Thursday, November 29, 2007
yup yup now that the photos are up, i can have time to do some typing! =)
i'm always so overwhelmed when i have to upload photos. It seems as though you just gotta do everything-bring the camera around, ask for photos, upload the photos. tiring routine if u ask me. hahaha!! okie at least the camera is not heavy and it is certainly hard to depend on others to bring a camera! nvm for memory sake, i shall grin and bear it. hahahaha!!! now i make myself so weida. retarded.
so... today i had the relief teacher interview thing. Hmm.. am i up to it? A full time teacher's job. not like those baby-sitting relief teaching jobs. I really wonder. Can i take attitude? Will i go away traumatized as she had warned me might happen? 6 months!!! Even prepare exam papers and mark. whoo! i'm getting a little heady. okie lets see if i get it. then i will go panic.
Talking time! bye
i'm always so overwhelmed when i have to upload photos. It seems as though you just gotta do everything-bring the camera around, ask for photos, upload the photos. tiring routine if u ask me. hahaha!! okie at least the camera is not heavy and it is certainly hard to depend on others to bring a camera! nvm for memory sake, i shall grin and bear it. hahahaha!!! now i make myself so weida. retarded.
so... today i had the relief teacher interview thing. Hmm.. am i up to it? A full time teacher's job. not like those baby-sitting relief teaching jobs. I really wonder. Can i take attitude? Will i go away traumatized as she had warned me might happen? 6 months!!! Even prepare exam papers and mark. whoo! i'm getting a little heady. okie lets see if i get it. then i will go panic.
Talking time! bye
Cool sign eh? I tried to get becky to pose there but she don wan. too bad...
Poser. adorable don't u think? Pet safari at vivo.
I love this pic!! So cute!! hahaha.. emo. wonder what happened to make that one dog so solo.
peering at you. =)
posing now. this cat!! just love to pose and play around. loves attention!
=)
us again. me becky and jian.
LORAINE!! being hungry at national library Han's! =)
I look quite the silly girl! haha. but interesting pic. =)
Her turn!
And she points...
There loraine the photos that u were bugging(not unpleasant way!) me about. We took a walk in artfriend and look what we found! =)
I love this the best. cause it is part of my name. =)
=( i do not have any photos of fel and me to put up. i FORGOT to take them!!!
Alrights i'm tired. loading photos is real tiring!!!
in the mids of anime now. haha. surprised?
This is gonna be a photoblog. photos from long ago too.
Class before last chem mcq paper. trying to act tired and sad...
The facial expressions now is what we are actually feeling. =)
Yung and me. MRT. After last chem mcq paper for me. EYEBAGS!
Her again coming over to my place after phy mcq. The eyebags are better now!
A really really old pic. Grad day. =)
Wanying!! loves!
2 of my most fav ppl. hahaha!!! del and tab.
We look so entirely happy!!!!
The 3 of us.
Lisabelle and me. darling girl who's almost my twin!! Me being the younger one that is. =)
Asian kitchen. she treated abit. haha!! That's the weird fried icecream thing. I'm not gonna order that in a hurry next time. bleh.
See what it has become? Looks like the shape of Singapore don't u think? Use some imagination!
HER!
ME!
Class before last chem mcq paper. trying to act tired and sad...
The facial expressions now is what we are actually feeling. =)
Yung and me. MRT. After last chem mcq paper for me. EYEBAGS!
Her again coming over to my place after phy mcq. The eyebags are better now!
A really really old pic. Grad day. =)
Wanying!! loves!
2 of my most fav ppl. hahaha!!! del and tab.
We look so entirely happy!!!!
The 3 of us.
Lisabelle and me. darling girl who's almost my twin!! Me being the younger one that is. =)
Asian kitchen. she treated abit. haha!! That's the weird fried icecream thing. I'm not gonna order that in a hurry next time. bleh.
See what it has become? Looks like the shape of Singapore don't u think? Use some imagination!
HER!
ME!
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Been thinking.
Have you ever known anyone who apologised after confessing his/her feelings?
