Friday, July 21, 2006
Time for me to rumble on about the happenings of my life...
I had quite a horrible week. Most prob because of the fact that i was too busy falling asleep in class and doing my own stuff that i din get enough slp and din do all of the work i was required to do. Everything juz kept piling up and i got so stressed out that i juz retaliated by being sullen for some period of time. Everyone around me saw how exhausted i was that they were concerned, asking me if i was "alright" every other day. I'm so touched!! And besides that, there were other personal things that i had to settle within myself and i assure you that it was quite a trying period of my life. Haiz...
Changed chem teacher since the start of this term and i have mixed feelings about the whole situation. The previous teacher was bad but the current one could be said to be 'comparable' to the previous teacher. That basically translates to "I'm dead" for chem. Why can't i get a good teacher?!? For god's sake i'm totally pissed off at this new teacher. He does not seem to me to have much experience! Our class does not seem to bother much about him i should say... He's juz a stubborn *beep*. I donno wad to say la... And in case u are wondering wad i'm describing him as, i placed the *beep* there because i can't find a suitable word in my vocab to describe him. Shan't talk about him anymore. Makes my blood boil... Look down on ppl and so sarcastic. I totally despise such ppl!!! Wadever~
Did badly for midyrs in case u haven heard. So ashamed of my results. Parents so worried for me and i hate that! Haiz.. I hate it when i don do well u noe.. Feel like i have failed myself somewhat. Yeah.
-love-
I still remember when you told me "Don't give up an entire forest just for one tree". That was quite sometime ago le. But i still remember it as though it is ytd. I guess it does have a huge impact on me. Kept that msg till around 1 month ago, stared at it before deleting it... Juz that it is something i thought about... Even now. Yup.
Moving on...
-love-
I donno wad to think anymore. Sometimes i wonder if it would be better if i did not take literature. Would be better if i was totally naive. Sadly that is not the case and i can't help but try to put explanations into ur actions or words that you say. Sometimes these explanations that i arrive at are not exactly pleasant...
I seriously donno wad's going on. I'm a straight forward person. Not good wif mysteries... I don't wanna get upset because of it. That's one side of the coin... Go figure out the other side of it.
-love-
I shall shut up. ENOUGH. bye.
I had quite a horrible week. Most prob because of the fact that i was too busy falling asleep in class and doing my own stuff that i din get enough slp and din do all of the work i was required to do. Everything juz kept piling up and i got so stressed out that i juz retaliated by being sullen for some period of time. Everyone around me saw how exhausted i was that they were concerned, asking me if i was "alright" every other day. I'm so touched!! And besides that, there were other personal things that i had to settle within myself and i assure you that it was quite a trying period of my life. Haiz...
Changed chem teacher since the start of this term and i have mixed feelings about the whole situation. The previous teacher was bad but the current one could be said to be 'comparable' to the previous teacher. That basically translates to "I'm dead" for chem. Why can't i get a good teacher?!? For god's sake i'm totally pissed off at this new teacher. He does not seem to me to have much experience! Our class does not seem to bother much about him i should say... He's juz a stubborn *beep*. I donno wad to say la... And in case u are wondering wad i'm describing him as, i placed the *beep* there because i can't find a suitable word in my vocab to describe him. Shan't talk about him anymore. Makes my blood boil... Look down on ppl and so sarcastic. I totally despise such ppl!!! Wadever~
Did badly for midyrs in case u haven heard. So ashamed of my results. Parents so worried for me and i hate that! Haiz.. I hate it when i don do well u noe.. Feel like i have failed myself somewhat. Yeah.
-love-
I still remember when you told me "Don't give up an entire forest just for one tree". That was quite sometime ago le. But i still remember it as though it is ytd. I guess it does have a huge impact on me. Kept that msg till around 1 month ago, stared at it before deleting it... Juz that it is something i thought about... Even now. Yup.
Moving on...
-love-
I donno wad to think anymore. Sometimes i wonder if it would be better if i did not take literature. Would be better if i was totally naive. Sadly that is not the case and i can't help but try to put explanations into ur actions or words that you say. Sometimes these explanations that i arrive at are not exactly pleasant...
I seriously donno wad's going on. I'm a straight forward person. Not good wif mysteries... I don't wanna get upset because of it. That's one side of the coin... Go figure out the other side of it.
-love-
I shall shut up. ENOUGH. bye.
