This is going to be quite a hard post to write. I don't exactly know what i am going to input here but i know i need to get something out of me.

I just got home. from a mini date like thing. i'm not really sure what to call it but lets just leave it as that. I just wanna pour out some thoughts... that is if i can get them out of me...

i'm not too sure whether i enjoyed it or not. I think i went for it, just like i said before, to give myself a chance. i donno where this might be heading and the best part is, i donno if i even want it to head anywhere. The whole entire encounter was pleasant, i talked and shared quite a bit, listened too... walked alot doing nothing much really except talk and walk and sit down eat ice cream and talk more and walk home and talk more...typical huh.

i guessed the bottom line really is: he was not he. (2 people here..)
yes.  ¶ 11:15 PM