Haiz... Juz wad have i done to have u treat me like this ar, my darling clara?? Make me do this quiz when all i wanted to do is to blog abot prom! Think by the time i finish this quiz i won have time to blog about prom le. See la clara, all ur fault!! xp
7 things that scare me
-when someone tickles me w/o warning
-insets!! almost all, even the small and somehow insignificant ants. *shudders*
-when i get msg or calls frm unknown ppl trying to chat wif me... oh manz...
-finding out that my handphone was not where i placed it (oh horrors of horrors!)
-ppl booing me frm behing unexpectedly
-ppl wif big eyes that are always intent on being trained on u when toking (argh!!)
-losing all my precious friends (i'm realli scared of this happening i get white hairs thinking about it. Lol! jk la...)
7 things that i like
-i like being in guitar! rox man! xp
-i like my class 4f, totalli cool class... =)
-i like my handphone
-and all the msg/sms/photos in my handphone cause it represents all the time that u are willing to give me and of course photos!! *grins
-my digicam! Finalli clear and beautiful photos wif everyone! xp
-i like my life. (1 life, live it. Lol)
-and of course, HIM... blehz
7 most important things in my room
-handphone
-mp3
-bed xp (i'm a piggy too!!)
-my guitar!
-chargers for all the electronic stuff.. Hahaz
-com w/o internet?? rarely use it though...
-my fan? aircon? Aiyo cannot think liao la...
7 random facts about me
-i'm a gal
-a bookworm
-having more and more coffee coloured hair. Nope i did NOT dye it
-my hair is curling le. =(
-i'm starting to understand soccer
-can't understand wad guys are thinking though...xp
-i vv no link sometimes... lol!!
7 things i plan to do before i die
-tell all the ppl that are impt to me that i love them
-tell HIM that i love him? lol
-eat up all the chocs in the world! (I doubt they care about ur figure in the other world eh? *winks)
-drag all my friends all around the world and explore the universe. Lol... sounds like fun!
-go shopping and buy all the useless stuff that i deem *cute* and *kawaii*!! xp
-make smoking illegal around the world (yup yup)
-be the president! LOL!
7 things i can do
-sms all day long (and bao my limit for sms...xp)
-bathe for an hour (seems like this is an impossibility for guys... lol!)
-not slp cause i wan to be online/play cards/mahjong/tok...
-reply sms after half a day... oops
-laugh wif abundance
-lend my shoulder when u need one
-be ur listening ear
7 things i can't do
-i can't stand smoking ppl who smoke while they walk.. Grr
-can't live a day w/o thinking about him
-sing lol always out of tune de... xp
-say "no" to chocs unless i'm realli not myself...
-can't say that i'm not emotional cause i am
-can't listen to certain songs w/o linking the songs to certain ppl... Hahaz... Sounds chim?
-speak in chinese the whole day (surely speak in eng de... Surely..)
7 words i say the most
-yup yup
-nope
-lol
-hahaz
-hmm
-hey
-ooh
Ooh? I finished the thing?!?! Great... Now i'm tired out... Lol!
Oops! I noe i have not been updating for quite some time but i realli am bz. =(
These few days are totalli packed!! I have to make calls, go out like the whole day?!? It is not fun leh... No time to do things that i realli wanna do. And the worst thing is that the next few days would be the same. Guitar chalet, farewell, job, class chalet, go shopping... Gosh! Now also hard to find long periods of time where i can juz sit down and sms and chat the whole day. Haiz... I don like this!! Blehz...
and omg i don like those ppl who try to judge ppl at face value...
Superficial ppl...
-loves-
The past few days were filled wif lots of activities.
Getting stuff for prom took up some time. I think i went to buy shoes on sat and i made the mistake of wearing boots that i have not worn for wad seems like a thousand years. I ended up being killed by those shoes... -.-" I did not have a fun time i can tell u.. Those shoes are sly! Their killing method is slow and sickening. LOL!! I think too much i think. xp But luckily my parents bought me shoes frm everbest and i ended up clicking on high heels. Lol... It was a huge diff okie. I did not suffer too much from the heels! Hahaz...
