It is juz a bad day for me today. Juz feel so restricted in everything that i do and i have absolutely no mood for any sorta work. My brain was juz rotting away. Yuck i don like this feeling it makes me feel so handicapped and useless! Someone cheer me up by being outrageous or funnie or something!!
Yay!! So many ppl online came to tok to me and ask me to cheer up! They are such nice ppl!! Wanying, zoe, yuan kuan(law), qinshan, zr. I feel so loved. Yay!! I shall cheer up! =)
Rain and rain and rain. I'm getting sick of it. I so don wan to get sick running about in it. Xp
Yay!! Mj squash won NYj!! Yayness!! Hahaz.. I went down to support okie despite the huge rainfall. The cab ride costs like so much till i went broke. Seriously broke. Zero dollar. How pathetic!! Hahaz.. But it is for a good cause! Watched mj squash play its way into victory. Some misunderstanding broke out though. Referee was not attentive.I think he'll or rather they'll always rmb the lecture they were given by Mr aaron tan. Heez.
The guys were made compulsary to go. Pathetic few of them but somehow their presence made mr tan think that at least there was some hope. The gal supporters outnumbered them like 3:1?!? Hahaz... Why are guys always a minority?? xp
Zhirong, lihong, charmaine and me. The four J1 gals who went. =) we had like so much fun! Actually after the match i wanted to stay to watch the Rj ppl play one cause they were reputated to be vv good players yet the gal wanted to go home. Haiz... Nvm la. Maybe some other time. =)
That was the match! So fun!! For those who missed it. haiz.. Too bad la. xp U should have seen the last game. Superb!!! Great game. =)
Wad a day and i'm now tired. Slp NOW.
-I got an uncle. Uncle kong. Lol... Aunty joyce now. Hahaz...-
Hmm... Wad a day today!! =)
Good or bad i can't really tell la but nvm i kinda enjoyed myself! Hahaz. I'm going mad la. Listening to disney music now. So nice. All the childhood memories flooding me now. Haiz.. How blissful life was then. Who cared about tutorials and lectures? Too busy being myself and causing the mess all around me. LOL! It was fun! How i hope i'm back in those days! It would be the best times of my life. Who said that we had no childhood??
Someone's nick has been funnie lately. Donno wad to make out of it but i think most prob it was all under pretence that it was written. Hahaz... Wad a joke! I know i'm not making much sense but i don wan to mention names la. Lets juz see wad else can the person come up wif. Xp
oh ya! Sam is burnt today!! Kayaking gal.. asking whether she is peeling all the time. Hahaz.. I hate that sensation lots! It is so awlful! U always feel as though u have not peeled off everything. Yuck! Her boyfriend looks like cha shao wif his RED face. Abit like crab leh he. LOL!
Rained heavily today eh? Met kor lo since he wanted to study. Bah... Guess who i saw at ws?? The famous blusher of 4F and guess who he was wif? Have fun guessing. Hahaz... Sam went wif me to ws cause she was waiting for her bf lo so the 3 of us went to the library to "study". Eh! At least i studied a tiny bit of functions okie!! Sam saw the sec 4 photo and commented that i changed a lot since then. Hmm.. Did i?? Wellz...
-just seeing u gimmi that grin was enough to light up my day!-
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it is below but i'll juz leave it. Just basically went out wif my cousin! Bought my racket and found out it was the same as singwei's. Gosh! Yupz. Great day. =) Talked about everything. family so wad she keeps wad i says cofidential. Great!
I shall pretend to noe nothing. It seems better somehowAnd it doesnt hurt too much.I donno whyProbably cause u are happyMaybe that's enough for me...
HEy ppl! I went out ytd! So cool la met my cousin since a long long time ago. Talked till the cows came home! =) Enjoyable day... Bought my racket le. Think it was a reasonable price so i'm happy. I finally bought it. =) can't wait to play it!! Can't believe that i actually bought the same racket as singwei. Hahaz.. Well... =)
Happy day ytd!!
Yupz. I have like loads of things to do yet i wanted to come here and blog. It juz felt like a blogging day today. So many things happened!! Hahaz... Some small and insignificant but some are real sweet and puzzling. Bah!!!
Mj won Tj! Soccer. 4-2! Hahaz.. Yup i watched. Kinda cool watching the soccer players slidding and falling on the field. Apparently the huge rainfall randered the field useless and not unlike a swamp. Yuck! Mud everywhere. Eww... Spectacular playing in the first few mins of the match! Mj scored 3 goals within 15 mins one after another. Tj fought hard though must give them the credit. At least no "fallen angels" were being carried off the field one after another. LOL!
Been watching much of the matches in Mj. Fun to watch cause the thrill and suspense is very real and very infectious! =) Adreline rush! Muahahaz... The council norminees are irritating sometimes though, keep on wanting us to cheer when such an interesting match is going on! Moreover they want us to stand up. Haiz... wadever~ Their way of doing things i guess. What to do but follow?
