Sunday, February 12, 2006
U donno how horrible i feel right now...
1. Got o-level results... When i saw the result slip i almost immediately burst into tears without even bothering to open the envelope. I knew without opening that i did badly and not up to expectations. All the Bs that i saw told their story. I'm still feeling so totalli horrible. Before results were released i was hoping and hoping that i would be crystal clear about where i would be when results are released. Whether i would be staying or going. But now it is not exactly that clear le cause i realised that i don wish to leave vj... Appeal... i realli donno animore. Nothing seems clear le. I feel so complicated and comfused... =(
2. I gave up my phone to my dad and now stuck with the moto V3 which is like so damn irritating to use cause it is so diff frm nokia phone!! The keys are all messed up!! Grr... Typing a msg takes a damn long time!!
3. I can feel the gap emerging le... Sometimes when u speak i realise that it is not much diff from when u are juz being silent. I donno la. Maybe it is juz because of me but i do feel that there is some sort of difference le and that makes me feel crushed. Ouch...
Too horrible to continue... ='(
1. Got o-level results... When i saw the result slip i almost immediately burst into tears without even bothering to open the envelope. I knew without opening that i did badly and not up to expectations. All the Bs that i saw told their story. I'm still feeling so totalli horrible. Before results were released i was hoping and hoping that i would be crystal clear about where i would be when results are released. Whether i would be staying or going. But now it is not exactly that clear le cause i realised that i don wish to leave vj... Appeal... i realli donno animore. Nothing seems clear le. I feel so complicated and comfused... =(
2. I gave up my phone to my dad and now stuck with the moto V3 which is like so damn irritating to use cause it is so diff frm nokia phone!! The keys are all messed up!! Grr... Typing a msg takes a damn long time!!
3. I can feel the gap emerging le... Sometimes when u speak i realise that it is not much diff from when u are juz being silent. I donno la. Maybe it is juz because of me but i do feel that there is some sort of difference le and that makes me feel crushed. Ouch...
Too horrible to continue... ='(
