Saturday, June 30, 2007
I so love my angel. haha.
So nice of him to come pei me today. Kinda don like the news that he brought though. Saying that he might be leaving singapore for his army training for a long time... i'll miss him that's for sure.
And i found out something. Though it is sometimes unnerving but i have deep respect for ppl who are able to meet my eye when they are talking.
Oh and i'm a sucker for gentlemanliness. If guys just do something gentlemanly. I tell you, i will swoon. hahah!!! And maybe even fall for you. Come to think of it. I once had such a crush on someone just because he held the door open for me. Oh wells, can u imagine that? And it was during my pri sch days. Heez.
So nice of him to come pei me today. Kinda don like the news that he brought though. Saying that he might be leaving singapore for his army training for a long time... i'll miss him that's for sure.
And i found out something. Though it is sometimes unnerving but i have deep respect for ppl who are able to meet my eye when they are talking.
Oh and i'm a sucker for gentlemanliness. If guys just do something gentlemanly. I tell you, i will swoon. hahah!!! And maybe even fall for you. Come to think of it. I once had such a crush on someone just because he held the door open for me. Oh wells, can u imagine that? And it was during my pri sch days. Heez.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Its amazing how much a person can change or will change for the sake of 4 letters. (NOT!)
U know i hate to see my friends troubled.
I hate to see them down.
I hate to see them heartbroken.
If only love was easy.
Who ever said it was anyway.
Just do not treat the other as invisible.
It hurts.
-loves-
I do not know why or for what reason.
I feel attached to you. Not in the sense of a bgr.
But i feel so comfortable with you.
I just want you to tell me all your problems so i can wipe that worry from your face.
I wonder why i'm feeling this way.
Its just pure tenderness.
U know i hate to see my friends troubled.
I hate to see them down.
I hate to see them heartbroken.
If only love was easy.
Who ever said it was anyway.
Just do not treat the other as invisible.
It hurts.
-loves-
I do not know why or for what reason.
I feel attached to you. Not in the sense of a bgr.
But i feel so comfortable with you.
I just want you to tell me all your problems so i can wipe that worry from your face.
I wonder why i'm feeling this way.
Its just pure tenderness.
I am so going to bring my camera to study tml. Then i shall take pictures of the ppl that i mug with practically everyday. I'll try get them to do their signature action of "MAXIMUM" and "I SWEAR" with the hand action and all. Please humor me tml. =)
No papers for me tml. Great. I'm glad. Because i can finally take a breather from the consecutive studying late into the night. I swear it dehydrates you really easily my lips are already cracking though i keep drinking lots of water. My skin is so dry it is peeling too. ARGH! Exams.. Who ever said they were easy? =(
2 more papers then i'm a free bird. For a while at least. I don like my new time table AT ALL.
No papers for me tml. Great. I'm glad. Because i can finally take a breather from the consecutive studying late into the night. I swear it dehydrates you really easily my lips are already cracking though i keep drinking lots of water. My skin is so dry it is peeling too. ARGH! Exams.. Who ever said they were easy? =(
2 more papers then i'm a free bird. For a while at least. I don like my new time table AT ALL.
Monday, June 25, 2007
Its been a while my darling.
Well... I'm now feeling very contented. Nothing much is on my mind besides the stupid midyrs that is going on this 2 weeks.
Studying with you all was fun. =) Although we were more or less mugging all the time it was the different company i do not know wad it is but it just felt right and comfortable. Its such a blessing to know all of you. Cheers me up alright. Even managed to a small extent to make mugging a little fun. That says lots!
And i love my angel. So glad i got to know you. The kindness that u showered on me is so so so appreciated. Its the best. <3 <3 <3 <3
2 papers down. And i'm brain dead.
Tml's chem and i'm so so so so so so so so so dead.
Urgh.
Well... I'm now feeling very contented. Nothing much is on my mind besides the stupid midyrs that is going on this 2 weeks.
Studying with you all was fun. =) Although we were more or less mugging all the time it was the different company i do not know wad it is but it just felt right and comfortable. Its such a blessing to know all of you. Cheers me up alright. Even managed to a small extent to make mugging a little fun. That says lots!
And i love my angel. So glad i got to know you. The kindness that u showered on me is so so so appreciated. Its the best. <3 <3 <3 <3
2 papers down. And i'm brain dead.
Tml's chem and i'm so so so so so so so so so dead.
Urgh.
Monday, June 18, 2007
For the first time in so many months i feel lost.
-i look towards you as my pillar of support but will you be there for me-no strings attached-
-i look towards you as my pillar of support but will you be there for me-no strings attached-
Friday, June 15, 2007
I woke up with mixed feelings. Firstly i was tired. Stupid me slept at 330 this morning and i just woke up. Then i was kinda pissed. At who? Haiz. Now it doesn't matter. It's just =( that i'm feeling this way. Lets not think about it. Then i feel energised. The neck pain is still persisting though i can't seem to make it go away.
What a rojak.
U noe wad i think? Friendship takes a lot out of someone. It is nothing different from a boy-gal relationship save for the physical aspect but still u have to make time for each other, support each other, care about each other. Communication is the most important. I wonder who's the one who said that distance and absence makes the heart grow fonder. It doesn't seem to be that way. Whoever said that must have great faith in his or her relationship.
I shan't think too much. Bathe and go study.
Bye.
-whatever happened to you? I don understand...-
What a rojak.
U noe wad i think? Friendship takes a lot out of someone. It is nothing different from a boy-gal relationship save for the physical aspect but still u have to make time for each other, support each other, care about each other. Communication is the most important. I wonder who's the one who said that distance and absence makes the heart grow fonder. It doesn't seem to be that way. Whoever said that must have great faith in his or her relationship.
