I can't think now.. totally. Looking at the huge amount of files that i have to tag for those stuck up auditors is just enough to make me insane. It is just crazy i think there is about a hundred of those papers that i have to tag. No joke considering that i would have to dig through the vast amount of files in that small stuffy room that is so overload with files the room looked as though it is made out of file walls. Having a pounding headache now. I so need to rest but there seemed to be no time. Typing here makes me look hard at work though. But i noe that they noe otherwise. I do think that i deserve a good long break. Glad that tml is the weekend. Another day of this and i'm gonna wave the white flag. (i think i am PMS-ing)
My poor hands. They are peeling like crazy because of the dry air in here. PLus, the papercuts that i get. Washing my hands sounds like a real bad idea to me. Need hand moisturisers. Maybe i should soak my hands in like milk? Hahaz.. or rather the rice. Rmb that they have some substance in them that help makes the old popo's hand ever so smooth and soft? (Rmb SK2?) Maybe i ought to do that.. Hmm. That's a thought.
Hi world. I'm feeling so so sad. There is no one in the accounting room right now except for this lonely young soul here typing all these out. Blahz i don't even know where they went to. One by one filing out of the room. Arr.. Loneliness.
So sorry that i am caught slacking here. Xp I feel kinda bad la but then again i'm bored. The boss of the accounting department ask me to work an extra day. So i'm down for work on the 1st of dec too. Just my luck. Must be that she finds that i am such a good worker. Efficiency plus plus! xp Oops. But i do have to say that i've been doing well here. I have to ask around now for other work to do because apparently the pile of work that i have to do has since been done. =)
Had training today before work. Ew! I don even noe wad i was playing today. In my opinion, none of it could be considered SQUASH. It could only be called LOUSY BALLS. Aiya... Bathed in school. So paiseh la wearing wad i call "nice clothes" walking around in school. Oh manz. Then i came to work with "big bag small bag" looking so unglam la! =( But then again who cares?
Had lunch all by myself. Hmm.. Wonder how did it turn out that way. Not complaining. Had a good lunch and then went to buy some other munchies for office. Eating them now.. Some sort of fish crackers. Want some? *grins
Hmm let me ramble on.. The J2 finish their A levels already. I'm so getting the jitters thinking about me going to take the A levels at around this time too. With my current standard i can say that i confirm wont do well. Ew! Better see how next yr.
All arond me the phones are ringing. So many different ringtones it gets kinda frustrating after the initial novelty wears off. Crap! Speaking rubbish again. Oh! I found a lump on my right elbow. Wonder what it is. It hurts leh... And u noe wad's the worst thing? It is at the position where u cannot see without a mirror! OUCH!
Hmm.. Wad's with guys and games. No no no it is not valid to say that it is the same as girls and shopping!! No way! I just don understand... Games are like everything to them. Prefer games to talking to people. Gosh!! I just have to accept it ya? Mango fruit juice anyone? Nice leh!
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Ytd was del's birthday celebrations. What was supposed to be a surprise was sadly not cause of tab's 'normality' of not asking ppl out for breakfast and of course her sending the msg to the wrong person. Hahaz! Laughing like crazy. And of course, we being such nice friends would celebrate his birthday for him la... Seeing that there is no other available date, it is only right that we chose ytd. =) He said he had fun. I did too.. Lots. Pizza for lunch. Ice cream after that. Sparkling juice to drink. Wonderful chocolate cake... And the funniest movie ever to boot. "White Chicks". Tee hee.. "Making my way downtown walking fast faces pass i'm homebound *insert music* Staring blankly ahead making my way making my way through the crowd *insert music* And i need you *insert music* And i miss you *insert music* and now i wonder.."
If i could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cause you know i'd walk a thousand miles if
I could just see you
Tonight
=)
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Christmas trees.. It would be a wonderful memory etched into my mind.. So sweet. I got closer to my baby cousins through the event of putting up the christmas tree in their house. For that day i was their hero. Carrying them to reach the higher brunches, positioning their tiny fingers so that the ornaments that they are trying to hang would stay. Picking up the fallen balls and handing to them. Oh how they loved me. For once they were totally at ease with me, no longer shy... Maybe i should spend more time with them like that.. I really should lest i regret not "knowing" them next time. Thanks to aunt for inviting me over for that event. Oh and they love playing with my scarf. =)
The eldest is so comfortable with me that she greeted me instead of her mom with a hug at her childcare centre. Aww.. Hahaz. Aunt's heart must have been broken. xp *evil* My family thinks that it must be that both of us were born in the year of snake. LOL!
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Omg. Another big pile of papers to file. Haiz.. Since when did technology help? If paper work still needs to be done wad is the point of having an online system where all the information would be keyed into anyway? Goodness me! A3 size moreover! Well i guess it is down to work...
Tata
Hey ppl.. time for that update. So lazy nowadays to do anything in front of the com except to watch some other episode of "goong" on youtube. Gasp! Seriously i think i am totally addicted to the korean show. Through watching the show however, i realised that korean dramas are really long, slow and not much talking, more silence.. Also korean dramas, as my mom noticed, rarely shows the movement of someone from one place to another. They juz appear at the next scene like magic-no walking needed. She claims that it makes it very disjointed but seriously i don care. The show is so sweet... If only such a fairytale were to happen. I wonder what happened to the other gal though, she kinda dissapeared from the show halfway. Probably i watch it on and off so much so that i lose track of happenings. But aww.. it is so sweet. =) Princess.
