i'm home!

something tells me that you would probably come and read this entry.
but i blog, not because of that.
only because i want to.

great day today.
nice cool weather and freak rain.
peaceful and pleasant.
the company?
needless to say.

could tell that you were wondering how to tell me those words.
i could sense it. haha!
i could have told you that i know and you can save your breath.
but somehow i think i needed to hear it.

my response...
relieved aren't you?
that it went so easily.
yes i smiled. i understand your words.
but i can't help a part of me feeling not right.
a small part of me taking its last breath. (heh so poetic)
no point making a stupid scene.
haha i knew that would be uncomfortable for you.
though borrowing your shoulders sounded like a great idea. (xp)

i felt alright.
you have so much now on your mind, another is just too much of a bother too.
i guess i also understand how sometimes things just does not turn out the way you want them to.
or that you don't have to be together with the person you love to love them.
all the cliched sayings and yet today they made perfect sense.

i can't help that little prick at your words. (ouch!)
yet what i said then was true.
sometimes such things don't matter.
what's important is that you enjoy each other's company.
nothing rivals that.

well dear it ain't a crush like you said.
its called affection.
and i'll always be your mortal.  ¶ 5:14 PM