I saw cindy and i almost could not recognise her!! She said after i asked her, that she could not recognise me at all and that it was because my dressing was too "grown up"... Lol!! All i did was to wear some black dress and i look grown up? Interesting... I gotta go check in the mirror ba. Maybe cause of my contacts la... Lots of relatives could not recognise me, standing and staring at me. -.-" I don understand this at all!!!
Got lots of other stuff that happened but now my mom is yelling at me to get off the com to get ready... Prom later.. I noe it is still early but who noes wad's going on in her mind? Aniwaez i gotta go... bye~
Hmm... Finished choosing my jcs liao...
Actualli not much choice lo cause all the jcs not in this area de. =(
But nvm la at least got 3 quite nearby and of not bad quailty de. Heehee.
My mom thought i was kidding when i said that if i could not make it to mjc then i go poly...
That's wad i realli plan to do though...
Cause i think that if i cannot make it to mjc it means that my standard is quite bad liao
L1R5 > 15 and i will opt to go to poly.
Wad for go jc and compete with those that are apparently lots better than u?
No point.
Go TPJC? Nope.. put it this way.. I don like that jc and i also think that i don have enough discipline to survive in wad is known as a playground. xp
-loves-
Argh!! some creep (actualli is some guy la but apparently he tried to chat me up.), juz called me.
Weird... Said my number was one of his old friend's one. Lol.. And said my voice sounds familiar.
o.O. Asked me for name. Freaky sia... Grr..
-loves-
I wanna go out!!
But now seems like no one free...
Prom stuff has made everyone up in a frenzy
running here and there...
I have not bought shoes yet. Gosh!!
Seems like my mom don let me get the 4 inch kinda shoes. Bah that's juz too bad.
On second thoughts, at least i won end up being vv tall. LOL!
-loves-
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!
I din noe that he would smoke!!
Not in my life la... The news juz came as a shock to me.
Guess i don noe him that well le...
Argh!!
Smoking is bad for health...
=(
AND... LETS PARTY!!! xp
oops i noe that i've kinda let u down cause i did not go watch wif u...
Aww.. i'm so sorrie but it is not as though i did not ask u...
Din think u were serious that we were going to watch tml. oops...
Realli sorrie leh -if u are reading this. =(
-loves-
Yup yup i watched harry potter today wif kel and his friend.
Thought it would be kinda awkward but somehow i thought it wasn't so bad...
Lol... Maybe cause i had a good night's sleep and because i was in a good mood today? well...
In the beginning it was weird...
Like having those "who are u" kinda thinking..
But after a game of pool(yeah i finalli noe how to play... not pro la but i got the hang of it. =) )
and some arcade puck game (fun leh nice to vent anger on!lol)
and talks about our schools, it was alright la
Considering, we din get along too badly... =)
Hmm... the movie...
Not as good as i hope it would be.
Somehow i feel that it is lacking in some element.
Something is missing...
Kel said something that made sense: it is impossible to shrink the whole thick book into a miserable 2h30mins and expect every scene and act to be played out... True...
Yet i felt that they made some major changes to the plot.
Maybe i'm juz being too critical but well that's wad i feel ba.
Cedric is good-looking!! xp
I noe a great number of ppl have not watched, being so bz with their prom stuff
so i shall not say more lest i spoil the movie for them.
On the whole, it was still worth waiting for. hee hee.
-loves-
Gosh do i feel weird.
ya... actualli i do feel weird.
maybe i'm juz purely puzzled ba.
I realli don get it.
Lol
Still i love u.
=X
drop me a tag won't u?
That'll be so nice... =)
Bad moods are definately contagious...
HAiz...
Thinking of going to work during this month break that we have left.
Donno wad job i'm looking out for but i don think i'm up to the job of giving out phamplets..
Nope...
Maybe i'll just do admin work ba. If i can find lo.
I'm missing everybody although we onli saw each other not too long ago during those dreaded os
yet we din have the chance to realli talk and stuff.
Hee hee...
Are we ever going to have a class gathering???!
