Hey ppl.. time for that update. So lazy nowadays to do anything in front of the com except to watch some other episode of "goong" on youtube. Gasp! Seriously i think i am totally addicted to the korean show. Through watching the show however, i realised that korean dramas are really long, slow and not much talking, more silence.. Also korean dramas, as my mom noticed, rarely shows the movement of someone from one place to another. They juz appear at the next scene like magic-no walking needed. She claims that it makes it very disjointed but seriously i don care. The show is so sweet... If only such a fairytale were to happen. I wonder what happened to the other gal though, she kinda dissapeared from the show halfway. Probably i watch it on and off so much so that i lose track of happenings. But aww.. it is so sweet. =) Princess.

My hols are so so packed!! For the past week i barely have time to myself to breathe and enjoy slacking. So many things happening and the worst thing is that everything clashes! Oh i am currently working. Due to my aunt. She offered me this job and so i work. The pay is the normal office pay and all i do is admin work. Can't say i enjoy the office work since it is so mundane but it is so no brainer that somehow i get the mentality that i am earning easy money. Pooey to those who think that it is so though... It is super boring since it requires little or no thinking... No processing needed. Okie but at least, i would not be rotting at home like SOMEONE now. Till the end of this month i would be working. =) I could be found online if u are lucky enough and if the office computer is in a good enough mood. Heex!

In dec i would be super busy too. 2 weeks fully booked then the other 2 weeks i already have plans. Hahaz! So what do u think is the possibility of everything clashing? xp This week is enough. Juz today i have training in the morning but i decided not to go because i wanted to change my halfday leave. Blahz! And so i missed training. I took tml morning off for some event then i'm going to work after that. On thurs night i think i would have to go to the chalet for the farewell of juniors. They invited us for the bbq! How nice. =) I miss guitar so so much. I think it is such a waste that i hardly play the guitar anymore! Poor guitar had an accident and suffered a broken bridge. Still recovering though the bridge might not be functionable anymore affecting the general health of the guitar. =( I want a new guitar!! And i wan time to practice my skills.. Time.. Where have u gone?

Going on holiday first week of dec. Bangkok here i come again.. This time i know better. I am so gonna shop and shop like crazy. I even have a mental list of the huge amount of things that i would love to get from there. Hope i would be lucky and strike gold there. =) What's more satisfying than shopping ur hearts out with the resonable and wonderful exchange rate to back up? Xp!! I think i will go crazy there man.

OSVAP coming up too.. I kinda look forward to it. New experience. U never know what to expect with the special children. Think it would be a special experience. =) Wanying and yvette to accompany me. =) Oh then i have to join this squash competition. Then i am totally reserving the last week for studying. I so have not done my hol assignment. Roasted and dead meat. >.<>.<

-loves-

Went over to bev's place juz recently. Red room. Her birthday. =) Nice condo u have there gal! And what cute brothers. Now we know how u got so eccentric. *grins* Oh that reminds me. Tml's her "real" birthday. =)

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Hmm.. decided to leave some space for myself and blog nonsense again. Nobody might understand but to express it, i'm contented. =)
Mian told me something that day and we kinda had some serious talk. I din noe i was behaving that way, at least not extremely like the way u put it. Hmm... I did reflection and i wondered why i acted in that way or rather why i acted in the first place. Am i really not in touch anymore? Have i changed? I don really think so but then again i am not able to tell am i? It is close to impossible. Only a third party can see the changes...

And mian, no matter what, i think i would still have to stick by what i told u that day. Nothing is gonna be easy and u noe it. Haiz glad u understood though. =) It is by means, a small comfort. YAY!

Straight forward that's wad i am like. =)
I suppose now u see me in another light but no matter wad i'm still Joyce at heart and always will be. It is time to love myself a little bit more. <3

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For no reason, i find myself missing U so much. I wonder what happened. *musing..  ¶ 8:34 PM