Yes silly ain't it?
Foolish girl.
-loves-
I have an interview tml... Hope it goes well. =)
Wish me lucks.
Have you ever known anyone who apologised after confessing his/her feelings?
Yes silly ain't it?
Foolish girl.
-loves-
I have an interview tml... Hope it goes well. =)
Wish me lucks.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
A day to rest at home.. and no one's online. How boring!!!
Alrighty time to do some blogging. =)
Been out the past 4 days consecutively. Not hard core shopping cause i have yet to gather income. Haha!! Any jobs for me yet? It seems like a futile attempt to find one now. Laziness too. Haha! Yeah been mostly catching up with old friends and taking time off to just enjoy each other's company.
Ytd's company- loraine! <3 We had such an relaxing day walking around and talking. =) such fun!
Met up with fel ytd too. It has been a long long while! We sat and talked over dinner for more than 1 hr plus. I swear it was almost 2 hours! Such a long long talk. Things happening in our lives that we have not shared with each other due to our lousy clashing schedules. Well we finally did caught up and boy, am i glad we did. There were so many things that we talked about, the gossip, her life, my life, food.... you get the drift. heh!
It was good ba. Realised that we share thoughts over common topics and both of us are people that need confirmation. Pretty cool but then again, we have the same advice for each other! Just because we think the same way... hahaha!!! At least i know she loves me. =) Right fel?
This is fast turning out to be a random post and i lost the momentum to blog already. maybe later.
Alrighty time to do some blogging. =)
Been out the past 4 days consecutively. Not hard core shopping cause i have yet to gather income. Haha!! Any jobs for me yet? It seems like a futile attempt to find one now. Laziness too. Haha! Yeah been mostly catching up with old friends and taking time off to just enjoy each other's company.
Ytd's company- loraine! <3 We had such an relaxing day walking around and talking. =) such fun!
Met up with fel ytd too. It has been a long long while! We sat and talked over dinner for more than 1 hr plus. I swear it was almost 2 hours! Such a long long talk. Things happening in our lives that we have not shared with each other due to our lousy clashing schedules. Well we finally did caught up and boy, am i glad we did. There were so many things that we talked about, the gossip, her life, my life, food.... you get the drift. heh!
It was good ba. Realised that we share thoughts over common topics and both of us are people that need confirmation. Pretty cool but then again, we have the same advice for each other! Just because we think the same way... hahaha!!! At least i know she loves me. =) Right fel?
This is fast turning out to be a random post and i lost the momentum to blog already. maybe later.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Yup i'm back!!! So sorry to those who has tagged my modest little tagboard. Haha. I didn't know whoever ever reads my blog and thought that i won't be missed. =) Nice to know though. =)
Hmm... Yup i do admit that it has been eons since i last blogged as kel has so kindly pointed out. Haha! Well that time i was rather not sure of kinda like making things public but i went for lasik my darlings. yeah. So i had to starve off the com for like a week. That was the reason why i wasn't blogging. Not that i don't want to. I only told a few of you and thanks all those, you know who you are, who remembered it and sent me encouraging and reassuring msges as well as msg to ask after me. Those things really touched my heart. And to those who came and pei-ed me, well, thanks for making the last week bearable! It was an interesting experience and it showed who bothered. Haha.. and of course those who missed me, online or not. =) smiles for you. yay!!!
And yes i do have perfect eyesight now. Envy me. no more contacts and specs. The gift of sight is such a real luxury. I will not let this 2nd chance at perfect eyesight go to waste!! I love my eyes!! =) Oh yes. I'll be glad to ans any queries about lasik, just msg me or look for me. Yupp!
The past 3 days have been whoo!! Been going out end on end i'm so TIRED!! Seeing the world in a whole new light. The company is great too. =) Lisabelle, family and my "kor and jie". Haha. I'm such a lucky girl. xp
Lisabelle and me are like twins that are born 4 days apart!!! I swear!! hahaha!!! Our likes and dislikes. Even though we were out of touch for some period of time but =) we still click like before. Somethings never change i guess and i'm glad. haha!!