Nope nope.. i don like places with too many ppl...
HAte em...
Went to the NLB today
Yup yup all alone... Quite okie actualli cause got the company of someone.
lol! I'm normal!! ...Nvm... xp
enjoyed myself there walking all around the building...
Yup and that's all... =)
Hmm... exams are over le...
From this side of the exams it looks like a short period of time but when it first started all of us were complaining about how long the exams would take.
LOL... Aren't ppl weird?
The combine sciences ppl have not finished their exams yet though..
So still cannot make any big plans cause it won't be nice to not include them in any activities..
Actualli i was thinking of getting the whole class to watch harry potter...
But have to watch onli after the 22nd nov.
Donno leh...
Maybe i ask around first ba...
Not in the mood to blog much cause so many ppl daoing me! Lol...
Think cause i send the msges too late ba.
Lol...
But anione who is interested to watch harry potter de can sms me okie?? =)
Oh man... I'm bored.
Yet i got lots of things to do...
Buy prezzies and make stuffs..
Argh!!
But still... I'm bored.
Oops... wad an entry i've put up.
Maybe later in the day i shall come online again and write a more cheerful entry. =)
Oh ya... Guitar going to have outdoor performance on the 25th nov.
At some lion's home i think...
Nope!! Not the zoo la...
Some old folks' home i think, not too sure
But us sec4s going to be there to slack and help out
I do feel like playing though maybe they'll let me play.
Lol... and spoil their wonderful rehearsed pieces? Nah...
I don stand a chance man...
Lol... Today is the day of the stupid amath paper 2..
Who am i to complain?? Din study enough wad to do??
Argh!! Budden i think that no matter how much more i study it will not get me anywhere.
Hopefully i din make careless mistakes that i'm SO SO SO prone to making ba...
Then maybe i can manage a good grade...
Aiyah it is over liao la...
Think about it also no use le...
Muz pia for the last day. Chem!!
I'm guilty cause i din touch it yet... Xp
Lol... Seems like i'm using many MAny Dotz...
But they are fun to use!! =)
Slacking here all alone at home
Should be having lunch but think it is a little early...
I juz had a whole box of POCKEY!!
Love it lots!! Strawberry!! =)
So... i'm still pretty full.
It's boring eating lunch all alone u noe..
No one to chat to and no one to look at. Lol
I'm being weird...
But i like having lunch, breakfast, dinner, tea breaks with ppl!!
Juz sitting down having food to eat, company to go along with the wonderful food
Ar.... Don u think that is pretty relaxing and fun? xp
Hmm... actualli it also depends la.
If the person is not in the mood to talk also not fun then the whole atmosphere would be so..
Umz... wad's that word? ... glum. Yup...
Was listening to the radio last night on frequency 93.3.
Think is last night ba.. not too sure, Aniwaez...
There was this gal who called in to the radio station to share her touching story about friendship
She had this friend who was her zhi1 zi3 for at least 6 yrs? Yup yup i think so...
But the thing that she brought up was that her friend had never given up on her
Standing by her side, pulling her through all her bad days and juz being there when she needs the company...
That's wad friends are for eh?
But seriously, how many of those friends have u got or have u even found that person?
I'm juz glad to say that i can name a few ppl that have lent me their shoulder to cry on or their patient listening ear to my troubles or some that are juz there when i need someone to talk to.
Hahaz... I mean not everyone would reply to a msg that say stuffs that are incoherent yea?
Or even reply with a " wad's up? Got anything msg me okie?" or sometimes juz a simple "wad happened..."
It realli warms my heart to noe that i have such friends!! =)
Sometimes u got to look away and forget ur problems to see how truely ur friends are good to u.
Overwhelmed with gratitude...
Hee hee...
