Friday, July 25, 2008
hello world. i survived. =)
ytd we went out for the first time after... that incident...
I had so many many thoughts running through my mind before meeting him.
mostly along the lines of how possibly uncomfortable it could be, how unnatural, how i would react and of course, the changes... will i be able to accept them?
Seeing him changed everything.
I need not have worried.
We were friends to begin with and nothing can ever change that fact.
I even enjoyed myself! like totally.
(And josephine i know u want to strangle me.)
movie: hellboy2
review: not too bad by my standards. watched the first part at home before watching this and is totally glad for that because i can actually understand the storyline and basically the characters played. Hellboy sure is hot. Just look at his red body that is so freaking sculptured!!! And the golden army. Whoo!! How cool is that that the machines can actually repair themselves?! And i think princess is pretty. The cool calm collected image. =)
Walked to the singapore flyer after that cause i have never been there. AIRCON toilets!!! Seriously! The place was open air and then irony of ironies, the toilets are fully air conditioned. -.-" But i like that place. took pictures too. =) the fishes, me and him separately. I think someday i would like to go up there round round round... like a dream.
Had dinner at ecp. =) Rain la! But umbrella saves the day. HAHAHA!! memories.
bye!
ytd we went out for the first time after... that incident...
I had so many many thoughts running through my mind before meeting him.
mostly along the lines of how possibly uncomfortable it could be, how unnatural, how i would react and of course, the changes... will i be able to accept them?
Seeing him changed everything.
I need not have worried.
We were friends to begin with and nothing can ever change that fact.
I even enjoyed myself! like totally.
(And josephine i know u want to strangle me.)
movie: hellboy2
review: not too bad by my standards. watched the first part at home before watching this and is totally glad for that because i can actually understand the storyline and basically the characters played. Hellboy sure is hot. Just look at his red body that is so freaking sculptured!!! And the golden army. Whoo!! How cool is that that the machines can actually repair themselves?! And i think princess is pretty. The cool calm collected image. =)
Walked to the singapore flyer after that cause i have never been there. AIRCON toilets!!! Seriously! The place was open air and then irony of ironies, the toilets are fully air conditioned. -.-" But i like that place. took pictures too. =) the fishes, me and him separately. I think someday i would like to go up there round round round... like a dream.
Had dinner at ecp. =) Rain la! But umbrella saves the day. HAHAHA!! memories.
bye!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I AM SO BORED.
Bored out of my skull. that's how i'm feeling today. stayed at home and slacked on the bed for so many many nua hours just because i have finished reading all my library books and have nothing better to do. I can't go swimming because of lousy monthlies and i didn't want to go running cause i don't want to feel all sweaty and yucky. So i stoned and listen to the radio. the songs nowadays grate on my nerves... not all just some. I figured that some english artists must idolise jay chou... i can hardly figure out the words mumbled!!
Anyways.. i just realise that i'm probably only left with this week to slack and be happy-go-lucky. Next week after matriculation, i'll be attending talks and then o-week. busy busy. I wonder how i will hold up. I miss the studying but feel really lazy about making new friends... tell me what's wrong with me. Or is anyone feeling the same as me? I know for a fact that many of my friends, including myself, just ain't looking forward to uni. Must be that we have gotten too comfortable with this slacking lifestyle with a timetable that is so flexible. Agree??
OH! I've learnt a new skill!!!! The art of frothing milk.
That's a picture to give you some idea about what i'm referring to.
...So how did i get to learn this skill? HAHA! I learnt it from a master okie! Someone who has been doing this almost daily for 6 years now! He's none other than the "milkman" (barista) in cathay starbucks!
I met becky on sunday. she was studying there and i went to pei her. So there i was sitting. being bored i glanced periodically at the starbucks people working at the counter just beside me. I was marvalling at the anount of life, jest and enthusiasm in serving- their job seems to be alot more fun, interesting and happy. I guess i was purely fascinated. We were there for a long time, me teaching her hypo-testing (it took me super long to grasp the basics again!! but in the end, memory prevailed. yay!)... the guys realised the amount of time i spent looking at them work, 2 of the guys called out to me "wanna come down here and try your hand at the machine/play?". Shocked. But i went down gamely all the same cause... i was feeling adventurous! =)
It was kinda fun. Holding the metal mug filled with milk, turning on the frothing tap, hearing the hissing sound, moving the mug down slowly as it fills up, watching the temperature climbing till it reaches the red zone. Whooo! We tried it twice. Once per person. and the barista was nice!! He gave us the top part of the frothing milk which is the BEST part! Gave it to us in a cup, filled it with chocolate and gave us spoons. =) Gosh! Great!! All FOC. the "lesson", demo and free milk! =) So fun so fun. Lalalala! See they love me. crazy.
