Been wondering where i have disappeared to?
No worries i've juz been too lazy to blog though i have like one thousand and one things to say.

Start with something funnie.
Nad is nad.. She is definately crazy and living in a world of her own.
I still rmb azzie saying "One lives in manhattan while the other lives in her own world"
Describing who else but nad.
She never fails to bring umz.. joy and well mindless laughter to us with her well how should we put it.. With her.. yeah child-like mannerism and all..
Oh manz.. U should juz see her at it. Laughter guaranteed.
Juz today she made us laugh till we were in literal pain.
Being the first does not really mean everything everytime my darling!!
This gal insisted on being the first to leave the lift. So after much struggling we managed to press the 6th floor button and off she goes...
While we proceed on to the 8th floor.
She left unaware.
Standing with her hands to her hips, she waited for us "slow bums"
Who knows...
HAHA!!
~laughter ensued..

Oh wells it is Jun's birthday like NOW.. since it is like 12am. Happy birthday to you!! =)

I'm tired. Photos soon.. Charging the batt now in case it does the dying act again later when i'm transfering the photos. That's all for now. BYE ppl..

*off i go to nurse my fever and headache now..

hey i missed you. yeah really..  ¶ 11:52 PM 0 Comments

  I love my pw grp. Hahaz.. Brought my cam all around with me like for one week. Collected interesting photos. Share some other time. =)  ¶ 10:24 PM 0 Comments

  yeah!! I'm the princess. Hahaz.. To u all that is. Should noe who u are. =) And nope i shall hang around tab more. i'm kinda enjoying this. Hahaz.. NONSENSE!

Sat.
Spent most of my time out with HUAY SHAN!! Hahaz.. That darling gal. Finally met up after so so long huh. The postphoning is so terribly horrible. Hahaz.. Ytd though she made so many changes to the time we were meeting that i got kinda bored, i'm glad we met. =)

Welcome gal. It is a pleasure to be out with u. Thanks for the wonderful day too. =) Bitching like i have not really done to anyone for some time. I realised how evil u can actually be huh?! Oh but wells. I had a great time. All the ice cream and finding out about ur ah-hem and kayak diet and the finding a place to sit and talk and the shopping. Lala~

Sun.
I'm too lazy to blog about today so i shall do a word thing again..
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compass point
shopping
nas house
KFC
she's the man
london photos
bed
camera whoring (lol!)
youtube
BASICALLY slacking. And i'm so not ashamed to admit that i loved every min of it. hahaz!!

-loves-
I really should spend more time with all of u. haiz.. Not that i don want to but kinda hard eh. See la. Soon soon soon. I promise! =)  ¶ 11:09 PM 0 Comments

  Whew. It is all over. The traumatising period. The heart-stopping period. It is finally over!! Got back all my results. Don think there would be much of a problem promoting and i can lay down my worries. =)

Happiness while it lasts. I should learn how to be contented. Yuppie.

~I want you here right beside me.~  ¶ 8:42 PM 0 Comments

  Today..
Hmm... What did i do today!? Sch. Get back gp and chem papers.
Gp paper was GREAT!! I'm so happy happy. Although i miss by like a pathetic half a mark but so wad. Wad matters is that i improved!! Almost an A! Happie happie. I don't mind being an alien for once if that's wad i'm entitled to. xp
Chem was SAD!! I am so careless i ought to be killed. I did quite bad i guess. Not as well as expected. Haiz! Really sad. But well, i passed. And for now i should be thankful.. Whew!

Enough of that talk. Oh yeah. Someone's supposed to treat me huh if he gets like all As except for GP. Hahahaz.. My treat to u is gone la. I din manage to be a genius and score all As. Hahaz.. Thad.. HAhaz! hmm..

Alrights. Then after sch. Went to look for hong cause i owe her a hug. Oh wells too bad that she is nowhere to be found i guess tml.. =) So instead, i went to meet tabby. Fat fat tabby. Lol!! Nah don kill me. U love me too much. Oh manz.. See la. Ur influence. xp Walked and talked the whole time. Actually more like talk cause i don really rmb shopping much. Hahaz. She bought earrings. i choose too okie!! xp Nice. hahaz..