I shan't think too much. Bathe and go study.
Bye.
-whatever happened to you? I don understand...-
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
It's a mad mad mad thing. Now i am going to live my life in terms of either half hours or in hours. I swear i'm spending too much time on certain things and not others. It makes me so so so irritated. Grr. One whole day and all i do is read one novel? Oh man... This is so not right.
Time is such an evil thing.
More or less recovered from my flu. Though i'm still having a sexy voice and sniffing away, using loads of tissue, my mind is not as wonky as before. =) Ain't that great? No longer do i wake up feeling like i wanna bite someone's head off. Haha. Not to that extent but close...
Geog's driving me nuts again. I'm just gonna chuck it aside.
And pasir ris library is such an interesting meeting place. I see people i know like practically everytime i go there. =) Saw some of my longlost friends and of course made new ones. =)
And daddy's being evil again. I need to keep within the limits of my lousy phone plan. Haiz if not my phone needs to hibernate for a week somewhere. Thinking on the bright side of things, one week is not too long a time eh. xp dare i risk it? Been bugging him to change my plan but he's just being evasive about it and saying that i probably should learn to rely on the phone a little lesser. Oh right. A little equals to slightly close to 300 msg a month!! That's like 10 per day that i have to cut down. I'm so screwed. Urgh. Just go away. I'm gonna start attacking my mom's phone. Beware....
Okie bye people.
=)
Time is such an evil thing.
More or less recovered from my flu. Though i'm still having a sexy voice and sniffing away, using loads of tissue, my mind is not as wonky as before. =) Ain't that great? No longer do i wake up feeling like i wanna bite someone's head off. Haha. Not to that extent but close...
Geog's driving me nuts again. I'm just gonna chuck it aside.
And pasir ris library is such an interesting meeting place. I see people i know like practically everytime i go there. =) Saw some of my longlost friends and of course made new ones. =)
And daddy's being evil again. I need to keep within the limits of my lousy phone plan. Haiz if not my phone needs to hibernate for a week somewhere. Thinking on the bright side of things, one week is not too long a time eh. xp dare i risk it? Been bugging him to change my plan but he's just being evasive about it and saying that i probably should learn to rely on the phone a little lesser. Oh right. A little equals to slightly close to 300 msg a month!! That's like 10 per day that i have to cut down. I'm so screwed. Urgh. Just go away. I'm gonna start attacking my mom's phone. Beware....
Okie bye people.
=)
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
OMG! I can't believe that someone actually asked me that question! Does that mean that it is obvious? I doubt anyone has been saying anything unless.... Its still a ridiculous idea though.
Hols are mugging days. Meaningless somehow. I'm really bored of studying. No mood entirely. What am i going to do? I feel so guilty. I hate this. Totally. Pasir ris library is my good hideout nowadays. Though the food at galilee leaves much to be desired. I rather coffee bean or starbucks. All overpriced coffee and stuff anyway. Just that my taste buds prefer the latter. xp
Geog is killing me. I don't like the new notes. Tml i shall just mug the old notes. Better interface. I like. I probably should start maths too. No determination. Haiz... Somebody pls squash the notes at my face and poke me towards studying math. Or maybe u can always dress up mr maths till he's really attractive. I'll love him. Just make sure he makes all his intents obvious so i can pick up on them. Its tiring to keep having to decipher the meanings and learning the way to capturing his heart. The root of the problem: communication... Besides that i would love to date him. Being so complex and random i'm sure he would make conversations progressively more interesting inducing me to laugh. Okie enough! Anymore and i'll be obsessed. Blahz. U get my meaning.
I miss my eye candy.
U noe. That day i was sitting on my bed being so bored of studying then came this angelic voice. "U really gotta put in all ur effort and study u noe. U do understand how important this year is right and the mid-yrs!!! If u wanna play think of after A-levels u would have 6 full months!! Ain't that enough? A luxury indeed." I listened and i nodded in agreement. Then a rude intrusion of a devilish voice " haha. but i still wanna play".
HAHAHA. Such is the life of a student...
BYEEEE
Hols are mugging days. Meaningless somehow. I'm really bored of studying. No mood entirely. What am i going to do? I feel so guilty. I hate this. Totally. Pasir ris library is my good hideout nowadays. Though the food at galilee leaves much to be desired. I rather coffee bean or starbucks. All overpriced coffee and stuff anyway. Just that my taste buds prefer the latter. xp
Geog is killing me. I don't like the new notes. Tml i shall just mug the old notes. Better interface. I like. I probably should start maths too. No determination. Haiz... Somebody pls squash the notes at my face and poke me towards studying math. Or maybe u can always dress up mr maths till he's really attractive. I'll love him. Just make sure he makes all his intents obvious so i can pick up on them. Its tiring to keep having to decipher the meanings and learning the way to capturing his heart. The root of the problem: communication... Besides that i would love to date him. Being so complex and random i'm sure he would make conversations progressively more interesting inducing me to laugh. Okie enough! Anymore and i'll be obsessed. Blahz. U get my meaning.
I miss my eye candy.
U noe. That day i was sitting on my bed being so bored of studying then came this angelic voice. "U really gotta put in all ur effort and study u noe. U do understand how important this year is right and the mid-yrs!!! If u wanna play think of after A-levels u would have 6 full months!! Ain't that enough? A luxury indeed." I listened and i nodded in agreement. Then a rude intrusion of a devilish voice " haha. but i still wanna play".
HAHAHA. Such is the life of a student...
BYEEEE
