Wednesday, September 28, 2005
 
I think i was being stupid ytd.
Gosh!
oh btw, i found that nice pic down there when searching for "message in a bottle"
Juz read nicholas spark's book of the same title mah
So moved by the story that i nearly cried
It's juz so so sweet
haiz...

-loves-

Today get back results le wor
Did quite okie
Happie about it leh
Now it is either a 10 or 11
hope i get 10.
Sounds so much nicer yea?
Improve lots...
Made me real determined to get better grades for "o"s
I need to get more A1s now it is all stuck at A2. =(
Now prob of 1st 3 months...
Where to go?
Can't seem to make up my mind.
Grr...
Where u all thinking of going ar?
Gimmi a tag and tell me!
 
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
 
Haiz...
donno whether this could be counted as a good day or not
but i think all in all it was quite sucky.
Some happie moments
Some totally irritating times
Some painful realisation
Haiz...

Din do real well for prelims
Not as well as wad i would have realli wanted
Flopped in a few pet subjects
Must be something wrong wif me
=(

My chem was bad
Geog was bad
Eng was not bad
Hcl i think i improved though cher say should do better. Haiz
Chinese was last yr but i think i should have worked harder. =(
Amath got improve-lots but still a miserable B3
So... some happie some sad
Still got 3 more papers
Make or break it lo
if all goes well i might get a 12
Hopefully
If vv vv vv lucky got miracle hor
Last 3 subs get A1 rite,
get 9 leh!!! Siao~

Emath hoping for a 2,
Combined also a 2,
Phy also a 2
donno can make it not
Grr...
menghow say tie is him ou xiang(idol)
I say junyu is mine
Pro or pro? L1R5=8
*faints

-loves-

Finalli found the reason why i said that
"i donno whether i should"
it's hard to and it is not onli me involved in it
It is a whole lots of ppl
I don have the courage
I also donno wad u feel about it all
Scared and scarred

...That was the real unhappy realisation today
I felt so down the whole time-the whole bus journey
Maybe i need someone to cheer me up
...Wad if the person who can cheer me up and make me laugh is u...
Ouch...

-loves-

Leave me a tag won't ya?
Juz tellin me from ur words that u thought of me even if it was only a short while.
I sound depressed don i?
Prob is, i am...
=(



 
Sunday, September 25, 2005
 
Went out ytd again...
Where?
Totally retracing the steps that dazz and i took on thurs.
Zzz...
But it is diff la wif friends and family, the places juz take on diff umz.. feel??
Nvm.. Walked and walked and saw Brian Lee with those fluffy and white wings
Camera, Light, Action!! Wonder if i got on tv. LOL!
He is good looking leh and tall... On tv usualli see him also won't think that he is that tall and shuai but in real life...
WOW~~
oops.

Funnie thing happened lo...
Was walking through city link with my mom, holding hands...
Lol
Her hamds are damn small la. Even smaller than mine!!!
My hand is like 17cm?!? Not kua zhang cause i measured with a rule.
-.-"? Ya i noe... nth to do mah xp
oh ya.. then we were walking towards the escalator
laughing as we walked... ya she looks like my sis...
Then suddenly, some guy started waving to us. I don recall knowing him la
Wanted to ignore but mom pulled me out. -.-"
Thought my friend, since when she so enthu?? hmm...
Turns out that guy wants us to donate $$. I can't be more diao la.
all together now... -.-"
Why on earth did he wave to us and pick us out of the hundreds of ppl there? okie i'm exggerating but still...
(actualli he quite good-looking and polite la. G= )
And can everyone and anyone pls stop saying that my mom looks like my sis?!?!
I'm totally tired of it la...
Great.

-loves-

OMG!!!
I'm totally freaked out!!!
Argh!!!
I don think i ever wanna go out le! And if i do i shall be dramatic and totally change the way i look.. Or maybe dress up like a mommy

There's this guy that i only got to know for like 1 day?!?!
And it was not even a "sit down and talk" one day la.. Some event that i got to noe him
So.. i don noe him!!!
Imagine urself shopping anywhere then suddenly u receive an sms..
"Are u in.........."
And u are...
Gosh!!!
U look around but u can't see the person that smsed u.
Argh!!!
I felt trapped in a horror flim can??
I think the next time i shall not read my msg until i'm alone and have checked out my surroundings.
Good thing is i have not met him on any bus if not i sure alight at the next stop de.
This is so freaky and so creepy!!