Chocs. =) Saw her classmates too. Lalala~ Somehow i end up with them. Wow! Ppl noe my name wor. I surprised wor. Lol!! Then became zi lian took sebAs cam and took a pic of me and tab put as wallpaper. So nice hor. Heex. =)

K la.. I lazy to type le. 2 more papers to go... Yeah!

Edit: I forgot to say something. Don buy anything frm century square T.A.B. U might accidently buy something that u don really like the smell of. Ask tab she's responsible. xp  ¶ 10:55 PM 0 Comments

  I juz heard some pretty bad news.
Lets hope this turns out alright.
Hope and pray..
I'm serious.
If u need me..
I'm here.  ¶ 10:00 PM 0 Comments

  Today is a well bad day i guess. No mood to do anything much. Only one thing good happened today. Wanying came back frm her long long break to join us for lessons again. Haiz. that gal ar... Bluff us that she has a fever but actually it was much worse. Aiyo! Nvm wat matters now is that she gets better! =) Yuppie.

PSI is so high that i can't see across to the next block clearly looking out of the window!!

Got back my math results today. Can't say that they are what i've been hoping for. In any case i think i did damn badly. HAiz.. Shall not talk about it anymore. I don't even think i might be lucky enough too... Have to bank on the other subjects already but it seems hard too... Tml i should have a clearer picture when i get back GP and Chem ba. I wonder how they would be. I really wanna do well this time.. Did i not do enough??

=(

And i don't like the timetable.
i wanna see more of u..  ¶ 5:30 PM 0 Comments

  Ytd was the BIG day (or so it was said) open house 2006!!
I'm so glad it is over. The preparations are enough to make me go mad and scream! YAY!! It is over!! And boy i do think that ytd was kinda fun..

Yup! So lets see.. What did i do ytd?? Hm. Basically i stayed at the courts only occasionally going to the booth to see see look look. Was really bored of doing anything so i just put up some small posters and be done with it. xp. Hahaz.. Was spacing out for a long time in the morning due to lack of slp. Could not understand half the things that i was told. Oops! Yeah it really was that bad. Spacing out...

Later that day i felt better (could be due to the chocs. xp). But i was still not feeling up to entertaining people so i kinda sat around and played squash. (anyhow) 3 ppl squash is kinda fun. I do think that my service did improve!! YAY! Ooh the seniors dropped by too. Haiz.. Graduation day. Their last official day in the sch. How sad.. I'm gonna miss them la. Shall not act so unfeeling. They have taught us lots. Well... i guess we can still stay in touch though. Hahaz.. Probably the guys would be our juniors in uni. HAHAZ.. I can't believe that would happen!! Took photos and talked. But they left after a short while. Time to mug. Poor things...

Volleyballed (now my hands have blue black!) then i taught my teacher how to play squash. Hahaz. U should have juz looked at him playing in his shirt and pants and those shoes. pretty entertaining. And because he plays badminton, he is able to catch the game very quickly. It was only a matter of minutes before he got into the mood of the game and proceed to trash me. Aww!! It was fun though. Mr kua.. Then we played tennis. =) Fun fun fun!! Though i keep hitting the ball high like the net was about 1 m high instead of... yeah. U get the idea?? Heex. The whole day i was doing sports. Feels omph so damn good!!! Even now though some parts are aching abit but i feel so alive!! I can't begin to describe it. U could only experience it yourself i guess. =)

Open house. Hahaz.. Hong left her coupons in the classroom where they lock up our bags. Luckily, from the kindness in his heart, Mr tan offered her a coupon, when he heard about it. How nice right. We grabbed the opportunity and bought ice cream for sharing. Brownies too!! So nice!! Heavenly...Mmm.. Pigs eh?? At the end of the day since we have so much more coupons left we went to pig out and bought all the different kinds of food and he had a sharing session outside courts. Heex. So fun. Like one big family having meal together. =) so sweet. The amount of food that we bought. Scary!! The food that i spent most on should be water ba. I just kept buying bottles and cans and packets of water. Don't remember how much le lo!!