Yups so that's the matches part. Then comes the mugging. Library. Cold la today. Almost froze in there doing my maths functions and graphing techniques and also chem prac and assignment. Brr... Sure doesn't help that it was raining outdoors! Most of the class stayed to do hw cause somehow, the teachers have evilly set the deadline for thousands of work for tml. So now i'm stuck with meeting a thousand deadlines... =( Exhausted la...
Hahaz... Ohya! Today many tj ahs ppl came over!!! So cool la. Can see all of them again. I love soccer season. Think i'll die when its over lo Haiz.. Life is liddat. Be realistic... It is like a ahs gathering!! =) SO many of us!! Yay! Ahs rox! LOL!
Other things happened today too... Like umz.. I walked and slow jog for 5 rounds instead of timing myself for 6 rounds cause i hurt my back once again. Ouch! It is soo painful can?? Yet nobody was nice enough to ask about me. =( Aiya maybe a few ba.. Then i also figured how to do a real chim maths qns for some graph thingy. hahaz... So SMART. =) Jo supposed to go out wif me today de yet she dao me. Bahz... So much to tell her la yet it seems as though she's one busy gal maybe next week i'll meet her. Wonder how's fel too... And suddenly i miss eelin. Weird huh?? This paragraph is SO random.
Ytd i think i was crazy. Spent most of the night msg someone that i hardly know. Hahaz... Well that amounted up to about 20 odd msges? I was shocked too. Yet it was kinda fun i muz admit. I got to know him through funny connections and situations(i juz rmb i din blog about it!nvm...) and we juz barely know each other. Hahaz.. beyond the fact that he got a name and a gf and he pampers his gf and he's glad to be my friend......... I'm speaking garbage once again. OKIE! enough.
Something happened today and i make no sense out of it. Maybe someone would kindly enlighten me. I'm not ready for anything now so pls lets hope that it was nothing.-yet somehow i noe that it is not nothing- i need to get a life.
Lots happened in the last week and the result of all that made me a mad woman. LOL. I juz blogged on vj class blog so my brain abit dry no more creative juices to fill up this empty space. I think i need to put in more effort to maintain this special place if not it'll juz deterioate and disappear becoming some kind of a reliac. Hahaz.. Or juz junkyard.
No one is tagging anymore yet i keep on finding out that ppl are reading my thoughts and about my daily life. That is so creepy. U don't noe who reads wad u write. Hmm.. responsible writing needs to be observed i guess. Mention of names should be kept to a minimum. =)
Hmm.. Lots of squash competitions are happening nowadays and this prevents us from starting any formal training. That is so so sad. We only get to play next month. Haiz.. All the teachers tied up in the competition stuff to bother about a bunch of noobs la. Hahaz. I'm so aspiring to be in the sch team!! I will learn well and i will climb i ensure u! Wait for the good news like real soon. xp
Watching the seniors play taught me how the game is played in a competition situation. Kinda cool cause u really have to be quick on ur feet and smack the ball at the exact right angle if not ur opponent would have a real easy time to defeat u. Travelling to the respective venues to watch the match is irritating though. Till now i only found lihong to go along. Kallang and yio chu kang. So far!!! And so out of the route. Nvm soon we will get to play squash! =) I can't wait!! Have to get my racket first though and it is not gonna be cheap!
i have gtg now cause i got to go library to do research. Argh bless me!!! bye!
Ytd was a mugging day.Donno why i stayed in sch though.Been visiting the library lots to mug. I'm a model student. xpNvm so i found jane and we went to mug togetherThe mood to mug din last for long. Soon enough i was juz listening to mp3 and jane was...MSGINGHmm... Such a naughty gal.We did stupid things lo. xpWent to use the comThen she showed me youtube webbie and we watched 3 mtvs(All those who noe how long it takes to load would noe how much time we wasted!)We wrote on the "graffiti board" about our views on having cctv on buses.Craziness rite? juz the pure idea itself.Yuck imagine ur drool and actions all captured."Smile! U are on candid camera!"The amt of whispering that we did in the library wore us out so we went to the study benches.Finally we can speak normally. xpThen we juz sat around and talked about almost everything lo.Since when was the last time we did that???Told me she's gonna wait 3 yrs. *ApplauseI noe u can do it gal!! =)But what if there is another person waiting for u?I proposed the idea of someone liking her and she totally refused to listen.Hmm...Nvm... About the mankee guy rite? I won breathe a word if u don wan me to. =)Gossip...
I'm feeling weird. Like i'm missing something frm my body, something close to me. The feeling is so hard to explain leh and i have no idea why i have it. Since ytd i have been acting funny.
A tall building in the distance sitting on a hill.
Thousands of steps flunked its sides.
Hahaz...
Wad a nice way to discribe AHS ya?
Ytd when i went back,
walking all the way to the school,
I felt this deep sense of homecoming and belonging
My heart was singing wif joy!
Hahaz...
Saw all the guys.
The gals only came later.
SO glad to see them. =)
Miss them all so much la!
Good memories..
Too bad din realli get to talk.
Unexplainable loss...