=)
bu de bu ai~
wo3 ai4 de4 ren2 jiu4 shi4 ni3, bu2 yao4 zhai4 huai2 yi2 le4
xiang3 gao4 shu4 ni3, ke3 shi4 wo3 hao3 xiang4 mei2 le4 yong3 qi4
bu4 zhi1 dao4 ni3 hui4 you2 she3 me4 fan3 ying4...
zhi3 hai4 pa4 ni3 ju4 jue2 gan3 qing2.
ke3 neng2 you2 yi4 tian1 hui4 shuo1 chu1 kou3,
xi1 wang4 jie2 ju2 he2 ming4 yun4 bu2 hui4 tai4 can2 ku4.
kuai4 le4 de4 jie2 ju2 hui4 shi4 wo3 de4 ma1?
^.^x
Good mood...
='(
Upset...
Lol that about sums up my days ba.
Worst thing that happened was that my handphone was lost/stolen...
My precious phone!!! I love it so much lo even though it is old and there are cracks on it and bumps I still love it.
It is my first phone wad in any case...
Argh...
Can only get my new phone on the 27th cause that's when it is officially 21 months.
So from now till then i using my mom's phone
which has a super NOT sensitive keypad.
It looks chio la but then my fingers are shouting out for mercy...
LOL
That friendship had a very nice end to it leh...
Not wad i expected but i can say now that i have come to terms with it and
I AM over it. Yeah man...
The memories are now wad they are..
MEMORIES
Nothing more...
xp
-loves-
OKie...
I'm supposed to continue the game and say 5 things that are weird or juz random about me.
(-.-") Nice qns... Aniwaez...
[x] I like purple colour. (Yays)
[x] Swings, crabs, the beach... belongs to some part of a beautiful memory...
[x] I'm a very "no-link" sort of person. yupp
[x] I like guys who are sure of themselves. =))
[x] I like huggs!! xp
The 5 ppl that have to do this...
-zhirong
-wenxin
-malcolm
-louisa
-sermin
Lala~
Today had geog...
Was bad lo...
That's wad u get when u study last min...
Slaps forehead*
The poor bio students are still having their exams..
Have not started yet lo in fact
And wad am i doing here? Relaxing...
Tml is not a heavy day like today
Lit and emath p2
Not too bad.
Lit must do vv vv well cause i don think i can make it for geog and my ss...
I had no idea how u were supposed to ans the qns!!
Help or hinderence??!!
In my opinion, i think that it was juz a huge hinderence in allowing me to get an A1 for combined humanities!!
That's the purpose that it serves...
I think i must try and type my blog entries in perfect english. Even though it would be a hinderence more than a help, (xp) I think that it would help me lots when i have to do some typing. Now whenever i'm typing i tend to use the shortforms, not that good if you are trying to talk to someone properly. Hmm...
You know what?!? Yong long has a very very scary look. No no no... Don't misunderstand me. What i meant was that whenever he talks to you, he would look intently at you. I know that that is a good habit but........
okie.. i shall end here
HAiz... I hate Os la...
So damn busy and so much stuff to study in such a short period of time
i'm so dying and drowning in all the information that i have to get in to my brain,
Overloading sia...
Yup i'm complaining and sulking.
I noe it should not be like this la cause we supposed to have finished studying everything during prelims rite?
Now should onli be revision and going through everything to refresh memory
Yet...
HAiz... wad can i say?
I'm slacking la...
Yup someone pls come and wake me up and slap me with the cold reality of how the big "o" is supposed to be important to me and how it can totalli determin my future?!?!
I can't seem to drum that into my brain that's why i'm still in the slacking mood.
Hmm... Come to think of it, i do noe the importance of this huge and "prestigious" exam and the sacredness of the cert that i would get based on my performance but i can't get my engine started and running smoothly!
Think i have too many things on my mind or something ba...
Though it seems to be a trend and not only i have this problem of relaxing
Ironically it is not the studying that brings more stress but the lack of studying that is causing this build up of stress. Sooner or later i'll erupt. HAhaz... Yup i studied geog today. Lol...