Affection can be expressed in so many ways. Even a simple smile or a light touch or a phone call or a question of concern. A realisation that i had today. Who says love only exist as romantic love? That is so wrong!
Went to this bear bear place at vivo today. Wa!! So cute la. Saw one of the dolls dressed up as an angel and it was so cute. hahaha. But the whole thing would add up to more than 50 bucks. Thinking.... xp So cute!!! Too bad i din take a pic of it. =(
Pics pics. I have LOADS. And i'm not uploading them now cause i'm rather tired. But so far i have quite a few. Don hound me for them!! I will get around to handing them around. Just rather busy these few days too. xp
Who would like to offer me a temp job for like 2-3 weeks? I want to earn some money!!!! Next yr... there might be other opportunities for me but that's not for sure yet. So 2-3 weeks? (haiz who am i kidding... supply of temp staff is so much who would demand for such short term labour like me? but i can at least hope and pray!!!)
-loves-
I tried to forget. To think that life is and can be perfect just like it is now. To accept that this is the best arrangement that we can agree on. My resolve was broken on that very same day. I can't say what did it but i again understood that you are an important person in my life and there's nothing i can do to change that, cause i do love you, in my very own way. Nothing that speaks only of romantic love. True feelings run loads deeper than that and i've got to respect that and my own feelings. Maybe one day i will look back and sigh, thinking that i am a foolish girl, but truth to be told, I don't think i can ever regret my feelings, for when i give, it is from the bottom of my heart.
You may read this, you may not. Even if you do, you might not understand that i am referring to you. But it is okie. I do not need you to read to know. Feelings, must be felt. Just do me a favor and don't deny it.
-loves-
happy birthday del!! Happy birthday tab!! happy birthday shiyun! happy birthday robin! happy birthday jojo!! happy birthday bev!!
Did i miss out anyone? =) You tell me. And if i forgot, pls give me a chance to act guilty. xp
alright.. Till the next time =)
Hmm... Yup i do admit that it has been eons since i last blogged as kel has so kindly pointed out. Haha! Well that time i was rather not sure of kinda like making things public but i went for lasik my darlings. yeah. So i had to starve off the com for like a week. That was the reason why i wasn't blogging. Not that i don't want to. I only told a few of you and thanks all those, you know who you are, who remembered it and sent me encouraging and reassuring msges as well as msg to ask after me. Those things really touched my heart. And to those who came and pei-ed me, well, thanks for making the last week bearable! It was an interesting experience and it showed who bothered. Haha.. and of course those who missed me, online or not. =) smiles for you. yay!!!
And yes i do have perfect eyesight now. Envy me. no more contacts and specs. The gift of sight is such a real luxury. I will not let this 2nd chance at perfect eyesight go to waste!! I love my eyes!! =) Oh yes. I'll be glad to ans any queries about lasik, just msg me or look for me. Yupp!
The past 3 days have been whoo!! Been going out end on end i'm so TIRED!! Seeing the world in a whole new light. The company is great too. =) Lisabelle, family and my "kor and jie". Haha. I'm such a lucky girl. xp
Lisabelle and me are like twins that are born 4 days apart!!! I swear!! hahaha!!! Our likes and dislikes. Even though we were out of touch for some period of time but =) we still click like before. Somethings never change i guess and i'm glad. haha!!
Affection can be expressed in so many ways. Even a simple smile or a light touch or a phone call or a question of concern. A realisation that i had today. Who says love only exist as romantic love? That is so wrong!
Went to this bear bear place at vivo today. Wa!! So cute la. Saw one of the dolls dressed up as an angel and it was so cute. hahaha. But the whole thing would add up to more than 50 bucks. Thinking.... xp So cute!!! Too bad i din take a pic of it. =(
Pics pics. I have LOADS. And i'm not uploading them now cause i'm rather tired. But so far i have quite a few. Don hound me for them!! I will get around to handing them around. Just rather busy these few days too. xp
Who would like to offer me a temp job for like 2-3 weeks? I want to earn some money!!!! Next yr... there might be other opportunities for me but that's not for sure yet. So 2-3 weeks? (haiz who am i kidding... supply of temp staff is so much who would demand for such short term labour like me? but i can at least hope and pray!!!)
