Sunday, May 11, 2008
Alrights i'm back like i said i would be. Lets try to have a proper post this time.
The past few weeks have been quite an emotional roller coaster ride for me. Since the last time i really blogged, it was about pahang wasn't it? I must have left some of my common sense there then haha i'm becoming so idiotic nowadays. Life can be so easily divided into school life, home life, personal stresses, friends. Then again they overlap too. Happiness is not far from everything if you only take the time to find that silver lining.
School life has been really fun with all the nonsense RTs enduring the long days with me. Lunching with them and talking cock is the best!! Haha this bunch of friends i'm glad to have, can't imagine how disgusting my life would be like in school without them. Oh not forgetting anna and clara too. They certainly do help spice up life. Oh wells in case some of you still do not know, I am now a lower sec science teacher. Yeah go on and laugh. Point at me and go "You?!?! A science teacher?!? You must be so kidding me..." But yup due to certain circumstances that i shall not say because of its sensitivity (you can ask me and i'll tell you though) and also cause i really do not know who reads my blog. In case this space has been invaded my students, certain things and happenings should be censored. Alrights. Teaching lower sec is like TORTURE. Face it, look within yourself and think of all the things that you did when you were younger. Did your teacher have a field day yelling? It ain't that fun. I lost my voice a couple of times. Talk to me right after a certain class and for sure i would have a rasping voice that i can treat you to. Haha.. Once it was so bad that the doctor actually had to prescript me some anti-inflammation medicine that was so strong i had to take gastric pills along with it to prevent the medicine from causing me much discomfort. It was freaking scary. Anyways, i do miss teaching geog. It is still my love, science just can't compare. And i do miss teaching the upper sec too. Especially a few chosen classes. Oh wells.
The last week was exam period. Been drafted down for invigilating duty. ARGH! Do you know that it is freaking boring to sit there and stare at people doing the paper i always have this urge to fall asleep. Seriously. You are not allowed to do anything like reading or marking so you are expected to walk around or sit there watching out for cheaterbugs. Blahhhh. I keep daydreaming till someone raise their hand. heh. But it is too boring i can't help it. Yet sometimes it can be fascinating as well. You see how different people cope with the stress of doing the exam in timed conditions. Some just chiong all the way doing with confidence and yet when i examine their script, they are just scribbling something irrelevant. Some have this perpetual worried look on their faces. Disgusting habits are also exposed. Urgh i rather not talk about this one. Too disgusted.. It becomes less boring when they are doing papers of subjects that i'm familiar with because i will try to do the paper too. Damn cool. Stimulates my mind as well then go around to see if they can answer the questions too, or double check my answer. HAHA!! With exams, comes the marking as well. URGHH. In fact i'm now sitting here with a whole thick stack of science papers to mark. Its so not fun to shift through answers trying to squeeze marks out for the students. Ever had any teacher barking at you saying something like "You were so close to the answer and yet you missed out on all the key marking points, therefore i can't award you the marks you should have gotten!!"?? I know i have had such experience. Now i'm taking on the role of the teacher, wanting to strangle all the students!!! Its frustrating i should say. Of course, the answers that the students give can be quite ridiculous as well. haha. The things that you write under exam conditions are just... lol. And some people, just don't read instructions properly. How nice.
I'm going to miss tms when i have to leave... =( okie lets not talk about this until it is inevitable.
So that's about it for school life. What's next? Aiya i know this period of time everyone is concerned with uni acceptance letters. Yup I got one letter. But due to me being stupid and not filling up the discretionary component, i did not get posted to where i want. Therefore i'm appealing. Pray for me won't you. I should think i have a pretty good chance since people with my score have entered the faculty receiving their acceptance letters. I'm quite frustrated you see. Cause some of the accepted people actually have same or worse grades than me but for reasons unknown, i am passed along to the rest of my choices. URGH. You won't believe my disappointment that day i opened the thick fat brown envelope. Thank goodness for dear friends for being there for me to hear me cry out. But all this has just made me more determined to appeal. BLAH.
My aunt's in hospital again. And i'm worried. =( I hope she pulls through again this time and that she can make a full recovery and never never slip into depression. Haiz. Just when all of us were going to celebrate, this news had to come. Yes i'm quite affected by it because she's really close to me. Almost like a second mother to me, taking time off for me and listening. An adult that i can trust my secrets with and to go for for advice. Fingers crossed.
So how am i faring?
I have passed my BTT driving and continuing on to do my FTT. Nope i have yet to get an instructor. Any recommendations?
My uni application... mentioned above is bugging me like nobody's business.
My love life.... its really complicated and i don't want to talk about it except that i really don't know what i'm waiting for anymore and that i should just run to the nearest supermarket or hardware store to get a frying pan and hit you on the head with it. I fell too deep and therefore i'm in deep trouble. URGHH. Uni applications ain't the only thing that is bugging me. crap.
Oh no. I need to go back to my marking.... almost time for me to leave. URGHHH. Till then. Loves. OH! And if i still owe anyone of you a day out, pls come and bug me. =) Becky for one and Oh PAM!! And YUNG just when are you coming back?!?!