Tml's eng but went out to study geog today... I mean wad's there to study for eng? Read the dictionary?!? Actualli i tried doing that leh but i felt that it was dumb after a while so stopped doing it lo. Like nerd or some siao kia leh... budden hor i tell u ar, read dictionary vv vv interesting leh. Can learn lots of new words and relearn and refresh memory of the words that u noe subconsciously. Compo can use all these chim chim words to put u in good stead. Maybe i shall do that more often but no point hor? Later ppl don understand wad i'm saying. Lol... No la i think i'm not so wu liao to do such things. Rather read some books. xp
Okie la... Now i got like so many more chaps of geog to go... Have to study everything cause, i have to confess, and i do feel guilty, that i have not touched geog at all before today. And today, studying wif vio and jian, i only managed to finish 2 chaps of human geog. Think i study 2 more chaps then don wan study human geog liao... don plan to do more than 2 qns of it aniwae i sux at human geog lo. Muz bank on physical geog liao.. Heehee, I like!! Mountains and the weather is so much more interesting than population, settlement and agriculture eh? The former more interesting cause not caused by humans and so unpredictable. Lets u see and understand this interesting physical world around us that is created by "someone"...
Oh manz... SS and emath P1 over liao. 2 down, how many more to go?!? aiyah realli hopeless liao la me, don even noe how many papers i'm taking. -.-" Nvm... I noe that it would last till the 18th and today's the 8th so... 10 more days!! Juz endure and perservere for this period of time then i'll be FREE!!! Hmm... let's see... Who wanna go watch "Harry potter and the goblet of fire" and "The lion, the witch and the wardrobe"?? I wan watch both!!! After exams go for movie marathon okie??
Hmm... after exams after exams... I'l have lots of things to do. Wanna put right some stuff, clear up some misunderstanding, go enjoy myself, tell everyone that i cherish them (umz... maybe not EVERYONE ba...)... And....lots la... Last yr of AHS liao don think i wan to leave and not manage to get ans and put conclusions to things. Yup yup. i don particularly like unfinished business. See la, see how things go. Hopefully i would be satisfied and happy at the end of it all ba. =)
I realised that my entry is full of singlish...
Oh heck! xp
Long time din stay online till so late liao..
Juz u look at the time la.
Gosh i wonder y my mom is not here by now and getting me away frm this com.
Interesting...
Multi-tasking now..
Sms-ing daz using the online free sms(singtel mah)
Toking online to jj and junyu.
And u noe wad??!!
All of them making me hungry...
Dazz: I juz now eat maggie mee
jj: Eh i now go have dinner
junyu: I go have supper
Grr... I'm hungry!! lol...
Ytd freaked out by everything...
Glad that i found solace in talking to kor.
Of all people rite?
Hahaz...
Talked bout lots of stuff,
about wad i'm going through and whether i should do this or that.
Then talked about love.
Hmm...
Doesn't it hurt? I asked him.
He replied that it does but being in love can also give u the most wonderful feeling on earth.
Can't help but agree wif that rite??
Then he told me to tell the person that i like that i like him...
I donno how to respond to that.
Maybe i will..
Juz afraid to lose a friendship because of that though...
Not as though it has never happened before.
Thin ice, Egg shells whatever that is fragile enough,
I'm stepping on them...
-loves-
Spent the night tossing and turning in bed
Din get enough sleep so currently i have vv deep double eye lids
Shed tears? Almost... but i managed to keep them inside me..
Not worth the tears at all.
Suppose i shall do wad kor says and not let it affect me now
O's are coming...
Muz concentrate on studies instead.
I think i can
I hope i'm strong enough
I trust myself that i can... wait...
Till after o's...
Then i doubt i'll be able to let it go without letting it all out of me.
Hope that if that happens, my dream will come true...
Wad beats being comforted by the ppl that matters to u the most?
...nothing...
Crap! I hate the world today!
Wished i had not gone blog hopping at all...
Saw something that could not have done anithing other than confirming my suspicion.
Thanks a lot lo.
Now i noe that u weren't the guy that i thought u were...
Guess i'm that naive ba...
Now i juz wanna sit in a corner of my room and stare at anithing and nothing.
Appearence don count do they??
Now that aside,
U have been in a crap mood too...
Even u now.
Gosh!
Is it me or is everybody trying their hardest to ruin my day?
U need not try.
I'm already hurt.
Thank you...