Monday, May 26, 2008
So many things i want to say and yet words are so inadequate. I don't have the gift of writing as she has. Read her blog and realised that she portrayed that feeling so well. The kind of helplessness i felt. The frustrations i feel. The insignificance i suffer.
...I just wish you would share more of your life with me. I wish you would take more initiative. I wish i'm not the one who fell in love with you first. How i wish i know what you are thinking. What your future holds, what role i play in your life. So many unanswered questions and yet i hold on. Not because of stupidity as i would like to claim and disregard but because of something else that i feel only when i'm with you.
I just miss you. Can't wait for next next week when i'll probably meet you again. Once a week. Its precious time. For an ns guy and a girl.
Don't read too much into this post.
...I just wish you would share more of your life with me. I wish you would take more initiative. I wish i'm not the one who fell in love with you first. How i wish i know what you are thinking. What your future holds, what role i play in your life. So many unanswered questions and yet i hold on. Not because of stupidity as i would like to claim and disregard but because of something else that i feel only when i'm with you.
I just miss you. Can't wait for next next week when i'll probably meet you again. Once a week. Its precious time. For an ns guy and a girl.
Don't read too much into this post.