The past few weeks have been quite an emotional roller coaster ride for me. Since the last time i really blogged, it was about pahang wasn't it? I must have left some of my common sense there then haha i'm becoming so idiotic nowadays. Life can be so easily divided into school life, home life, personal stresses, friends. Then again they overlap too. Happiness is not far from everything if you only take the time to find that silver lining.
School life has been really fun with all the nonsense RTs enduring the long days with me. Lunching with them and talking cock is the best!! Haha this bunch of friends i'm glad to have, can't imagine how disgusting my life would be like in school without them. Oh not forgetting anna and clara too. They certainly do help spice up life. Oh wells in case some of you still do not know, I am now a lower sec science teacher. Yeah go on and laugh. Point at me and go "You?!?! A science teacher?!? You must be so kidding me..." But yup due to certain circumstances that i shall not say because of its sensitivity (you can ask me and i'll tell you though) and also cause i really do not know who reads my blog. In case this space has been invaded my students, certain things and happenings should be censored. Alrights. Teaching lower sec is like TORTURE. Face it, look within yourself and think of all the things that you did when you were younger. Did your teacher have a field day yelling? It ain't that fun. I lost my voice a couple of times. Talk to me right after a certain class and for sure i would have a rasping voice that i can treat you to. Haha.. Once it was so bad that the doctor actually had to prescript me some anti-inflammation medicine that was so strong i had to take gastric pills along with it to prevent the medicine from causing me much discomfort. It was freaking scary. Anyways, i do miss teaching geog. It is still my love, science just can't compare. And i do miss teaching the upper sec too. Especially a few chosen classes. Oh wells.
The last week was exam period. Been drafted down for invigilating duty. ARGH! Do you know that it is freaking boring to sit there and stare at people doing the paper i always have this urge to fall asleep. Seriously. You are not allowed to do anything like reading or marking so you are expected to walk around or sit there watching out for cheaterbugs. Blahhhh. I keep daydreaming till someone raise their hand. heh. But it is too boring i can't help it. Yet sometimes it can be fascinating as well. You see how different people cope with the stress of doing the exam in timed conditions. Some just chiong all the way doing with confidence and yet when i examine their script, they are just scribbling something irrelevant. Some have this perpetual worried look on their faces. Disgusting habits are also exposed. Urgh i rather not talk about this one. Too disgusted.. It becomes less boring when they are doing papers of subjects that i'm familiar with because i will try to do the paper too. Damn cool. Stimulates my mind as well then go around to see if they can answer the questions too, or double check my answer. HAHA!! With exams, comes the marking as well. URGHH. In fact i'm now sitting here with a whole thick stack of science papers to mark. Its so not fun to shift through answers trying to squeeze marks out for the students. Ever had any teacher barking at you saying something like "You were so close to the answer and yet you missed out on all the key marking points, therefore i can't award you the marks you should have gotten!!"?? I know i have had such experience. Now i'm taking on the role of the teacher, wanting to strangle all the students!!! Its frustrating i should say. Of course, the answers that the students give can be quite ridiculous as well. haha. The things that you write under exam conditions are just... lol. And some people, just don't read instructions properly. How nice.
I'm going to miss tms when i have to leave... =( okie lets not talk about this until it is inevitable.
So that's about it for school life. What's next? Aiya i know this period of time everyone is concerned with uni acceptance letters. Yup I got one letter. But due to me being stupid and not filling up the discretionary component, i did not get posted to where i want. Therefore i'm appealing. Pray for me won't you. I should think i have a pretty good chance since people with my score have entered the faculty receiving their acceptance letters. I'm quite frustrated you see. Cause some of the accepted people actually have same or worse grades than me but for reasons unknown, i am passed along to the rest of my choices. URGH. You won't believe my disappointment that day i opened the thick fat brown envelope. Thank goodness for dear friends for being there for me to hear me cry out. But all this has just made me more determined to appeal. BLAH.
My aunt's in hospital again. And i'm worried. =( I hope she pulls through again this time and that she can make a full recovery and never never slip into depression. Haiz. Just when all of us were going to celebrate, this news had to come. Yes i'm quite affected by it because she's really close to me. Almost like a second mother to me, taking time off for me and listening. An adult that i can trust my secrets with and to go for for advice. Fingers crossed.
So how am i faring?
I have passed my BTT driving and continuing on to do my FTT. Nope i have yet to get an instructor. Any recommendations?
My uni application... mentioned above is bugging me like nobody's business.
My love life.... its really complicated and i don't want to talk about it except that i really don't know what i'm waiting for anymore and that i should just run to the nearest supermarket or hardware store to get a frying pan and hit you on the head with it. I fell too deep and therefore i'm in deep trouble. URGHH. Uni applications ain't the only thing that is bugging me. crap.
Oh no. I need to go back to my marking.... almost time for me to leave. URGHHH. Till then. Loves. OH! And if i still owe anyone of you a day out, pls come and bug me. =) Becky for one and Oh PAM!! And YUNG just when are you coming back?!?!
