Monday, April 30, 2007
A day that started out bad and weird
Transformed like a caterpillar into a beautiful butterfly
My day became colourful and great after sch. =)
Squashing and socialising.
The best of both worlds together.
Loves.
Many little things happened.
Happy?
Haha lets just say i'm glad for the moment there with you.
=)
I think this year would be an interesting rollar coaster ride
judging by what has happened so far.
Looking forward to it?
I'm not sure.
Lets wait and see.
=)
Transformed like a caterpillar into a beautiful butterfly
My day became colourful and great after sch. =)
Squashing and socialising.
The best of both worlds together.
Loves.
Many little things happened.
Happy?
Haha lets just say i'm glad for the moment there with you.
=)
I think this year would be an interesting rollar coaster ride
judging by what has happened so far.
Looking forward to it?
I'm not sure.
Lets wait and see.
=)
Its 1211 on monday morning and i'm procrastinating to do any work.
The entire weekend down the drain.
There was hardly anything done that could be considered productive.
Its a huge wreck of me.
So easy to walk down the path of destruction!! Eeks.
Its amazing that i'm listening to a song that keeps proclaiming "you're not alone" when i'm in fact feeling a moment of loneliness.
From which stems a great desire to hug someone or something.
-loves-
Tata
The entire weekend down the drain.
There was hardly anything done that could be considered productive.
Its a huge wreck of me.
So easy to walk down the path of destruction!! Eeks.
Its amazing that i'm listening to a song that keeps proclaiming "you're not alone" when i'm in fact feeling a moment of loneliness.
From which stems a great desire to hug someone or something.
-loves-
Tata
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Going through the days thinking that each day was friday because of the pathetic lack of sleep. My dark circles were so SO bad today i think i look as though i used black marker to colour underneath my eyes! It horrendous. I swear...
And the worse thing is, ITS ONLY THURSDAY!=(
And the worse thing is, ITS ONLY THURSDAY!=(
Monday, April 23, 2007
Hello world. I've become a stronger person. Learnt another lesson in life today. Nope in fact 2.
1. NO leader who shys away from responsibility is worth ANY respect.
2. Its a tough world out there. Guard your back.
Don't worry Joyce. Don't let such a thing cause you so much grief. It is not worth the tears that you shed. Rmb that the experience was meant to make you into a emotionally stronger person. I'm proud of myself!!
And remember my girl. You are not in this alone. Shoulders are there for you. =)
And world, for the record mjc lost to srjc. And to me a certain person has stopped existing in my world.
1. NO leader who shys away from responsibility is worth ANY respect.
2. Its a tough world out there. Guard your back.
Don't worry Joyce. Don't let such a thing cause you so much grief. It is not worth the tears that you shed. Rmb that the experience was meant to make you into a emotionally stronger person. I'm proud of myself!!
And world, for the record mjc lost to srjc. And to me a certain person has stopped existing in my world.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Squash nationals is going to be over real soon. In fact tml at 2pm we are going to play our last match. Against SRJC. Determined to win.
Did not do that well for nationals. Weak in technique and playing style we just can't compete with players that have much more experience than us or have played squash for a larger number of years than us. We can't concede defeat just yet. We would not be sportsmen if we do that.
Actually i'm proud of the team. Knowing the strong opponents that we are matched against, most of us tried our best. It could be due to nerves or fright that we did not do well but our heart was there. =) With the last match tml being a critical one and one which we have a high chance of winning, we can't give up now or even afford to be complacent. Play our best.
All the way team meridian.
Did not do that well for nationals. Weak in technique and playing style we just can't compete with players that have much more experience than us or have played squash for a larger number of years than us. We can't concede defeat just yet. We would not be sportsmen if we do that.
Actually i'm proud of the team. Knowing the strong opponents that we are matched against, most of us tried our best. It could be due to nerves or fright that we did not do well but our heart was there. =) With the last match tml being a critical one and one which we have a high chance of winning, we can't give up now or even afford to be complacent. Play our best.
All the way team meridian.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
I want a new purple glittery hair band. Mine broke and i'm really heartbroken over it. Shed tears...=(
Ben and Jerry's free cone day today!! Got my fill at whitesands just now. =) What a great treat. Totally love it. Now if only you were there with me to enjoy the ice cream i'm sure i would have swoon in delight and probably died of sweetness. Photos are with loraine. Hope to get them soon. Then u can look at the pic and salivate. HAHA! =)
Don't think i'm ignoring you. I'm just taking time off to think about everything. Not sure about what i should do so i figured that the best way is to maintain my silence. But everyday i wish i could catch a glimpse of you or talk to you... I should become a giraffe soon. Haha.