-loves-
I tried to forget. To think that life is and can be perfect just like it is now. To accept that this is the best arrangement that we can agree on. My resolve was broken on that very same day. I can't say what did it but i again understood that you are an important person in my life and there's nothing i can do to change that, cause i do love you, in my very own way. Nothing that speaks only of romantic love. True feelings run loads deeper than that and i've got to respect that and my own feelings. Maybe one day i will look back and sigh, thinking that i am a foolish girl, but truth to be told, I don't think i can ever regret my feelings, for when i give, it is from the bottom of my heart.
You may read this, you may not. Even if you do, you might not understand that i am referring to you. But it is okie. I do not need you to read to know. Feelings, must be felt. Just do me a favor and don't deny it.
-loves-
happy birthday del!! Happy birthday tab!! happy birthday shiyun! happy birthday robin! happy birthday jojo!! happy birthday bev!!
Did i miss out anyone? =) You tell me. And if i forgot, pls give me a chance to act guilty. xp
alright.. Till the next time =)
Thursday, November 15, 2007
The journey...
Midyrs-promos-blocktests-midyrs-preprelims-prelims-postprelims......
Walked thus far.
Endless studying.
Mugging days at the library and airport.
I will miss them.
Somehow.
No i'm not crazy.
Its just a fact.
Asking you to give up doing something that you have gotten so used to doing.
It just doesn't feel the same.
Then come A levels.
GP-MathP1-ChemP3-GeogP1-MathP2-ChemP2-Econs-GeogP2-ChemP1.
The journey... is coming to an end.
An undecided pot of emotions threatens.
-loves-
What will happen now?
Midyrs-promos-blocktests-midyrs-preprelims-prelims-postprelims......
Walked thus far.
Endless studying.
Mugging days at the library and airport.
I will miss them.
Somehow.
No i'm not crazy.
Its just a fact.
Asking you to give up doing something that you have gotten so used to doing.
It just doesn't feel the same.
Then come A levels.
GP-MathP1-ChemP3-GeogP1-MathP2-ChemP2-Econs-GeogP2-ChemP1.
The journey... is coming to an end.
An undecided pot of emotions threatens.
-loves-
What will happen now?
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
3 more days...
Feels like a lifetime.
3 more papers.
=)
-loves-
Nonsense sprouting.
Tempers flaring.
Fingers blistering.
Thoughts running wild.
What else have you got?
I want it all to end.
Then tired happiness.
A wary smile.
Putting off things till after As.
I wonder whether they will be resolved after As.
What will happen?
My guess is as good as yours.
I'm tired. Really tired.
-loves-
I like being upfront.
Yes.
(^.^)x
this post makes no sense at all...
Feels like a lifetime.
3 more papers.
=)
-loves-
Nonsense sprouting.
Tempers flaring.
Fingers blistering.
Thoughts running wild.
What else have you got?
I want it all to end.
Then tired happiness.
A wary smile.
Putting off things till after As.
I wonder whether they will be resolved after As.
What will happen?
My guess is as good as yours.
I'm tired. Really tired.
-loves-
I like being upfront.
Yes.
(^.^)x
this post makes no sense at all...
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Anytime I need to see your face I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place
Where your crystal minds and magenta feelings
Take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chica cherry cola
I don't need to try to explain
I just hold on tight and If it happens again
I may move so slightly to the arms
And the lips and the face
Of The Human Cannonball that
I need to I want to... .....
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out .....
The song that has been repeating in my mind since a long long time ago. The memories... are just endless...
I want you. =)
6 days.
(thank goodness for monday.)
