Driving practical exam is in 2 days time. OMG OMG OMG! I'm freaking out!! Have been rushing my lessons because of all the procrastination i did during the first few months of school after Oweek. Now i'm not too sure whether i am prepared or not but i think... I WILL BE. All i need is a cool calm head, confidence, and of course no
taxi drivers near me!! (they really drive like the whole road belongs to them.. seriously. Nothing spoils my day more than a taxi driver cutting into my lane without warning, stoping in front of me suddenly, or just plain driving next to me. So temperamental people they are. Sabotarges they are.)
One more circuit lesson tml and on the day itself another warmup one early early early and then the actual test (think i might have time to rush down to sch for lect at 12?). Gosh i can totally feel the goosebumps. Wish me luck. I do wanna pass it first time around, sick of being stuck with the DISGUSTING driving instructor. If u know me, u should have heard about how i loathe his "
spitting his saliva when the car stops moving by opening the door and depositing that glob of URGH on the road or whatever that is convenient". Okie now i've got u gross out. I've got my fingers crossed. x
School's been pretty good. Nothing major happening that would cause me lots of undue stress. Results have been more or less stable. THANK GOODNESS. If possible i'm even thinking of pushing myself harder to earn the privilege to do a double major. Yes i am ambitious. Everyone else is going "EW" when i tell them i'm considering doing an eng minor/major. WHY! With a degree in eng, you'll be in high demand u know! I'm just thinking real hard about my future and trying to make plans. Now i sound real kiasu. Hahaha. In any case, i really need to work hard and get that CAP. I wanna go for summer progs too. Overseas. Hmm... Like london trip in J1, but extended. I'd love that. <3
Actually, tell u guys a secret, all i wanna do is slack. HAHAHA. Uni sucks too much out of me! (and now that there is no one significant to share it with, it is taking quite a bad toll on me.) Say what's with dhs, vjc guyS?
Hmm... Why am i stuck all alone at home.. Why am i feeling so freaking lousy... Why are my muscles aching like that... Why do i feel the way i do... RARR. Okie i can answer one of that qns. 2.4km after a really LONG time. Even i am still in disbelief that i actually made it, running the whole distance. Applaude me please for my effort. But i don't like the way my muscles are reacting. All thanks to gary who is unrelenting in his pleas to run with him. It ain't a bad idea to run at night though. I even kinda enjoyed it. Sense of achievement is worth it (even though i kept having bad leg cramps right after, and could hardly move the next morning....).
Questions don't always give u desired ans. Another "words of wisdom" moment.
I hope i get to know more people real soon. I need people in this lonely life of mine.
Off to the airport to mug tml. Be scared... really scared...
"the promises that were never meant to be broken. They now lay like broken shreds of glass at my feet."