Sunday, January 20, 2008
I've got not much time here to type much but then again what's new?
Trying to pack as much into my schedule as is possible, trying to meet up with everyone that i have yet to met and so far have not succeeded in meeting everyone. At least i tried. You know it kinda gets tiring after sometime to be the one who has to keep poking people into meeting up? The organiser always gets the most nonsense from everyone and is often mistreated and not given enough respect. BLEH!!
So many many many people i'm missing, whether i have met them recently or not for like a couple of years. And needless to say, a selected few people will forever top this list. No prizes for guessing who. Yes yes i miss you all till my heart even aches. oh yes. SOMETIMES. So if you suddenly get unstoppable twitch in your eye, it is probably due to me missing you. heh.
Wad nonsense i'm talking...
I've had enough taking disappointments after disappointments in my stride. Starting to think that maybe i've had enough. I hate the feeling. I really do. Coupled with that are high expectations. And my own unsatisfied feelings. Maybe that's the reason i keep finding things to occupy me, even running to msia soon. To get away from all of this. Superficiality.
Maybe it is just the hormones talking and the "results are coming out real soon" jumpiness that is getting to me. I need a break and gosh i miss you terribly.
Trying to pack as much into my schedule as is possible, trying to meet up with everyone that i have yet to met and so far have not succeeded in meeting everyone. At least i tried. You know it kinda gets tiring after sometime to be the one who has to keep poking people into meeting up? The organiser always gets the most nonsense from everyone and is often mistreated and not given enough respect. BLEH!!
So many many many people i'm missing, whether i have met them recently or not for like a couple of years. And needless to say, a selected few people will forever top this list. No prizes for guessing who. Yes yes i miss you all till my heart even aches. oh yes. SOMETIMES. So if you suddenly get unstoppable twitch in your eye, it is probably due to me missing you. heh.
Wad nonsense i'm talking...
I've had enough taking disappointments after disappointments in my stride. Starting to think that maybe i've had enough. I hate the feeling. I really do. Coupled with that are high expectations. And my own unsatisfied feelings. Maybe that's the reason i keep finding things to occupy me, even running to msia soon. To get away from all of this. Superficiality.
Maybe it is just the hormones talking and the "results are coming out real soon" jumpiness that is getting to me. I need a break and gosh i miss you terribly.
