Yawnz... I'm tired yet inside me i feel this wonderful sense of fulfillment. =) Today after sch we had our SLV project. Yup SLV basicalli means Service Learning Venture. So we were supposed to be randering our services in any way that we find suitable and well,entertaining. Hahaz.. That's a good way to put it don ya think??

So i was paired up with this 12 yr old gal by the name VANESSA. She is vv outgoing and i enjoyed the time that i spent talking to her. Sign language is definitely not that easy to learn. I was basicalli relying on handphone half the time to type out what i was trying to convey to her with my limited skills in sign language. Learning it was fun too. Now i can spell out names(most of the letters) purely in sign language!! *gloat* I feel so accomplished. Lol... JK. Enjoyed sentosa, underwater world and the dolphin lagoon. So long never been there, really an eye opener for me as well as her! I have never seen such huge gigantic crabs anywhere!! Omg i realise i sound vv amused. Lol..

Fun!! I love it man... SLV, success!! =)

-loves-

Been reaching sch vv early... Kinda weird to be there so early though. I sit there and look all around at the empty canteen. Hahaz... Well, not exactly empty if u count the stall aunties and uncles and of course jonathan... If not for them ya i'll be the only one around. Aiya but actually it is not as bad as it sounds cause jonathan initiates convosations wif me so i'm not bored and sitting there stoning. Lol!! Reminds me of AHS the earliness... HAhaz don bother my language. I have not been reading much so all my vocab and structure have basically gone down the drain. xp i'm guilty...

Enjoying myself... Hahaz.. So fun. =)

-loves-

if i could turn back time, i would go back to those times i spent with you cause those were the happiest moments in my life...
if loving u was a crime, it is no doubt that i'm guilty...

  ¶ 9:15 PM 0 Comments

  Oh manz... Can't believe it la. So many ahs ppl crashed vj today and inevitably due to cisiang's long unkept hair, the whole bunch of them were caught!! Last that i heard, they were crashing mj. I wonder how it went. Lol!!

Today ar... Interesting day all in all. It was a long lecture day and half of the time i was feeling blur cause the lecture was realli chim. Some "katong convent" stuff for chemistry and some function stuff for math. Phy was dealing with kinematics and all the upward downward motion... Hmm.. How to survive man??!? Apu came to crash the lecture and poned his computing. Hahaz... Was damn nervous when the lecturer was walking all around, scared of getting caught. Lol!!

Yup... Oh ya i think i found someone else to send me to sch le!! No need to go all the way to marie's house early in the morning. though the meeting time would be much earlier i don mind la. I guess it is all fate that i can manage to find jonathan to fetch me to sch. =) Cause today had no drama so i juz went to mac with jojo and have our feast of mac nuggets student meal. Haiz so sinful and i'm getting fat liao. Hahaz... But i made up for it by going swimming!! Swam like 2 laps then got cramp. haiz... How sad can that be man?? And we got into the "chinese swimming club" after a huge effort. Don believe that i din bring my card(actualli i don have also la. xp) then had to get jojo's father to come down so that i could get in. And i had to go and have cramps. Argh!! Oh ya see i digressed again. Yup so back to the fate part. I was walking out to take the bus after the swim. Missed the bus 31 lo so i was sitting and stoning thinking that i would have to wait for 15 mins for the next bus when i saw bus 36. Somehow i felt propelled to board the bus though i have no idea how to find my way home without guidance then guess who i met? Who else but jonathan and munhoe. LOL.

It was funnie la the way we were introduced! I mean i always have been wondering if i noe him cause he look very very familiar ya but we noe each other. Hahaz... Pri sch mate. Lol...

kk la have to go le.
Thanks clara, weitian and cherie. I'll try dreaming of u all but most prob it would be a nightmare!! LOL!!  ¶ 9:06 PM 0 Comments

  Went crash tj today
Not fun de
In fact found it boring and atmosphere stiffling
I miss vj so damn much la!!!

-loves-

OMG!! He's damn cute. Ya jojo i noe i told u damn lot of times and i pointed him out to u too but i still think he's damn cute. xp He's nice too!! Hahaz.. Hope he replies letter soon. Hahaz... Ya i'm mad but who cares. I apparently don't! hmph. i rox and i hope both of us get to stay in vj!! cute! HAhaz... Seriousli crazy.  ¶ 6:25 PM 0 Comments

  Wow wad a day...
Yup ytd was valentines' day and i spent it with the status of a single. Lolz...
HAd a fun day though. Me went out wif josephine, shukit and visoth. Damn funnie la but at least we enjoyed each other's company. yup. =)

Hmm... Made me think real hard ya noe. Not seeing ya and everything. Was not in a realli great mood lal but well i lived. Don understand wad guys think sometimes. Realli think that they are realli mah fan ppl to be wif cause u can never truely understand their thinking lo. Hmm...

