Joyce can't help but feels that she's one HUGE silly girl. Who always lets her heart rule over her mind.

She's always thinking "Kill me please!" when her thoughts start to wander.. it never helps, she still ends up putting down her pride and doing what she didn't want to admit to doing or saying. It take much out of her to confess to any sort of feelings, more than you might be able to imagine. It may seem simple to you, but she's always holding on to some sort of hope that there might be acceptance and returning sentiments. At the same time mentally clutching at her heart.

Said, she's a silly girl. One who expects much from herself and because of that expects a lot from those around her too. She gives, completely and expects that in return too. Often though, she's disappointed. Such is her fate.

If she loves you, you'll know. If she dislikes you, you'll know too. Its up to you which side of the scale you want to be on.

"Giving and not expecting anything in return". Its a cliche, one that is almost too often used, it cuts no ice with her anymore...

She's deep in thought.  ¶ 12:20 AM