It has not been an easy year.
Lots of tears, heartaches, disappointments, failures, troubles..
However it would be utter rubbish to say that it has only been that.
Life is but a mayrid of colours.
If my life was such a palette of dark gloomy colours, i would probably be sunk in depression.

It has been a fun year too.
Lots of new revelations about myself, fun, joy, pure happiness, truths, bitching moments, great friends...
Now that makes up the more cheerful part of my rainbow.
I remember this "Life is not just rainbows and butterflies"
Yet no one has the right to say that it does not contain them either.
Now that the year is coming to an end, it is time to recollect the precious memories,
Hurtful or joie de vivre moments,
They were an integral part of our lives at one moment and they will now be part of the watercoloured memories stored away. =)

This blog has been my blank canvas since i started it.
Reading through the various posts makes me smile or some occational time, cry (rarely so..)
I never regreted starting it. =)
It will always be a tribute to the splatter of vivid memories of my life...
Also an outlet for me to vent my frustrations whenever i felt opressed
It is also a wonderful way that my friends out there reading to know what i'm going through
It is amazing how much u can keep in touch with a person by taking some time off
Or when support seems to appear expecially after bad posts, its heartwarming... =)

With the stupid stressful schedule,
Time might not be on our side
But a blog makes things easy to read and comprehand. =)
A little effort by both parties make all the difference in the world. YAY!

I've had a good year.
One of the best of my entire life!
I learnt how to cope with losses,
To accept what has been given to me.
My choices...
Some i don regret making them.
And others, though i would prefer them to turn out differently,
I've learnt to be grateful for my lot.
Everything does happen for a reason.
This yr is especially significant because of the choices that i made.
The JC life is also a huge change.
The fact that i'm denied what i had hoped for
Ouch it was painful...
The saying goodbye, the parting.
(Now tears are threatening to fall.)
It was saddening but it was worth it.
I enjoyed the times spent while it lasted.

VJC Orientation- illumo
06S56
Odac
Interact club
MJC Orientation- alhena 7
06S501
Squash

I shan't go on further
It is kinda raking up certain memories that i don't wanna face now
But it has been a good year. =)
I can only hope next yr would be better.

Happy new year my dear friends!! =)  ¶ 4:29 PM