one suitable one. (belle jo pam and becky especially) I'm so glad the search is finally over. YES YES I'M PICKY. But it isn't the first day you know me either. That's the way i am and i have to suffer because of it. =S Absolutely disgusting thought. And no i'm not claiming anything here so hold your tongue u cheeky reader. Don't think i donno u want to come and suan me already.
just a random thought: i think i'm more generous with my friends than with myself. hmm. i am arent' i?
my present was unexpected. HAHA. yes. the thought counts =) and nope pls i'm not being sarcastic. Is someone already saying something? My ears are itching...
Dinner was great! The best i've ever had so far. =) And i shall save the rest of the details for myself.
Hmm.. if only every day was vday then there won't be this whole commercialised phenomenon, there won't be the presence of social expectations to do something special for your other half, those singles won't have to feel emo sitting alone at home and restaurants and nice hide-aways won't be crowded and overflowing... Seriously what is so romantic about spending time with your loved one AND having to jostle with other people over personal space? Overhearing other couples and being in sight of them. Urgh. I prefer my peace and quiet and space, thankyouverymuch.
BUT without vday, will couples find a day to commemorate their love? to confess their undying devotion to each other (lol)? or just simply find time in their busy schedule to make time for each other? Probably not. So just see for urself how powerful social expectations are. They can drive the society and in some cases, even the economy.
Just a note: Next yr's vday falls on the first day of chinese new year. Yes people, i hear those groans... lol! I'm betting that the marketing strategy would be "Everyday is Vday". We'll just wait and see!
=)