And I am taken to a place
Where your crystal minds and magenta feelings
Take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chica cherry cola
I don't need to try to explain
I just hold on tight and If it happens again
I may move so slightly to the arms
And the lips and the face
Of The Human Cannonball that
I need to I want to... .....
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out .....
The song that has been repeating in my mind since a long long time ago. The memories... are just endless...
I want you. =)
6 days.
(thank goodness for monday.)
Thursday, November 08, 2007
The title of this blog: "the wait is killing me..." (in more ways than one.)
Only 4 more papers!!! And i have to wait 8 more days!! URGH. Have already lost the momentum of studying and this is so not helping in matters. Yeah so the wait is really killing me, even in terms of possible grades. This is so not happening.!! I won't allow it. NO!
Today is a perfect example of a "stay at home and slack day". Totally did not do anything.(well nothing that is worth mentioning anyway) I feel so lazy and bad la! Should be like mugging my socks off and complaining of information overload... HAHA you get the picture. But what i did? Slept, stared at my notes, took my time bathing, laze in bed, listen to my ipod. Great relaxation. HAHA. And i din slp well last night again. =(
-loves-
Ytd i went to the airport again. Saw so many ppl! Nas and Sam. =)
Oh i've got something to tell.
During the times of my mugging session there at bk, there's this couple that is always around.
AND!! They "PDA" the whole entire time.
In that disgusting way alright.
Files, GC, TYS on the table.
Guy: one hand around the shoulders of the girl
Girl: head on guy's shoulder, leaning against him
That's not so bad ya? But get this! They kiss like non-stop?! Not that i purposely noticed but it is a public area and they aren't exactly sitting outside my range of sight.
It is freaking disgusting. "free show" okie.
Ytd, the bk uncle had enough. He walked up to the couple and reprimanded them. I think i heard him say something like "..come here study or hug and kiss and make out in public..." In chinese of course. How embarrassing!
Well the couple still continued sitting with their arms all around each other but this time, with stared from all around.
Thank goodness they aren't in school uniform if not i would have much more to say.
I think it is totally inappropriate to be SO open la.
Many would have muttered "Get a room for heaven's sake".
URGH.
-loves-
Okie and i'm gone. 8 days.
Only 4 more papers!!! And i have to wait 8 more days!! URGH. Have already lost the momentum of studying and this is so not helping in matters. Yeah so the wait is really killing me, even in terms of possible grades. This is so not happening.!! I won't allow it. NO!
Today is a perfect example of a "stay at home and slack day". Totally did not do anything.(well nothing that is worth mentioning anyway) I feel so lazy and bad la! Should be like mugging my socks off and complaining of information overload... HAHA you get the picture. But what i did? Slept, stared at my notes, took my time bathing, laze in bed, listen to my ipod. Great relaxation. HAHA. And i din slp well last night again. =(
-loves-
Ytd i went to the airport again. Saw so many ppl! Nas and Sam. =)
Oh i've got something to tell.
During the times of my mugging session there at bk, there's this couple that is always around.
AND!! They "PDA" the whole entire time.
In that disgusting way alright.
Files, GC, TYS on the table.
Guy: one hand around the shoulders of the girl
Girl: head on guy's shoulder, leaning against him
That's not so bad ya? But get this! They kiss like non-stop?! Not that i purposely noticed but it is a public area and they aren't exactly sitting outside my range of sight.
It is freaking disgusting. "free show" okie.
Ytd, the bk uncle had enough. He walked up to the couple and reprimanded them. I think i heard him say something like "..come here study or hug and kiss and make out in public..." In chinese of course. How embarrassing!
Well the couple still continued sitting with their arms all around each other but this time, with stared from all around.
Thank goodness they aren't in school uniform if not i would have much more to say.
I think it is totally inappropriate to be SO open la.
Many would have muttered "Get a room for heaven's sake".
URGH.
-loves-
Okie and i'm gone. 8 days.
Friday, November 02, 2007
I have had this same feeling. Leaving the examination hall. That's 2 years ago. E Math paper.
