Monday, October 02, 2006
"Forgive and forget" I promised myself that i was going to blog about this.
Ytd that's wad i was thinking about after a discussion. It was about wad happened before again. Though painful for me to bring back past memories i am glad that sometimes through disucussion, some things become clearer to me. How people treated me and more importantly WHY?
To forgive someone for the things that they did to you. Never considered easy. Especially if you have been badly hurt by the person and their actions. I guess it depends on the severity of the actions that the person did. If it really hurt you to the point where you cried or where you felt betrayed of your genuine care and feelings toward the person. I find it hard to forgive. Moreover if the person was not even remorseful i don't think i am great enough to say that yes i know that you have done wrong and therefore i will forgive you. I can't. It is just too hard.
So many things happened since then and now i hardly even keep in touch with you though it is common that i would bump into you around. A hi is not that difficult to say, yes my dear, but to say it with sincerity is another thing. I don't want a superficial relationship with you and seriously i don't need it. It does not matter to me that much. I just wonder what is it about me that caused you to be so bias against me. It is all in the past but my life was ruined (i think you are happy to know that) and i lived with the consequences of your actions. I always wondered why... I never treated you in a way that i myself deem unfair. Touche.
By coincidence or something, my gp paper has the comprehension passage about forgiving and forgetting too!! I was shocked when i received the paper. It was really scary.... Hahaz..
Papers today was quite bad i think. Gp and econs. My brain was dead after all the papers. Still dead now. Hahaz... Tml geog. Another brain draining paper. 3 hours. YAY! -.-"
Ytd that's wad i was thinking about after a discussion. It was about wad happened before again. Though painful for me to bring back past memories i am glad that sometimes through disucussion, some things become clearer to me. How people treated me and more importantly WHY?
To forgive someone for the things that they did to you. Never considered easy. Especially if you have been badly hurt by the person and their actions. I guess it depends on the severity of the actions that the person did. If it really hurt you to the point where you cried or where you felt betrayed of your genuine care and feelings toward the person. I find it hard to forgive. Moreover if the person was not even remorseful i don't think i am great enough to say that yes i know that you have done wrong and therefore i will forgive you. I can't. It is just too hard.
So many things happened since then and now i hardly even keep in touch with you though it is common that i would bump into you around. A hi is not that difficult to say, yes my dear, but to say it with sincerity is another thing. I don't want a superficial relationship with you and seriously i don't need it. It does not matter to me that much. I just wonder what is it about me that caused you to be so bias against me. It is all in the past but my life was ruined (i think you are happy to know that) and i lived with the consequences of your actions. I always wondered why... I never treated you in a way that i myself deem unfair. Touche.
By coincidence or something, my gp paper has the comprehension passage about forgiving and forgetting too!! I was shocked when i received the paper. It was really scary.... Hahaz..
Papers today was quite bad i think. Gp and econs. My brain was dead after all the papers. Still dead now. Hahaz... Tml geog. Another brain draining paper. 3 hours. YAY! -.-"