-loves-

Hey i realli meant wad i said that day leh...
Din noe wad struck me and made me say it though.
Muz be losing my mind.
>.<
 
Friday, September 23, 2005
 
I totally care about u
Luv ya
=)
 
 
Hurray!!!!
Prelims are officially over!!!!!
xP

So... Did ya all go anywhere ytd??
I went out wif dazz leh..
So fun
lol

Walked all around city hall and bugis!
Went to marina square to have lunch at that vv cool place, tok lots...
Millenia walk to go to the "Candy Empire" and bought some stuff.
Bought sour sweets to share on tue!
Went all the way to the National Library.
Walked from suntec there...
Before that went to try dresses from "Daniel Yan" at suntec
"love" their service man
So "wonderful"
I don suit the pale beige colour. Blehz...
The black one not too bad

Walked tok...
had fun exploring the NL
went courtyard
See exhibition
Saw idiotic presidential candidate
Andrew ...
Dumb la him
Spoil the day
Got his address
Near our school
Go fan him
Grrr....

End of day
Contented, fun, crazy...
 
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
 
I don understand a single thing...
Din get anything right...
It is seriously hard to please everyone eh?
I'm juz getting so sick of u
Juz wanna be alone
Out of ur company
Cause u don understand the least about me...

-loves-

I'm out of sorts again... Who's surprised? Nothing is really going the way i want it to be... No, that is too generalising. Not everything, some things are taking care of themselves pretty well just some irritating things and stuff that don't seem to disappear with time-they don't seem to want to get out of my head. So dumb! Grr... If only the world is just like what is being portrayed in fairytales. Unfortunately that is not the case...

=(
 
Saturday, September 17, 2005
 

Starry eyed...
My star sign is LEO!! =) I'm such a typical leo... Found this on a webbie thinks that it realli is quite representive of me...

All Leo's have high standards and they don't like to let themselves or anyone else down. They enjoy being seen as a person of substance and status, and prefer to be in a position to help others rather than approaching them cap in hand. Leo's pride would not allow them to live or work in a situation that they consider as 'beneath' them. They are far more comfortable working in an exciting area where they can jet off to glamorous places and influence the more mundane members of planet Earth. Leo's won't stand for being treated with contempt or ridicule, but they are very aware of other people's need for dignity, so they are rarely offensive or hurtful.

Leo's can become surprisingly downhearted on occasion, but they don't usually stay depressed for long and their confidence returns fairly quickly. The thing that saves most Leo's in hard times is their joyful sense of humour.

Leo's faults include impatience and a tendency to over dramatise problems. They become irritable when things go wrong and quite sarcastic when ill, under pressure or over-tired. Leo's live in the fast lane, working and playing very hard. However they must remember to build in some rest and recovery time. They can be pushy parents because they want their children to achieve as much as they have - and exceed it. Leo's encourage their children to become independent.

Leo's are generous and kind and will do anything to help others, especially their family. They excel as a family member and enjoy keeping in touch with relatives although are not the type to cling. As a marriage partner, Leo's are very loyal and dependable, as long as they're feeling loved and at the center of the family network. It is very unlikely for Leo's to have a fling simply out of curiosity, although if they are feeling undervalued and unloved by those around them, it may lead in that direction.

Leo's love the best of everything. They love to travel to smart places and to holiday in five-star comfort. Their values are traditional and although there are a few rogue Leo's around who seem to have no standards at all, these are untypical.

-loves-


Saw this test... Interesting. Supposed to find out wad kind of person are u towards relationships...

1. You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but is very plain and boring. The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things. Which one do you take to get to your significant other's house, short or long?

My ans: Long...

2. On the way you see two rose bushes. One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boyfriend/girlfriend of any color combination. What number of white and red do you pick? (you can pick all of one or any combo of the two).

My ans: 10 red 10 white

3. You finally get to their house. A family member answers the door. You can have them get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself. Which do you do?

My ans: Get him myself. =)

4. You go up to your boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed?

My ans: By the bed... So romantic!! LOL!

5. Later, it's time for bed. You and your boy/girlfriend go to sleep in separate rooms. In the morning when it's time to wake up you go in their room and check on them. When you arrive, are they awake or asleep?

My ans: Asleep... Cuter mah.xP

6. Now it's time to go back home. Do you take the short, plain road or the longer, more interesting road?

My ans: Longer one...


What it all means...

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love. If you take the short road, you fall in love quickly and easily. If you take the long road, you take your time and do not fall in love as easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return. For example, if you chose 18 red and 2 white, you give 90% and expect 10% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems. If you asked the family member to get your significant other, then you like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves. If you went to get them yourself, then you are a more direct person and like to work our problems immediately.

4. The placement of roses determines how much you like to see your boy/girlfriend. Placing them on the bed means you like to see then a lot, while placing them on the window sill means that you are all right with not seeing them as much.

5. This is representative of your attitude towards their personality. If you find them asleep, you love your boy/ girlfriend the way they are. If you find them awake, you expect them to change for you.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone. if you chose the short road, you fall out of love easily. If you chose the longer one, you will tend to stay in love for a long time.

True?? Lol...I expect that it is quite close to what i will do and feel... =)


 
Friday, September 16, 2005
 
鉴定结果您的心理年龄28岁
与您实际年龄差12岁
幼稚度32%
成熟度54%
老化度22%
 
 
Hmm... finalli a break from all the studying because have a long weekend to pia for geog and amath 2. I'm so dead... Still slackin here but can't help it la... Stressed mah then got this headache. Bish to u if u are shaking ur head and saying "Haiz..." Lol.