So that's basically wad i did ytd. Today i wonder how vj's open house will be like. Going there to experience the victorian culture once again. Aww.. I so miss it! It is so different la that's the thing..

Ooh!!! I can't stand it. I think me and tab are like once related or something la. The people that we both know but during different periods of time are like people that we are both close to at that period of time!! Lol!! And the way we think about things how we analyse happenings. Hahaz.. Well can say something like sisters i could say. I think she agrees too. Lol!! She spectaculated that we could somehow be distantly related. LOL!! So cute... =)

Nowadays somethings don't seem to be going as well as before. I wonder why. Been thinking about it so so much but i can't seem to come to a satisfactory answer. Should i just leave it to lie or should i try to resolve everything and find out what's wrong? Some thing close to my heart.. Well I shall see how everything goes. Perhaps. Tab should noe wad i'm talking about yeah??

-loves-
On a seperate issue... I wonder what happened. Coldness i sense yet again. Haiz.. Forget it.
-loves-
Alright time to bathe and leave house. =) BYE! Time to go say HELLO to my friends!!! After so long.... =)  ¶ 9:22 AM 0 Comments

  What a day today!! Squashed like nobody's business and had lots of fun. Hahaz.. I so miss the game. Played with tab, del, mian, esther, thad today. Heex so fun!! The trill and the exercise. Ooh.. how wonderful.. =)

Go to sch for chem lect. In the middle of the day and i woke up early thinking it was one hour after the time that i woke up. So blur. But since i already woke up i juz slacked. Lol! Almost late for classes in the end. Irony. xp The lect was mostly about alkanes that we learnt in sec sch. Roar!

Then squash time! Hmm.. someone joined in the fun today. That's esther lo. Not a bad player for a first timer. In fact i should say that she is really good! The power is there and she can sort of handle the shots well. Had fun squashing with her. =) Got to know a new person.

U noe wad. I think i lost my touch in blogging. Haiz.. Some other time la..

Stay happie everybody!! =)  ¶ 9:18 PM 0 Comments

  "Ctrl" "Alt" "Tab"

Heex. For the fun of it. =) Tabby.. Lol!!

Today i had a great day. Yeah go ahead and gloat tab, u would definitely say that it was because of u. Hahaz.. Fine then shall attribute it to u too. xp

Went to cut hair at tam at some place that tab recommended. I should say it is not bad and i'm satisfied with the result. This time no one is gonna be shocked when i said i cut my hair cause it is obvious. Hahaz.. Childish. xp Oh i saw jorim. Don think i saw wrongly ba. It has been a long time since i last saw him though. Hahaz.. Such an unlikely place to meet someone. Yup. Hair salon. interesting. We shopped around at the 'night market' there too. Bought some kiddy things. =)

Then i went to tab's house. Hahaz.. So fun. Watched narnia together with her bro. Saw her sis... Talked and ate stuffs. I finally ate ice cream! Umz.. Yeah.

I hate the haze!!! PSI reading is 145 now and it is irritating my throat and eyes so very much!! The visibility is also really bad. Haiz.. Hope it goes away really soon!!! I wanna do sports and play and the air does not encourage me to do it. Lousy!

Anyways, to everyone, pls take care and drink more water. Don't let the haze get the better of u. Health is important okies. Get enough slp too!! And to limian, too much caffeine is really bad for health. xp  ¶ 8:09 PM 0 Comments

  HEY EVERYBODY!!!

I'm so gonna get my life back!!! =) Whatever stole it is over! Promos is officially over for me. Woots. Umz.. Literally as well as hmm.. I shan't think too much at the moment. Later ar... Choy touch wood should i retain hor i would be damn sad la...