I've got advice. Go for taller guys. And that was then. Now the advice interestingly has changed to go for guys older than you. I wonder why...
Ben and Jerry's free cone day today!! Got my fill at whitesands just now. =) What a great treat. Totally love it. Now if only you were there with me to enjoy the ice cream i'm sure i would have swoon in delight and probably died of sweetness. Photos are with loraine. Hope to get them soon. Then u can look at the pic and salivate. HAHA! =)
Don't think i'm ignoring you. I'm just taking time off to think about everything. Not sure about what i should do so i figured that the best way is to maintain my silence. But everyday i wish i could catch a glimpse of you or talk to you... I should become a giraffe soon. Haha.
I've got advice. Go for taller guys. And that was then. Now the advice interestingly has changed to go for guys older than you. I wonder why...
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Hi! What a long weekend. Guess wad i ended up doing? Shopping shopping squashing and of course slacking and sleeping. Look how coincidental that all those words start with "S". In a nutshell i enjoyed the weekend but yet i have not been productive at all.
Fri went shopping with yung at the central some new place that opened beside the singapore river. Quite cool place. Shopping with yung made me see how money could be spent totally effortlessly. Haha... Ate ate ate. Shop shop shop. Sounds like the add for HK eh. Eat and shop till u drop. It was almost like that. =)
Sat was squash day at yck. Then shopping and cut hair time at TM. Not many things bought just the necessities. Came home and fell asleep immediately.
Sun: here i am.
-loves-
Something's on my mind. It is troubling me.
Say u are caught up in a situation where... She is ur good friend but treats u like her servant. You having to listen to her beck and call, doing things her way, being ever so nice putting up with her nonsense the entire time. How would u feel? Totally used ya? Especially so if she does not know how much u had to endure to keep and sustain the whole friendship. My take on the issue: Ignore her. Severe ties. Be evil!! U are entitled. Just this once...
My reasoning: Why go about putting urself in a spot where you are too kind giving in to her unreasonable whims? She is the one that should be thinking about you too. It takes 2 hands to clap. More importantly it takes 2 WILLING hands. The small things matter. Do not go and carry that burden that u are made to carry. Why put urself in a position where u are being bullied? It is called a poisonous relationship if ever there is one. If u go all out to please everyone, just think, you are NOT a doormat. You are ur own person. There is always give and take. Just understand that. There is no telling what other things she might accuse u of the next time. Maybe not that u are having such a bad attitude or being 'difficult' or being petty. Goodness. Why torture urself?
My darling i hope u feel better after u have read this. =) Anything can just msg me alright. Just don't make me talk to u for 10 mins non stop till my phone heats up so much till my ear hurts. LOL!
-loves-
Oh tml competition. I'm worried sick. Blahz.
Fri went shopping with yung at the central some new place that opened beside the singapore river. Quite cool place. Shopping with yung made me see how money could be spent totally effortlessly. Haha... Ate ate ate. Shop shop shop. Sounds like the add for HK eh. Eat and shop till u drop. It was almost like that. =)
Sat was squash day at yck. Then shopping and cut hair time at TM. Not many things bought just the necessities. Came home and fell asleep immediately.
Sun: here i am.
-loves-
Something's on my mind. It is troubling me.
Say u are caught up in a situation where... She is ur good friend but treats u like her servant. You having to listen to her beck and call, doing things her way, being ever so nice putting up with her nonsense the entire time. How would u feel? Totally used ya? Especially so if she does not know how much u had to endure to keep and sustain the whole friendship. My take on the issue: Ignore her. Severe ties. Be evil!! U are entitled. Just this once...
My reasoning: Why go about putting urself in a spot where you are too kind giving in to her unreasonable whims? She is the one that should be thinking about you too. It takes 2 hands to clap. More importantly it takes 2 WILLING hands. The small things matter. Do not go and carry that burden that u are made to carry. Why put urself in a position where u are being bullied? It is called a poisonous relationship if ever there is one. If u go all out to please everyone, just think, you are NOT a doormat. You are ur own person. There is always give and take. Just understand that. There is no telling what other things she might accuse u of the next time. Maybe not that u are having such a bad attitude or being 'difficult' or being petty. Goodness. Why torture urself?
My darling i hope u feel better after u have read this. =) Anything can just msg me alright. Just don't make me talk to u for 10 mins non stop till my phone heats up so much till my ear hurts. LOL!
