I actually wanted someone that is flesh and blood to hear me rant and weigh the benefits and cost of this but seems like there's no one i want to talk to or rather those i want to talk to are "away" or "busy". Its a lonely town tonight.

Well SEP (student exchange program). That's the thing that has been bothering me quite a bit the last 2 days. I really don't know if i should apply for it now or whether i should even go for exchange. There are so many considerations... of course there is the overarching worry about finances. It is really going to cost a lot. Like 10k? And that is only the period of time overseas. What about when u come back to singapore and find out that you cannot map back your credits, will you end up staying back for one more semester? In that case u would have to pay how much more?? 600bucks for one mod is not cheap leh. Then going there all alone? Will i be able to take that sort of loneliness, away from home, family, friends, wx. Not that it is holding me back but it is still weighing heavily on my mind. Will i be able to adapt and take care of myself?

ARGH! Is it worth it?  ¶ 10:25 PM