Monday, July 23, 2007
Do i have the courage?
I want to tell you that i am going to stop all communications with you that involves me initiating anything. I want to tell you that i'm leaving it all to you. Its because i'm confused. I really do not understand what is happening and what i should do. You told me then not to be distracted by you, and then regret when i don't do well for my As. So far it has not been easy. I told you my feelings, or rather was kinda forced to admit. Now i want to know how you feel too.
I shall try to leave it to you. The fate of our relationship. The path that it will take. I'm not entirely hopeful but it beats me wondering. If u chose to let it lie, maybe i'd look you up after As. Or would you have already gone? To Australia or elsewhere? 3 months can mean a lot. It is a long and trying time for me. Just where would you chose to be? With me?...
I want to tell you that i am going to stop all communications with you that involves me initiating anything. I want to tell you that i'm leaving it all to you. Its because i'm confused. I really do not understand what is happening and what i should do. You told me then not to be distracted by you, and then regret when i don't do well for my As. So far it has not been easy. I told you my feelings, or rather was kinda forced to admit. Now i want to know how you feel too.
I shall try to leave it to you. The fate of our relationship. The path that it will take. I'm not entirely hopeful but it beats me wondering. If u chose to let it lie, maybe i'd look you up after As. Or would you have already gone? To Australia or elsewhere? 3 months can mean a lot. It is a long and trying time for me. Just where would you chose to be? With me?...