The paper wasn't difficult. It really depends on how much you have studied. Left out vectors and complex thinking that at most one qns would be tested for it? U are busted. Some qns are really tedious. I almost gave up doing that last qns. The length of eqn that i had to simplify was, well, as long as an MRT train! And it was real complicated as well. Thank goodness i had the determination and went ahead trying to make sense of it all resulting in me solving it!!!! (punches the air) I was so proud of myself!! Haha. Claps.
Ooh. and i just kinda had a quick check with ming jie and yes i think i can safely say that i wouldn't do that badly le. Whew. Safely out of the ranges. Now all about paper2. =) See joyce i know u can do it. (its all about psychoing urself.)
Bad week ahead. 3 papers squeezed into 2 days. I think i might be breathless after that. Heavy chem p3 and geog p1 together. Wish me luck and endurance. Then on to math p2. The make or break. Whew.
countdown of 14 days...
The paper wasn't difficult. It really depends on how much you have studied. Left out vectors and complex thinking that at most one qns would be tested for it? U are busted. Some qns are really tedious. I almost gave up doing that last qns. The length of eqn that i had to simplify was, well, as long as an MRT train! And it was real complicated as well. Thank goodness i had the determination and went ahead trying to make sense of it all resulting in me solving it!!!! (punches the air) I was so proud of myself!! Haha. Claps.
Ooh. and i just kinda had a quick check with ming jie and yes i think i can safely say that i wouldn't do that badly le. Whew. Safely out of the ranges. Now all about paper2. =) See joyce i know u can do it. (its all about psychoing urself.)
Bad week ahead. 3 papers squeezed into 2 days. I think i might be breathless after that. Heavy chem p3 and geog p1 together. Wish me luck and endurance. Then on to math p2. The make or break. Whew.
countdown of 14 days...
Thursday, November 01, 2007
I have learnt much more in the past month than in the entire 2 years!! Amazing ain't it. I hope it does pays off in the end.
And just a random thought. I was being bored today and staring around in the library( no i wasn't being lazy in fact i just redid my specimen paper) when i noticed this group of vj students sitting kinda opposite me but around 11 o'clock. Oh wadever! Yeah then i noticed how the guys were treating the only girl in that study group (yeah JC2s mugging-wad did u expect?!) with gentleness. haha. Alright i'm not being stupid. It is just little gestures. Like holding the chair for her while she exits to the toilet(presumedly) and helping her gather her stuff when they were about to leave. Aww the sweetness of guys when they are in the mood. HAHA!! Its just nice to know that nice guys are not extinct yet.
Hmm.. my class is deciding to gather in sch on the 20th which is the last day where our dear 501 girl will finish her last paper. =) See now u can so see why i love my class. The rest of us finish way ahead on the 16th!!! I CAN'T WAIT. seriously. My face has this ugly pallor. And it looks dead. Okie i'm rather dead. My eyes are dead. Whoo~ becky said she'll cure me of this. I'll hold her to her promise. U bet i will. HAHA!!
alrights back to my math.
And just a random thought. I was being bored today and staring around in the library( no i wasn't being lazy in fact i just redid my specimen paper) when i noticed this group of vj students sitting kinda opposite me but around 11 o'clock. Oh wadever! Yeah then i noticed how the guys were treating the only girl in that study group (yeah JC2s mugging-wad did u expect?!) with gentleness. haha. Alright i'm not being stupid. It is just little gestures. Like holding the chair for her while she exits to the toilet(presumedly) and helping her gather her stuff when they were about to leave. Aww the sweetness of guys when they are in the mood. HAHA!! Its just nice to know that nice guys are not extinct yet.
Hmm.. my class is deciding to gather in sch on the 20th which is the last day where our dear 501 girl will finish her last paper. =) See now u can so see why i love my class. The rest of us finish way ahead on the 16th!!! I CAN'T WAIT. seriously. My face has this ugly pallor. And it looks dead. Okie i'm rather dead. My eyes are dead. Whoo~ becky said she'll cure me of this. I'll hold her to her promise. U bet i will. HAHA!!
alrights back to my math.