My hols are so so packed!! For the past week i barely have time to myself to breathe and enjoy slacking. So many things happening and the worst thing is that everything clashes! Oh i am currently working. Due to my aunt. She offered me this job and so i work. The pay is the normal office pay and all i do is admin work. Can't say i enjoy the office work since it is so mundane but it is so no brainer that somehow i get the mentality that i am earning easy money. Pooey to those who think that it is so though... It is super boring since it requires little or no thinking... No processing needed. Okie but at least, i would not be rotting at home like SOMEONE now. Till the end of this month i would be working. =) I could be found online if u are lucky enough and if the office computer is in a good enough mood. Heex!
In dec i would be super busy too. 2 weeks fully booked then the other 2 weeks i already have plans. Hahaz! So what do u think is the possibility of everything clashing? xp This week is enough. Juz today i have training in the morning but i decided not to go because i wanted to change my halfday leave. Blahz! And so i missed training. I took tml morning off for some event then i'm going to work after that. On thurs night i think i would have to go to the chalet for the farewell of juniors. They invited us for the bbq! How nice. =) I miss guitar so so much. I think it is such a waste that i hardly play the guitar anymore! Poor guitar had an accident and suffered a broken bridge. Still recovering though the bridge might not be functionable anymore affecting the general health of the guitar. =( I want a new guitar!! And i wan time to practice my skills.. Time.. Where have u gone?
Going on holiday first week of dec. Bangkok here i come again.. This time i know better. I am so gonna shop and shop like crazy. I even have a mental list of the huge amount of things that i would love to get from there. Hope i would be lucky and strike gold there. =) What's more satisfying than shopping ur hearts out with the resonable and wonderful exchange rate to back up? Xp!! I think i will go crazy there man.
OSVAP coming up too.. I kinda look forward to it. New experience. U never know what to expect with the special children. Think it would be a special experience. =) Wanying and yvette to accompany me. =) Oh then i have to join this squash competition. Then i am totally reserving the last week for studying. I so have not done my hol assignment. Roasted and dead meat. >.<>.<
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Went over to bev's place juz recently. Red room. Her birthday. =) Nice condo u have there gal! And what cute brothers. Now we know how u got so eccentric. *grins* Oh that reminds me. Tml's her "real" birthday. =)
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Hmm.. decided to leave some space for myself and blog nonsense again. Nobody might understand but to express it, i'm contented. =)
Mian told me something that day and we kinda had some serious talk. I din noe i was behaving that way, at least not extremely like the way u put it. Hmm... I did reflection and i wondered why i acted in that way or rather why i acted in the first place. Am i really not in touch anymore? Have i changed? I don really think so but then again i am not able to tell am i? It is close to impossible. Only a third party can see the changes...
And mian, no matter what, i think i would still have to stick by what i told u that day. Nothing is gonna be easy and u noe it. Haiz glad u understood though. =) It is by means, a small comfort. YAY!
Straight forward that's wad i am like. =)
I suppose now u see me in another light but no matter wad i'm still Joyce at heart and always will be. It is time to love myself a little bit more. <3
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For no reason, i find myself missing U so much. I wonder what happened. *musing..
In a total mess now... The past few days could be described as a riot of colours. I never had so much fun and nonsense before!! I think it is the after effects of it being after promos and juz recently, the end of pw!! The start of hols might mean something more to me...
See! Now i am at a loss of what to say le. I can't even totally remember what i did for the past.. Erm. Since the last post?
Lets try some random thoughts..
Tabitha's birthday.Me hong tab del wei thad.Cake. Marina Square.Photo taking.Fun.=)
Loraine's house.Toa Payoh squash courts safra.Squash.Badminton.Journey home 2 hours.me hong loraine wei esther thad.
Step up.Tampines mall.GV.After training.Not bad movie.Enjoyed it.Tab's chalet.Crash.Aloha loyang.BBQ.Gameboy.Super mario.
Mon.Del and tab.My house.Visiting for fun.Ms congenality2.13 going on 30.Lunch.Pri/Sec/JC photos.Baby photos.Cute!
OSVAP briefing.Out vivo wanying.Crazy photos.Randomness.Blisters.OW!.Boots.Candy empire.Chocs.Starbucks.Java chips.Taxi.Down's syndrome.Wanying's mom fetch.89 home.
Training.No coach.Lunch tgt.Me hong tab del wei.KFC.Subway.NTUC.Browse thru clothes wif tab.Thinking of getting same polo tees.xp
OKIE. i can't think already!! =)
Going to work tml le. Office wear. OH MANZ... Wan come visit me for lunch?? Paya labar..
okie... i shall do a photolog.
Part 1
26th Oct: Me and huayshan! See the colour matches. Heex! I like this pic, so natural... =)
27th Oct: The next day at nasirah's house! Spot the missing grp member!! Nad again... Anyway we had fun! Watched vcds and laugh the whole day. Yeah! Who said anything about PW? xp
30th Oct: See the amount of fun that we have during pw lessons? (PS we are not doing pw at this point of time that's why we are so relaxed!) Now u noe... Aww.. so sweet!