I so need to find time for myself and for the many many people that i have not been in touch with!! So many things to do. Jc life is really the pits man. Oh oh oh can't say that for there is also the many fantastic friendships that i forged. =)

Time to rest first though.. When i feel better without the irritating haze caused by indo neighbour making my eyes feel awlful, i shall blog again. =)  ¶ 9:32 PM 0 Comments

  Ten things again, from the top of my head:

1) I'm still having a headache from the chem paper. Roar!!
2) Ytd went to study with mian at dte. Hahaz..
3) Saw thad there! And jeremy and well some other unknown mj people. Mugging.
4) Is there baking of brownies session tml? suhan
5) Ooh.. A msg... Frm wei. Hmm. Squash? How bout 4)??
6) Tml last paper. Math.
7) Wanying din come for the paper today!! How come? Later call her.
8) I like my handphone. Pink. Stylish. Hahaz.
9) I wanna chop off my head. It is getting overloaded!!!
10) Squashers!! I miss ur company!! +++ other people... =)

-loves-
i was really shocked to see you. To say that my heart skipped a beat is only speaking the truth. =)  ¶ 12:10 PM 0 Comments

  Nothing much that i want to say except maybe:

1) I had geog paper today. Good riddance!! It is over! Whoo!!
2) I'm alone at home again.
3) I wish you would msg me. Hahaz..
4) Exams is gonna be over in two more papers time!!
5) Friday friday. i can't wait
6) Someone just asked me out!
7) I wanna see someone(i noe) who has six pacs. LOL! Yeah..
8) I wanna squash!
9) Shopping? Brownies? Chocolates? ahems*
10) I wanna rest. Slp time!

Bye.  ¶ 2:51 PM 0 Comments

  "Forgive and forget" I promised myself that i was going to blog about this.

Ytd that's wad i was thinking about after a discussion. It was about wad happened before again. Though painful for me to bring back past memories i am glad that sometimes through disucussion, some things become clearer to me. How people treated me and more importantly WHY?

To forgive someone for the things that they did to you. Never considered easy. Especially if you have been badly hurt by the person and their actions. I guess it depends on the severity of the actions that the person did. If it really hurt you to the point where you cried or where you felt betrayed of your genuine care and feelings toward the person. I find it hard to forgive. Moreover if the person was not even remorseful i don't think i am great enough to say that yes i know that you have done wrong and therefore i will forgive you. I can't. It is just too hard.

So many things happened since then and now i hardly even keep in touch with you though it is common that i would bump into you around. A hi is not that difficult to say, yes my dear, but to say it with sincerity is another thing. I don't want a superficial relationship with you and seriously i don't need it. It does not matter to me that much. I just wonder what is it about me that caused you to be so bias against me. It is all in the past but my life was ruined (i think you are happy to know that) and i lived with the consequences of your actions. I always wondered why... I never treated you in a way that i myself deem unfair. Touche.

By coincidence or something, my gp paper has the comprehension passage about forgiving and forgetting too!! I was shocked when i received the paper. It was really scary.... Hahaz..
Papers today was quite bad i think. Gp and econs. My brain was dead after all the papers. Still dead now. Hahaz... Tml geog. Another brain draining paper. 3 hours. YAY! -.-"  ¶ 7:15 PM 0 Comments

  It is the PROMOS tml. And i don have the mood to do last min studying!! Have not even touched econs!! OMG. So dead.

Hahaz.. Going out to study today too.. Becky at paya lebar. That's like so far away but it is better than me wasting my precious time in front of this machine that is so incredible it allows me to talk to anyone anywhere in the world(provided they have the service too la). Yeah. My preparations are really bad. I realised that half of the things that i'm supposed to do have not been done yet. Oh wells too late to do anything except pray and hope for the best. hahaz..

Alrights after promos we shall talk more...

-loves-

and no... she fell for the wrong person again... what will she do?

i need to read!!!!
  ¶ 12:29 PM 0 Comments