Tuesday, May 24, 2005
 
Hahahahaz....
I'm back again frm crazy land.
Miss me?
I miss myself! lol

Exams over but i'm not particularly happy and excited
One hurdle that has passed
All it symbolises is that the big and high and most important hurdle
Is approaching!! Prelims seem so much nearer this side of MYE
I'm scared panicking liao!!(Os!!)

Did not do well for this exam
So disapointed with myself
Don criticise me cause i never seem to take criticism well
It juz makes me more demoralised
And makes me feel that u think i'm not doing my best
I noe i din do well and that i have to buck up
But it juz does not help things when u demoralise me rite?
Then i will start yelling and feeling so tired
Haiz... I'm so tired of studying le

Ng shan shan is an interesting person
Funnie leh she...
I din do well for amath, in fact for both math
Not my standard, and she knows it!
Got nagged by her today telling me that my grades were not like that last yr
Felt so sickened!
All the while she was giving me that look(i noe look)
And saying stuff like"There are some things that are not impt, concentrate on ur studies"
Something to that effect cause i'm not a person with a wonderful memory ya noe?
Implication? I don wanna begin to guess... Don think she's rite though
I mean, I noe myself rite?
Do i?
I'm a female, fickle-mindedness is onli normal for me... lol

I realli think that my blog is dying
Don wan it to happen but it seems inevitable
I vow to study hard during the hols and make nss eat her words!
Oh ya! I passed physics!! Are u glad?
I am... Very!! =D

I think i changed...
In ways...
I juz donno how to say it but i changed
I can feel it
Good or bad?

Conflicting thoughts...
Was asking myself lots and lots of qns
U don seem to care at all
Felt so stupid know i'm stupid
Somehow i juz always end up with the same answer, each time with more conviction
JUZ WAD IS HAPPENING TO ME?
Argh!! I don wanna lose any more slp la...
I juz wan more than 24 hr a day then i'll have more time to worry bout such things
Problem is, i don have extra free time?
And i juz don wanna think about it animore
Not worth it....
Contradicting myself again...
HAiz... =(
Not in good mood today...
lots of reasons...

Oh ya! To those who are reading this,
Don get disheartened if u have not gotten wad u wan
Push on, spend more time
I'm sure at the end,
We'll all emerge as winners
Lets work towards the better
Cheers! =)
 
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