Friday, November 28, 2008
Its a lovely day. For the first time this week, I am able to wake up so very late having slept at an unearthly time last night, and not fret about exams later in the day! Its such pure relief. No joke having 4 papers back-to-back. And now i await the arrival of 3rd dec which is the day of my last paper. Someone comfort me please... I have a 6 days wait for the last paper which is mcq based. I feel so so listless and frustrated because the exam is so far along the way! Many told me that its a good thing because i can study more for the exam but really how much do you need to study for an mcq exam that you would require 6 days?? I'll be much more grateful if it is a essay-based exam. Talk about being ungrateful... heh.
4 papers 4 days. Whew. Intense is the word. Considering that I did not study all subjects equally well and know every single topic, it was a little touch and go. Thank my lucky stars that the topics that i spotted came out. You never know the sort of exhilaration and relief that i felt upon turning over the exam paper and seeing familiar topics. I think as of now my papers are alright... the worst being a close fight between geog and soci. Both carrying the highest weightage (60%!!!) of all my papers and both my concern because of my midterms and assignments. I just cross my fingers and hope that the rest of my subs namely newmedia and eng will do me proud. I do want an A/A- for those 2 for the simple fact that i like them and of course the secondary reason is to pull up my CAP. The target here is CAP 3.7 and above. I don't want to stretch my hopes too much to want a CAP of 4.2. That shall be my secret target. =)
Before the exams i remember saying that i lack motivation. But something changed that. And i'm not going to say explicitly what it is. It concerns someone and something. HAHA. I've got my reasons, for one, i don't want to appear to be such a loser for having that as my motivation and for another, i'm seriously thinking of killing myself for having that as my motivation. ...sometimes saying some things out loud makes you face up to the reality of it and in this case, i don't think i'm ready to face up to it yet... Its a run-away-from-your-own-feelings method.
And i'm hooked on "project runway" online. "Make it work, work, work, work.. Thank you..." Tim Gunn. Hahaha... Oh and it just started raining.
Bye for now boring blog. I know i thought of something fun that i wanted to share. but i forgot what it is as soon as i got home... another time!
4 papers 4 days. Whew. Intense is the word. Considering that I did not study all subjects equally well and know every single topic, it was a little touch and go. Thank my lucky stars that the topics that i spotted came out. You never know the sort of exhilaration and relief that i felt upon turning over the exam paper and seeing familiar topics. I think as of now my papers are alright... the worst being a close fight between geog and soci. Both carrying the highest weightage (60%!!!) of all my papers and both my concern because of my midterms and assignments. I just cross my fingers and hope that the rest of my subs namely newmedia and eng will do me proud. I do want an A/A- for those 2 for the simple fact that i like them and of course the secondary reason is to pull up my CAP. The target here is CAP 3.7 and above. I don't want to stretch my hopes too much to want a CAP of 4.2. That shall be my secret target. =)
Before the exams i remember saying that i lack motivation. But something changed that. And i'm not going to say explicitly what it is. It concerns someone and something. HAHA. I've got my reasons, for one, i don't want to appear to be such a loser for having that as my motivation and for another, i'm seriously thinking of killing myself for having that as my motivation. ...sometimes saying some things out loud makes you face up to the reality of it and in this case, i don't think i'm ready to face up to it yet... Its a run-away-from-your-own-feelings method.
And i'm hooked on "project runway" online. "Make it work, work, work, work.. Thank you..." Tim Gunn. Hahaha... Oh and it just started raining.
Bye for now boring blog. I know i thought of something fun that i wanted to share. but i forgot what it is as soon as i got home... another time!