alrights tv time. =)
Bored out of my skull. that's how i'm feeling today. stayed at home and slacked on the bed for so many many nua hours just because i have finished reading all my library books and have nothing better to do. I can't go swimming because of lousy monthlies and i didn't want to go running cause i don't want to feel all sweaty and yucky. So i stoned and listen to the radio. the songs nowadays grate on my nerves... not all just some. I figured that some english artists must idolise jay chou... i can hardly figure out the words mumbled!!
Anyways.. i just realise that i'm probably only left with this week to slack and be happy-go-lucky. Next week after matriculation, i'll be attending talks and then o-week. busy busy. I wonder how i will hold up. I miss the studying but feel really lazy about making new friends... tell me what's wrong with me. Or is anyone feeling the same as me? I know for a fact that many of my friends, including myself, just ain't looking forward to uni. Must be that we have gotten too comfortable with this slacking lifestyle with a timetable that is so flexible. Agree??
OH! I've learnt a new skill!!!! The art of frothing milk.
That's a picture to give you some idea about what i'm referring to....So how did i get to learn this skill? HAHA! I learnt it from a master okie! Someone who has been doing this almost daily for 6 years now! He's none other than the "milkman" (barista) in cathay starbucks!
I met becky on sunday. she was studying there and i went to pei her. So there i was sitting. being bored i glanced periodically at the starbucks people working at the counter just beside me. I was marvalling at the anount of life, jest and enthusiasm in serving- their job seems to be alot more fun, interesting and happy. I guess i was purely fascinated. We were there for a long time, me teaching her hypo-testing (it took me super long to grasp the basics again!! but in the end, memory prevailed. yay!)... the guys realised the amount of time i spent looking at them work, 2 of the guys called out to me "wanna come down here and try your hand at the machine/play?". Shocked. But i went down gamely all the same cause... i was feeling adventurous! =)
It was kinda fun. Holding the metal mug filled with milk, turning on the frothing tap, hearing the hissing sound, moving the mug down slowly as it fills up, watching the temperature climbing till it reaches the red zone. Whooo! We tried it twice. Once per person. and the barista was nice!! He gave us the top part of the frothing milk which is the BEST part! Gave it to us in a cup, filled it with chocolate and gave us spoons. =) Gosh! Great!! All FOC. the "lesson", demo and free milk! =) So fun so fun. Lalalala! See they love me. crazy.
alrights tv time. =)
Sunday, July 13, 2008
The past few days have been a blur. I got my hair cut!! Though according to cy whom i met ytd, he couldn't see much of a difference even though i chopped off 4 freaking inches. Aww now i miss my hair.
before:
after:
Alrights.
I'm lazy to do a day by day report so lets just say that i've been packing my schedule such that i don't have time to worry about anything because i'm too busy to do so! Haha! That's a great trick though it spells of escapism or indulgence which in itself is a really bad thing. So... as i was saying, i've been going out with tab, mian, raj, cy, wx, becky, sy... yup i think that's about all.
I must say that i've been feeling under the weather these few days because of the previous blog post. (it always is harder when the person/persons invloved are close to your heart.) Even now as i'm blogging i still feel like shit. I feel so uncertain and i'm even starting to doubt myself. my capabilities, my own judgement, my sensuality, my feminism, even my heart! gasp. I tell u ar, later i go uni and just let lose myself. The consequence of that might be insanity! So if you can, take care of me. I don't even trust myself so don't make the fatal mistake of trusting me into my own hands. i'm such a sadist. lol.
Ever been in a situation where you insist on doing something that you know will be bad for you? Don't worry, if you are reading this, let me ensure you that you are not alone. Heard this somewhere: "If you are feeling lonely, then we all are together in this loneliness that we feel." Such is the irony of life.
For now lets just enjoy the flowers along the roadside...
And lean on the trees for support...
Till again.
before:
after:
Alrights.
I'm lazy to do a day by day report so lets just say that i've been packing my schedule such that i don't have time to worry about anything because i'm too busy to do so! Haha! That's a great trick though it spells of escapism or indulgence which in itself is a really bad thing. So... as i was saying, i've been going out with tab, mian, raj, cy, wx, becky, sy... yup i think that's about all.
