Today was an awesome day. =)
The whole day was spent so happily and I finally caught a movie after SO LONG.
The movie that I caught with Pampam was "Dear John", an film adaptation of the book by Nicholas Sparks. Hmm... I didn't remember reading the book when I first saw the movie but about 15 minutes into the movie, the storyline struck me as familiar. Turns out that I did read that book a couple of years back, probably during the Nicholas Sparks craze (message in a bottle, the notebook).. I thought that the movie was good. Well portrayed.
------SPOILER ALERT-----
The whole story revolved around this autistic father. Problem is, he wasn't thought to have that condition, and it wasn't explicitly stated but rather, hinted at. You'll probably need prior knowledge about the symptoms and behavior of autism to pick up on the clue that the father suffers from that condition.
Autistic people tend to require structure in their life. In fact they thrive in environments where they have absolute control in. They do repetitive things. They are also unable to express feelings or personal thoughts and opinions. Autistic people also have fear of change- new surroundings, new people. They open up when talking about things that they love but often speak of them in absolute fact devoid of emotional attachments. It is highly likely that if you are a stranger, you would be ignored by them too.
END OF SPOILER
I realise that I tend to like films that allow imagination or gives room for interpretation. For this particular film, I liked how hints were subtle thus making you think deeper to draw the correlation between scenes.
Ycamp. I'm looking forward to it. =)
(completely irrelevant: the tinge of sadness still strikes me, it seems as though I don't want to you to be mine but I need you to be around a lot. =s Do I make sense?!)
POP-UPS
POP-UNDERS
ROLL-OVERS
they all irritate the hell out of me.
just let me surf the net in peace already all you money-minded people.
I just did my spring cleaning today. (much more i'd like to do but that's for another day... haha) Yet, finally I got my lazy ass down to doing it.
As usual, I dug up some memories. All the hong kong memories, the orientation mementos, strawberry earrings, and mjc econs "workbook". Made me think. See, life is not all about being in the present. The past makes up so much of the present, there is no way of pointing out where the past stopped and where the present began, much less where the future might be.
You know, I can't begin to imagine what is it like to lose my memory or have a memory so short it is only a fraction of a minute. I also can't imagine what kind of pain one might have to suffer to leave behind everything and attempt to move on, living the life of another person altogether. Along the same lines, I see Alzheimer's disease as horrible and equivalent to that of a terminal disease.
The new year might be coming, it might be a whole new year for us chinese, but lets not rush headfirst into embracing the new beginning without a silent backward look at our past. Feel that regret for all the things that you could have made right, feel the sorrow at all the loss... Only then could we look forward to the promise of the future, with wide open wise(r) eyes.
Happy Lunar New Year!