6 more papers!! 4 more days!! heh heh. I'm so looking forward to the ending of this relentless torture. I've been a bad gal and yelling at everyone. =( High tension mah... Need to burst and release some of the built up of pressure inside me. Lol... can see that i've juz done phy paper?!? So sorrie to those whom i yelled at... sorrie... Sorrie mommy. Din mean it. =(

So dead... Gonna do badly for all the papers. Not one of them that i can be confident about. Haiz... Well, at least i tried. Pray and hope that "o"s will be easier or else... My hair is going to disappear off the face of my scalp. !!!!!

And... and... and!! I wan chocolates! Been resisting cause i'm getting fat. Lol!! xP After prelims that weekend i think i wan to make a trip to millinia walk and raid "Candy Empire" love the selection that they have there. Lots of nice stuff. Yum yum!!

Okiez... now nobody online that i particularly wan to talk to so i shall go play some games. Toddles! ^.^x
 
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
 
2 days over
4 papers down
Argh!

Did badly for all the papers i think... Especialli Amath. Horrible. Hope i can pass this time. =(

Besides exams, and all that stress that is making me lose hair by the dozens, i'm fairly fine. Laughter has been my constant friend nowadays... Donno why, suddenly found life holding so many funny things and so many things that bring so much joy. =) Light-heartedness!! Aiya, sometimes juz have to learn to be contented. I'm learning to be... Smile.

Can thank some ppl for making me laugh... Hahaz... Thanked some of them le. =)

-loves-

Omg i'm going crazy like totalli... My brain is in overdrive now filled with chem to the brim. I think i better turn in early today and get some rest. Ms Chan power tml... Better do well if not... Roar!! "Bye bye.. u've got ur head inside the lion's mouth!"

Luv ya! ^.^x
 
Saturday, September 10, 2005
 
HEY hey ppl...

2 more days before we are being fed to the wolves. I still can't believe it lo. It is like so fast and there are a thousand and one things that i have not gone through yet. So horrible... My chinese is terrible and i have onli started on it TODAY?? How to finish 4 yrs of chinese vocabulary in 2 days??!?! And ss.. din touch it at all... How am i gonna survive?Argh!

Aniwaes, i onli came here to slack a bit before hitting the books again. It is so boring writting chinese again and again but guess there is no way out of it. I realli don wanna take chinese at JC! So lets all pia together.

All the best everybody. Jiayou wor!!!
 
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
 
I don wan anithing from u except for ur presence. Would that be too much to ask for?? I donno and somehow i have no courage to ask u... Maybe ignorance is better for all of us. Glad that i got to noe u. EEKs... I sound so sad...

Treasuring whatever that i've got before i lose it all. No fun. How come it always happens this way? Would fate deal me a bad hand of cards again? I realli hope not...

-loves-

I feel so though there is nothing more that i can do... Maybe it is also for the better. Things don seem as bad as they once where... Maybe someday, our friendship may be renewed... Someday. =)
 
 
Eh sorrie leh... I don mean to do it but it looks as though i have no choice. Pls don get upset okie? I don mean it de it was juz that i was forced to choose. Hope u not angry wif me.. Are u??

-loves-

Studying and studying...
2Du 3si 1shu
2Du 1shu 3si
3si 2du 1shu
3si 1shu 2du
...........
Booz..... Like have not realli studied but when i flip throught the book , i noe that i noe that chap but like donno whether i'm totalli sure of it. Haiz...

-loves-

Love the company... Love it lots. Hahaz...
 
Thursday, September 01, 2005
 
Crabs!!! Hahaz they are so nice. Small but nice, live in round round round holes. Keke.

Today went to study... Wif junyu, kor and vio. So fun. Mac is such a "constructive" place to study but well, i did learn lots today. Maths!!! Mac is COLD! Brr.... Too bad we onli studied till 4 cause vio leaving then we no mood to study le. That's when the fun begins! =)

We bo liao then walked aroung white sands. They were complaining that there was no arcade... Well, too bad guys. Almost all the shops were honored with our visit.LOL! Quite fun la. Juz like that time in TM... Juz strolling around. Nice. We went to buy bread together too... Lol. =) Later sian then donno where to go.. Guess where i suggest? The beach!!!!!!! I totalli love it man. And the best thing is, they agreed! ^.^x

Walked there... Rained before that so the weather was great. Strolled and talked. Never felt so great before. In great company mah... =D Oh manz... it was juz a wonderful day, so contented... Talked and talked and time pass so fast.. Gotta go home. Took bus wif junyu who was so nice to take a bus that i could take too. =) Thanks man! While kor went home all alone. Boo Hooz...

Conclusion: A great day with great company. Love it. Wanna go study again?! I'm all up for it. xP
 
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