I sure do have bad mood swings whenever its that time of the month. I just go RARR at anything that attempts to provoke me, just like how an uncivilized person would behave. I need to get chocolates and whatever keeps me happy to prevent all these outbreaks. Its no wonder i'm tired. Tired because i try to make myself happy by occupying myself with activities which leads to physical tiredness and then mental stress as i attempt to continue in the activity that i have agreed to participate in. Now that's a vicious tiredness cycle don't you think? Its hard luck being a girl sometimes...
Tell me more about stereotyping people. Gosh!! I learned so much this year, so much that i can't believe i overlooked normally in my enclosed protected lala beautiful world. Great that i got this chance to experience so many many things during this time teaching at temasek. Its pretty cool everything that i have learnt. Really. Somethings are just not proper to be written here and others are not to be mentioned least i appear totally like a bimbo or an ignorant idiot. Haha! I can foresee that this year would be a fruitful year.. more to come. Uni application might be more or less done. Now is the time we sit tight and cross our fingers. No matter where i end up eventually, with my lousy and i-so-don't-want-to-talk-about-it results, i'm sure it would be a whole new experience. (okie okie i'm just being too hard on myself. results were alright.) Hopefully hopefully all goes well and i am a member of this faculty and school that i want! Also school term2 at tms is not over yet. More learning to be done here. More friends to be made. AND i so want to go to Pahang again!!
I love my life now. school, labrador park, bukit timah nature reserve, concerts, stayovers, dinners, outings, the people in my life. I'm contented. loves. =)
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
You know i seriously seriously am bad with time management when it comes to blogging. It used to be me spending hours on end sitting here and blogging about every little detail of my "not so interesting" life but now, it seems as though every time i want to blog, i'm left with 5-15 mins. Mans. how pathetic is that?!! Not enough time to even do a photoblog because the photos take eons to upload and the captions? Nah just too much trouble. I do have loads of photos to share though. Unglam ones and oh photos of pahang, of country club, of botanical gardens, of randomness... LOADS!!
Alrights. I've been real busy lately with god-knows-what but i've just been busy. Uni application? Oh that's a real headache. Apparently when u apply, u are only given a short time of like 30 mins to ponder over and fill in all your particulars. I didn't know that the first time i was trying to fill up the application and after i had finished writing a whole chunk of words, the session timed out and ... yeah you guessed it, i lost the words i had sweat over. just like that, with a click of the mouse. ARGH. The second time, being smarter, i just decided to use words and type out whatever long qns there is in the application and copy paste. YAY it works! More or less done with the stupid application. Now is the time i make payment and then sit tight. Today i'm going over to nus to take a look after that my choices of courses might be changed. I wonder if i'm by far making the right choices. This is like something that would affect my entire life!! No matter how much u try to argue that a uni degree does not restrict u to doing only what u study, the number of years that u spend in a certain faculty would definitely have some impact on your life. The people that u meet for example and the friendships that u forge. So many many things!!! And i hate uni application. So confusing!!! No longer just one single form to fill in on MOE webbie with all the grades and that's it.. Now there's discretionary admission, essays to write, personal information to be filled up... That's a growing up process eh? If it is so... i want to be peter pan- the boy who never grew up. blah!
Yung's staying!!! 90%!!! =) I'm so so so happy. hahaha. She actually told me that she was staying for me. HAHAHA weird girl like i'll believe that. xp (pls no i'm not lesbian!lol!) There's a high chance visoth will stay too!!! YAY!!! I won't lose them to places in the world that i've never heard of. =)
ARGHH just look at the time!!! I need to be out of house in approx 15 mins and i have yet to bathe, pack my stuffs and off this damn com!!! oops. see wad i mean about no time management!?! hee!
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Monday, March 10, 2008
This video by prescilia... Totally love it. All the memories captured so beautifully. Thanks for all these memories. =)
results aren't good. aren't THAT bad either. not entirely happy and not entirely upset. its just history repeating itself... we'll see where this set of results lead me to.
thanks to those friends who offered me refuge in their arms. i could not have done without all of you. and of course to wx. you too.
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just a short post. pahang was really fun. i enjoyed it so much. made new friends and in the process left part of me there with someone. haha. things that i thought i was never capable of doing. i did. in so many sense.
love the trainers/instructors or better known as friends to both me and hani. so many things i would never forget. touching scenes that i would always remember. the feeling of being loved. =)
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