-loves-
Oh tml competition. I'm worried sick. Blahz.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
"she looks to the left then to the right... Seeing cobwebs, she took a duster and flick it around *flick flick* in an attempt to clean it up.. Argh!! SPIDERS. Jumps on the chair shrieking like a banshee. Hands on her hips she shook her head in disgust thinking to herself how pathetic life has become that cobwebs have since started to grow and spiders thrive in the environment thereby known as her blog..." *Speechless*
"It was another mundane day. Nope should be changed to another of those "almost-late" days. Early morning i swear, crawling out of the bed is the most torturous ritual. Bathed ate and ran out of the house. Taps feet. Why is the lift taking such a long time!! Can't the lift tell that i am already running late? "Excuse me!" I exploded seeing that woman strolling along the narrow corridor. Urgh can't she sense my impatience? Is she totally oblivious to the people around her? And omg! The BUS! Who cares about image anymore. Bursting into flight i brushed past her and managed to, in the nick of time reach the bus as the doors were closing. Collapsing into the seat i wondered... Why am i so grouchy today did i crawl out of bed the wrong side? Looking ahead i can't be bothered. I need to save my precious breath for the long sch day."
" A mixture of hot and cold. Volume of each not in equal dosage resulting in either a lukewarm solution or a freezing cold solution. Never been able to understand. I can't stop myself but look out for you everytime out of the classroom or during breaktimes. I think i might be mad."
"Try really hard. Improve. There is no end of demoralizing moments no end to the mindless prep talk that goes on in my mind. I really want to make the cut wanna show that i can make it. However it just refuses to be drummed into my brains. Reflexes don't seem right. Maybe i should not have been so ambitious in the first place. Not the time to regret now. Grit my teeth and persevere on. It is just a matter of months. And it would all be calm waters once again."
"I love you"
"No matter what u might feel or think, I am really much better off without the burden that u presented to me. It feels like a huge weight off my shoulders and i can breathe freely once again. What is a little coldness? To me it might be a possible solution to counteract the effects of global warming. I don't regret. I am relieved. Thank goodness. =) "
"It is a game for two. Any more than that and it is just a crowd. It takes two hands to clap. Would u give me the attention, love, care and truest devotion, welcoming me into ur warm embrace? I want to understand you. I want to integrate u into the very essence of my life. I need you as much as i know u need the companionship. Its a dating game."
"Never desert me. Be my lifelong companion. You bring me great joy and with you around you never fail to encourage me, relax me, make me laugh and smile and even make me cry sweet tears of joy. And i will forever keep you close to my heart."
Parts of my life in snapshots... Woven into words. Can you guess wad i was thinking about as each concise paragraph was written? If you do, u probably know me as well as/ better than myself. =) Cheers.
"It was another mundane day. Nope should be changed to another of those "almost-late" days. Early morning i swear, crawling out of the bed is the most torturous ritual. Bathed ate and ran out of the house. Taps feet. Why is the lift taking such a long time!! Can't the lift tell that i am already running late? "Excuse me!" I exploded seeing that woman strolling along the narrow corridor. Urgh can't she sense my impatience? Is she totally oblivious to the people around her? And omg! The BUS! Who cares about image anymore. Bursting into flight i brushed past her and managed to, in the nick of time reach the bus as the doors were closing. Collapsing into the seat i wondered... Why am i so grouchy today did i crawl out of bed the wrong side? Looking ahead i can't be bothered. I need to save my precious breath for the long sch day."
" A mixture of hot and cold. Volume of each not in equal dosage resulting in either a lukewarm solution or a freezing cold solution. Never been able to understand. I can't stop myself but look out for you everytime out of the classroom or during breaktimes. I think i might be mad."
"Try really hard. Improve. There is no end of demoralizing moments no end to the mindless prep talk that goes on in my mind. I really want to make the cut wanna show that i can make it. However it just refuses to be drummed into my brains. Reflexes don't seem right. Maybe i should not have been so ambitious in the first place. Not the time to regret now. Grit my teeth and persevere on. It is just a matter of months. And it would all be calm waters once again."
"I love you"
"No matter what u might feel or think, I am really much better off without the burden that u presented to me. It feels like a huge weight off my shoulders and i can breathe freely once again. What is a little coldness? To me it might be a possible solution to counteract the effects of global warming. I don't regret. I am relieved. Thank goodness. =) "
"It is a game for two. Any more than that and it is just a crowd. It takes two hands to clap. Would u give me the attention, love, care and truest devotion, welcoming me into ur warm embrace? I want to understand you. I want to integrate u into the very essence of my life. I need you as much as i know u need the companionship. Its a dating game."
"Never desert me. Be my lifelong companion. You bring me great joy and with you around you never fail to encourage me, relax me, make me laugh and smile and even make me cry sweet tears of joy. And i will forever keep you close to my heart."
Parts of my life in snapshots... Woven into words. Can you guess wad i was thinking about as each concise paragraph was written? If you do, u probably know me as well as/ better than myself. =) Cheers.