Ya so this is it. I donno wad u think of when i said those words but i don mean for anithing to ba like different or anithing u noe. I juz want to make it known if not everyone is juz being xin ku. I don wan to go through another history again. I noe i'm not making much sense but seriously i don mean for u to change or for anithing in fact to change. However u take it i juz wan u to continue being the u that u were, sharing stuffs about well, anithing? But seems like u misunderstood... Haiz.. Maybe u'll read this and maybe u won. Aniwae hope u'll understand it somehow...

SHOUT OUTS
yufang: Hey thanks a lot for that encouragement u gave me. Don worry i'll juz moan around for a while and i give u permission to scold me if i moan too much okie? xp

cherie: oohz.. Darling u came!! hahaz.. Ya la aniwae ah ma old liao lo got wrinkles is normal leh. LOL. I miss u guys.

clara: Hey u!! Thanks for tagging regularly. i forgot ur blog addy so i MIA there. Leave it here for me k and i promise to tag when i can. Hee hee. Takkaire.

Fel: Darling!!! Thanks for the super long tag. Yup i will sms/call u if i need u. And i do need some comfort at this stupid point of time. Blahz not feeling 100% myself lo. Hahaz.. Yup i heard about the poly thingy and gosh am i gonna miss ya la. U fat ass!! Lol...  ¶ 9:40 PM 0 Comments

  U donno how horrible i feel right now...

1. Got o-level results... When i saw the result slip i almost immediately burst into tears without even bothering to open the envelope. I knew without opening that i did badly and not up to expectations. All the Bs that i saw told their story. I'm still feeling so totalli horrible. Before results were released i was hoping and hoping that i would be crystal clear about where i would be when results are released. Whether i would be staying or going. But now it is not exactly that clear le cause i realised that i don wish to leave vj... Appeal... i realli donno animore. Nothing seems clear le. I feel so complicated and comfused... =(

2. I gave up my phone to my dad and now stuck with the moto V3 which is like so damn irritating to use cause it is so diff frm nokia phone!! The keys are all messed up!! Grr... Typing a msg takes a damn long time!!

3. I can feel the gap emerging le... Sometimes when u speak i realise that it is not much diff from when u are juz being silent. I donno la. Maybe it is juz because of me but i do feel that there is some sort of difference le and that makes me feel crushed. Ouch...

Too horrible to continue... ='(  ¶ 10:01 PM 0 Comments

  Yay yay yay... PPl!! Guess wad? Tml is the official release of the all important o-level results that determins most of our choices about our studying institute, ya i'm not as happie as i seem to be here with all the rah rah and stuff. Actualli i'm damn worried and nervous about the results. I bet i can't sleep tonight lo. Anxiety takes precede over everyhting else now. All i wanna do now is to find a place to hideout and stop myself frm thinking far too much about something that i can't control no matter which god i pray to or which religion i believe in. Nothing is going to change anithing about the results now. I am hoping that i will get damn good results and therefore need not worry about anihting animore. However i realised that it is quite impossible, there is still the problem and question of who will continue to stay in which ever jc they are currently in and who would be transfering to other jcs. Saying goodbyes would most probably be inevitable no matter wad. I seriously hope that all my good friends would stay and continue our journey on the friend-ship. Let the ships that started on their journey continue sailing till the end of days and not stop to dock at any habour. Lets not lose touch okie?

Good luck ppl... Don freak out like me!!! All the best for tml.. Think i better bring tissues juz in case. Later breakdown... Argh!!!

Menghow made me blog de!!  ¶ 9:02 PM 0 Comments

  Yay everybody!! I changed my blogskin. =) Like this blogskin cause it made me feel good. Lolz... That is not much of a reason. Actualli it juz happens to be the nicest one that is avaliable when i was surfing blogskins.com. xp

The pic that u would see under "complicated" shows the few ppl who went for the class outing ytd. it was a whole lot of fun with us playing pool and me watching them bowl. I juz not in the mood to bowl mah and u noe, my skills in bowling sux?!?! Need to jiayou!! I am no longer a noob in pool. Now i'm called semi-noob cause i improved. At least i managed to hit the cues that i was aiming for and i won a game that i played single-handedly against 2 other gals. Hahaz... That is great achievement okie! Nah don suan me la. =(
Oh ya juz in case the pic is too small and too blurish, i am the one in the middle wearing the VJ pe tee. Spotted me? ya i look damn tiny beside the guys la!! xp Excuse that i found for myself "I was crouching!!" hahaz... I realli was mah.

Okie okie. I'm tired. Need my slp liao today so tired that i almost fell asleep during lecture had i not had something else to do (chem lecture) and xiruo to ka jiao(econs lecture). It was a rather long day. I finalli finished my gp essay. Whew~ So glad. North Korea... Argh petty lady!! Go figure out. xp

-loves-
I need an ans to my anasked qns~ When will i ever noe?   ¶ 9:40 PM 0 Comments