The past few days have been a blur. I got my hair cut!! Though according to cy whom i met ytd, he couldn't see much of a difference even though i chopped off 4 freaking inches. Aww now i miss my hair.

before:
after:
Alrights.

I'm lazy to do a day by day report so lets just say that i've been packing my schedule such that i don't have time to worry about anything because i'm too busy to do so! Haha! That's a great trick though it spells of escapism or indulgence which in itself is a really bad thing. So... as i was saying, i've been going out with tab, mian, raj, cy, wx, becky, sy... yup i think that's about all.

I must say that i've been feeling under the weather these few days because of the previous blog post. (it always is harder when the person/persons invloved are close to your heart.) Even now as i'm blogging i still feel like shit. I feel so uncertain and i'm even starting to doubt myself. my capabilities, my own judgement, my sensuality, my feminism, even my heart! gasp. I tell u ar, later i go uni and just let lose myself. The consequence of that might be insanity! So if you can, take care of me. I don't even trust myself so don't make the fatal mistake of trusting me into my own hands. i'm such a sadist. lol.

Ever been in a situation where you insist on doing something that you know will be bad for you? Don't worry, if you are reading this, let me ensure you that you are not alone. Heard this somewhere: "If you are feeling lonely, then we all are together in this loneliness that we feel." Such is the irony of life.

For now lets just enjoy the flowers along the roadside...


And lean on the trees for support...


Till again.  ¶ 5:50 PM