I must say that i've been feeling under the weather these few days because of the previous blog post. (it always is harder when the person/persons invloved are close to your heart.) Even now as i'm blogging i still feel like shit. I feel so uncertain and i'm even starting to doubt myself. my capabilities, my own judgement, my sensuality, my feminism, even my heart! gasp. I tell u ar, later i go uni and just let lose myself. The consequence of that might be insanity! So if you can, take care of me. I don't even trust myself so don't make the fatal mistake of trusting me into my own hands. i'm such a sadist. lol.
Ever been in a situation where you insist on doing something that you know will be bad for you? Don't worry, if you are reading this, let me ensure you that you are not alone. Heard this somewhere: "If you are feeling lonely, then we all are together in this loneliness that we feel." Such is the irony of life.
For now lets just enjoy the flowers along the roadside...
And lean on the trees for support...
Till again.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Had a hiccup in my LIFE like about 2 days ago? It kinda affected me badly because of what one sentence mean to me. The whole consequence of that was that i had strangely dry eyes (as though my tear ducts just went on strike and refuse to produce the necessary accessories to a pained sad face.) and was in a very calm state, sometimes broken by my hysterical laughter.( i probably should check myself into an asylum soon.. thinking about those pure white cushion-y walls and the straight-jacket... how nice eh? to vent out your everything without possibly hurting yourself physically. Now that's the best way. I can't guarantee the mental and emotional hurt though cause without the evidence of physical abuse, some people's minds just refuse to accept that they have already grieved enough?? or is that in itself a sign of my sanity being off the track? shriek!)
So i have been thinking real hard. And i think i have scared some people by saying that i'm the kind that would probably get jilted at my wedding solemnization.
Oh where's the groom?
I just saw him barely half an hour ago.
Did he go to the toilet? I thought I heard him complain that his tummy was painful and that he might have had the runs.
(Check all toilets up in the mountains and everybody report back anxious...)
We.. can't find him anywhere!
Calm down everyone maybe he just went to a natural toilet seeing that we are in such a picturesque setting he might want cool breeze on his bum while he does his business. (rolls eyes)
(everybody nods in agreement... just then a large roar of an engine scared the life out of them. Everybody looks up to see a HELICOPTER!! With a man dressed in a white tux hanging off the ladder waving to the now stunned group of people...)
Is that... is that... THE GROOM!?
Oh no i better get to the bride as fast as possible before her makeup is ruined or before she breaks out into hysterical laughter.
I should leave the rest to your imagination...
So i have been thinking real hard. And i think i have scared some people by saying that i'm the kind that would probably get jilted at my wedding solemnization.
Oh where's the groom?
I just saw him barely half an hour ago.
Did he go to the toilet? I thought I heard him complain that his tummy was painful and that he might have had the runs.
(Check all toilets up in the mountains and everybody report back anxious...)
We.. can't find him anywhere!
Calm down everyone maybe he just went to a natural toilet seeing that we are in such a picturesque setting he might want cool breeze on his bum while he does his business. (rolls eyes)
(everybody nods in agreement... just then a large roar of an engine scared the life out of them. Everybody looks up to see a HELICOPTER!! With a man dressed in a white tux hanging off the ladder waving to the now stunned group of people...)
Is that... is that... THE GROOM!?
Oh no i better get to the bride as fast as possible before her makeup is ruined or before she breaks out into hysterical laughter.
I should leave the rest to your imagination...
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Do NOT watch "WANTED" unless u are a great fan of the word F-U-C-K. I lost count.
Its a movie of bad taste and confusing storyline. Something that is trying to pass off as a really action packed movie by having cliff-hanging moments. Yet they just don't work out. The story doesn't flow really well and the fact that vulgar words were added with a heavy hand, i must say i'm really disappointed. After the whole ado about it, its such a real let down.
The story also keeps getting switched around, the villain becomes the good guy and then the villain back again... identity was lost, found and then lost. GOSH! This whole movie is about contradictions...
His off day. our going-out day.
I'm not tired. maybe i am.. just tired of your games.
Indifferent.
=(
Its a movie of bad taste and confusing storyline. Something that is trying to pass off as a really action packed movie by having cliff-hanging moments. Yet they just don't work out. The story doesn't flow really well and the fact that vulgar words were added with a heavy hand, i must say i'm really disappointed. After the whole ado about it, its such a real let down.
The story also keeps getting switched around, the villain becomes the good guy and then the villain back again... identity was lost, found and then lost. GOSH! This whole movie is about contradictions...
His off day. our going-out day.
I'm not tired. maybe i am.. just tired of your games.
Indifferent.
=(
